Disclaimer: I don't own SD or any of its characters. As if I'll ever.

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Wind and Water

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When I look back to what I was before, I can't recognize myself anymore. I always smiled back then, even for simple reasons like a warm day and a gentle breeze. Now, I force myself to smile. Not even my friends can cheer me up. I go on pretending, smiling like my usual self for reason that escapes my reason. I want to stop smiling. But then again, if I did that, you'd know that I am breaking down. For your sake I smile, even if it breaks me. For your sake I smile. For your sake I smile.

I am breaking down. Slowly, warmth is escaping me. I could never be the one that stands beside you. You put me in a pedestal I don't want to be in. You acknowledge me for the sake of breaking me. I'll never show it, but you break me in many ways possible. For your sake I continue to play hard, even if I know that in the end, you'll leave me for a dream. For your sake I continue to play. For your sake I continue to play.

I live, I play. I go on this life pretending to be the person you consider your rival. I pretend to be strong, smug, care-free and happy. You'll never know that I put on a mask like you. You don't have to know that I have a mask more perfectly worn than yours. You never have to know. You never have to know.

You come, you go. You tell me I'm like the water, carefree and everything else. I'll tell you now you're like the wind. You make your presence felt, touch me, caress me, hurt me, yet I'll never be able to touch you nor affect you. The water you can step on, throw stone on and make ripples on, yet the wind remains untouched. You come, you go. You come, you go.

Can't you take me with you?

Water, when you heat it turns into vapor, air. Only then can it be with the wind, even for a while.

Yet, I'll never be that one that stands beside you. Coldness is all that you could ever give me, and coldness is all that I'll take. Only then could I freeze my heart in this state. For only in this state could I love you. I would never want my heart to melt if it'll only wash away these feelings you give me. Never have I felt pain, melancholy, and desperation in my life. Only with you could I feel all this.

Only with you could I feel alive.

I'll live, I'll play, I'll break.

I'll live, I'll play, I'll break.

I'll live, I'll play, I'll break.

The wind only plays. The wind will never settle. No matter how much I stretch my hand, the wind will never take it. The wind I'll only feel. The wind I'll never be with.

Let be me the water the wind plays with. Let me be the water where the wind will make ripples in. Let me be the water the wind touches. Let me be the water the wind takes to the sky. Let me be the water the wind plays with on a passionate storm. Let me be the water the wind leaves and comes back to.

If he's the wind, then let me be the water. Let me be the water that'll forever look up to wind.

Let me the water that flows to where the wind goes.

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You tell me you'll go to America.

I smile for that's the only thing I could do. I know it's what you expect me to.

I'll let you be the wind that comes and go. I'll always let you be the wind.

In turn, allow me to be the water.

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Another Senru that popped into my mind. XD. I think Sendoh sounded a bit 'angsty' , hehehe, blame 'Yellow Moon' and 'Tears'. Hehehe. Any feedbacks will be appreciated. ,