I sighed heavily, this is not how I planned things out. This is not how I wanted things to happen.
Nessie was getting older, and I mean older. She was turning sixteen in a matter of weeks. And me on the other hand, stayed the same I guess, like her parents.
Don't get me wrong, I wouldn't trade this life for anything, except for her, Renesmee Cullen. The daughter of a woman I once loved. No- before you say anything, its defiantly not awkward, at least not anymore. Things have changed. With the Volturi out of the way, life changed for all of us.
Our alliance was strong, stronger than ever, it saved us all. Renesmee saved us all. She was extraordinary, something beautiful, and different. She was half damned, just like I was, but together we made each other whole.
I loved her, I loved her when I first saw her. Although she was just a baby, my love then was different for her, trust me. It- I can't even describe it, but you just have to believe me on that one.
But now.. she's closer to my age, and more beautiful than ever. I see more of her mother and father in her everyday. And it hurts to know things haven gotten like that yet, because for one thing is that I was madly in love with her, ever since she hit her teen years.
However I didn't make it that obvious. I didn't want to make things awkward, or scare her. She was very well aware of our situation. As a matter of fact she used it to her advantage. She was spoiled by me, and she knew very well I'd give her anything she'd want.
She was rebellious at times as well, but what teen wasn't? Hell I knew I wasn't, but it made me love her more, because I knew she had a bit of me grown into her.
Tonight wasn't just another argument, it was a blow out.
Because I didn't let her go out with a bunch of pot heads from school. You see Bella and Edward went on another honeymoon, and I honestly had no idea when they were coming back. All I knew was that I found myself responsible for Renesmee until they both returned. But the worst part was, that it was summer! No school to distract Nessie, no homework, no tests, nothing.
And on top of that, the Cullens insisted I lived in their home for the meantime, to make myself 'more comfortable'. Talk about weird.. but when Esme was so hospitable, and so kind.. you'd feel guilty to deny.
So here I was, with Renesmee's bedroom door slammed in my face.
"Nes- come on out, come on don't do this to me." I spoke softly, listening intently to any sound she'd make.
"Go away Jake! I don't want to hear it! I hate you!" She yelled through the door.
"Aw come on Ness you don't mean that." I sounded weak by then, it kinda hurt. She was hitting below the belt now.
"Yes! I do! So help me God Jacob leave me alone!"
"Ness! Come on stop, open the damn door!" I raised my voice, I didn't mean to, it was the werewolf in me.
"LEAVE ME ALONE."
"Dammit Ness! I love you! I'm trying to protect you!" I yelled.
"YOU DON'T LOVE ME! YOU LOVE MY MOTHER! LEAVE ME ALONE!" She sobbed.
I opened my mouth to say something, but I couldn't.. what could I have possibly said?
Although what she said was true, it wasn't like that. Not anymore, never. The moment I laid eyes on Ness, she was the one I loved. And for her to be saying something like this really hurt.
"Alright Ness.. goodnight." I said weakly. I really didn't know what to say. And it didn't matter if I had said anything, anyway. She was so angry at me right now that whatever I said to attempt to sooth her only anger her more.
For one I put my sarcasm aside, and my pride on the shelf and shut my mouth.
She'd come around.
A/N: ALRIGHT GUYS! I decided to do a NESSIE&JACOB STORY. It all takes place AFTER Breaking Dawn. It will be long and full of Lemons, and I plan on updating it once a day! YAY! I am excited Okay. (: Tell me whatcha think!