I realized that it's getting around the time in which I have to update, but I didn't want to give you guys speedy crap. So here's a little idea that's been bouncing around in my head for a while, I decided to give it a shot. It's supposed to be sort of like a two-way journal entry.
Bella's not back yet guys. Sorry. It's coming around.
Disclaimer: Do I look like a Stephenie to you?
Six years later...
I was looking through the attic today.
I went out to work on the car in the garage today.
And I found a box that I must not have looked at in years.
I found a box that must have not been opened since I was eight.
I had totally forgotten about Jacob, but looking inside, I can't believe we haven't even talked in years.
It's been years since I even thought about Bella.
We used to be so close!
We were like family.
I remember how Jacob went into the depression, I finally remember why I refused to go back to Forks all those years.
I haven't seen her since after my mom died, that was when she left.
Wow, I used to be so different! I was always so much more carefree with Jacob.
I can't remember being as happy as I look in the pictures with Bella.
I wonder if I emailed him...
I wonder if I called her...
He'd think I was crazy. He probably doesn't remember me.
She wouldn't know me. She'd think I was an idiot.
I wonder what he looks like, now.
I wonder how she's changed.
He's probably got all the girls in his school after him.
She's probably beautiful. She always was.
He's probably got a girlfriend.
She probably has a man.
I wonder if he ever knew how much he meant to me.
I wonder if she ever knew how much I loved her.
I wish we would have kept in contact after I left...
I wish we would have talked or written each other.
Am I crazy?
Why am I an idiot?
I haven't seen him in six years!
I probably don't even know her anymore!
I wish I never would have left.
I wish she would have stayed.
The truth is,
You wanna know the truth?
I miss him.
I miss her. I love her.
It's short, I know. Review?