" Bella why do you want to die?" Sam asked.

"I don't want to keep hurting all of the people I love, no matter who it is I'm always hurting someone. I cant live with that anymore." I told them as I was looking around at them all.

"I won't let you go and have someone kill you." Jake said

" None of us will let you go and kill yourself." Leah said which surprised us all. I always thought that she hated me but here she is saying that she will not let me leave.

I didn't know that they all cared about me this much. But I can't risk them getting hurt, I won't forgive myself.

" I won't forgive myself if something happened to any of you. I love you guys all so much." I told them as I started to cry again.

Jake came over and hugged me as I started to cry again. I don't know how long we stood there but I eventually stopped crying.

"Please stay, nothing will be the same with out you here. And think of Charlie he will be so happy to know that your alive.

A few days after you left he found out about vampires and werewolves. We told him because we couldn't stand to see him like that.

Just think of everything please, we cant stand to lose you again." Sam told me as he came over to stand next to me and Jake.

" Don't forget me, I helped you through everything, and I love you so much." Demetri said coming out of the woods. The pack froze up for a minute then relaxed.

"What are you doing here?" I asked letting go of Jake to walk over to Demetri.

" I followed you here because I didn't want anything to happen to you." Demetri said pulling me into a hug and kissing my forehead.

I know what I'm going to do now, I can't leave them they all care for me. I don't want to hurt anyone else.

If I got myself killed it would hurt them all so much.

" Bella please don't do this, we all want you to stay here and be happy with us.

You don't know how much it would hurt us to see you go and get killed." Jake said.

" I know that's why I'm going to stay her and live with my father again.

I miss him so much and I don't want to hurt him anymore then I already have." I told them all.

I think I'm going to go home and see Charlie. I miss him so much and I don't want to see him cry anymore.

I heard the boys start yelling and talking but I didn't pay attention to it I could only think about my dad.

" I'm going to go home and talk to my dad. Demetri can you come with me please.

Just in case there's some questions that he has that I cant answer." I asked Demetri as I turned around to look at him.

" Of course I'll go with you. Do you really think I would let you do something like that on your own." Demetri said.

I smiled at him and then turned to everyone else.

" We'll be back later, maybe tomorrow. I really want to spend time with my dad to make up everything for him." I told them as Demetri and I got back into the car.

"Don't worry Bells we understand, just come by when everything's settled." Sam told us as they started to leave.

I nodded and got into the car. In a few minutes I'll be home with my dad.

hey i'm back.. i know this is short but i promise that the next one will be longer and alot better.. and ill be updating more now that everything has calmed down in my life.