"Unfaithful" By Rihanna.

I have a date. With Edward tonight. I shouldn't, it's wrong for me to do so, but I can't stop.

He makes me feel whole. I am a horrible person.


Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

I look at my husband as I get ready for my date. He's sitting in the living room on the couch watching tv.

He knows where I'm going. He also knows he can't stop it. Edward is my life, but He is my sun.

I just can't give up either of them. But it hurts to see what I am doing to them.


He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

He glances at me and throws me a small smile. It makes me sad, because it doesn't reach his eyes.

The pack hates me for what I'm doing. I agree it's not fair. Jacob loves me so much that

he would rather me only halfway be with him than not at all as long as I'm human.


And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

The light in his eye's is slowly dying. He knows he's not enough and it's killing him. It's all my fault.

Why can't I just pick one and let it be.


I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

I might as well kill him myself, because that's what I'm doing. I just can't stop. I'll die myself if I leave

Edward. But if I leave Jacob, then I won't have my sun. I'm so selfish. I walk over to him and

tell him I'm going out. The look on his face kills me. He gives me another weak smile and puts on

his frozen mask on his face.


I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek
As he reluctantly
Asks if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

I tell him that I'm hanging with Alice, Rosalie, and Angela. He nods and goes back to his game. I grab my

stuff and leave. I get into my car and lean my head against the steering wheel. The car is one that

he built for me. His wedding gift to me.


Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

Sam took me aside last week and told me that I have to stop. Jacob is getting careless on patrols.

He doesn't care if he lives anymore. He is reckless and is putting his life and the other's on the line.

It's all my fault. But I can't stop. I drive out of La Push towards the Cullens where Edward is waiting.


I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

I pull into the long drive way and park the car. I grab my purse and get out. On the way to the door,

I contemplate turning back and going home to my husband. But I see Edward waiting in the doorway

and the thought quickly leaves my head.


Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore
Uh
Anymore (anymore)

We are laying in Edwards bed when my phone rings. It's Sam. Jacob's been hurt. He's dying and he needs

me. I drop everything and jump in my car. I rush back to La Push. I run into Sam and Emily's house and

see Jacob lying in bed covered in blood and vampire bites. My heart drops. Vampire Venom is deadly

to them. He opens his eye's and I see the first real smile on his face. He looks at me.


I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer (a murderer)

He tells me now I can be with my true love with no regrets. He's sorry he wasn't enough. Now I can

be truly happy. He takes his last breath. Sam usher's me to the border and tells me that they will

bring me my things. I am no longer aloud in La Push. I am a murderer. It's my fault.


No no no no

100 yrs. Later, I stand at Jacob's grave. I close my eye's and a vision hits me. Two little black haired,

brown eye's tanned kids running into the woods, with a russet colored wolf playfully

chasing after them. I open my eyes. It was the vision I got before the newborn army fight. I not only

killed one person, but I killed three. My family that never was. All because I couldn't stop.

I am a murderer.

Figures.

I am also a vampire now.

So it fits.


Yeah yeah yeah