Hey all, this is a sonnet I had to write for an english assignment. Its kinda Marian's thoughts on life while Robin's away and sorta thru series one. Its about living a double life and being two completely different pple: one for the world and one in private. Marian just wants to be free, don't we all?
A Life Not Lived.
It's like watching the world through a plane of glass;
The colours lack lustre, the words have no sound.
If only there was a definitive answer: a book, a word or class.
All day, life is lived but my feet never hit the ground.
People everywhere are laughing, having a good life,
But angry visions fill my head, dulling each every word.
On the outside is normalcy; inside I'm smothered by my strife.
I am suffocating myself – I will never let my troubles be heard.
Try to ignore and forget, block out each and every yell.
Where I am, I am just a bystander, forever detached,
Unless I cut loose and escape this world: my hell.
It was never meant to be this way, this life is mismatched.
I just want to be free and let my words be said,
But I remain in my world and keep them in my head.