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Airport Seattle

I Bella Swan am alone. Forever and always no matter what I've been alone. My mom never listens and my step dad hates me.

I'm now in Seattle waiting to be picked up; I'm now living in Forks. Great just perfect.

The worst part is I just found out that my best friend is dead. Not just my best friend my only friend.

She knew more about me then my counselers did. It was also the same with the shrinks my mom tried to send me too. I turned up my I pod and sang along to my favorite sad song.

(Hello, By Evanescence)

Playgrounds,

Schoolbell rings

Again

Rain clouds come to play, again

Has no one told you she's not breathing?

Hello

I'm your mind giving you someone to talk too

Hello...

If I smile and don't...

Believe

Soon I know I'll wake

From this dream

Don't try to fix me I'm not broken

Hello

I'm the light

Living for you so you can't hide

I don't cry

Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping!

Hello!

I'm still here

All that's left of yesterdayyyyy (I love this song)

"Bella" I turned and looked at two guys. One I knew the other I didn't and I didn't care.

"Jasper" I ran up to my brother and hugged him tight.

"I'm so sorry Bella." He knew how much Kate meant to me.

"Me too" I didn't want to cry in front of Jaspers friend but then I didn't care. I let some tears slip threw.

"Let's go Edward get her bags." Edward listened and Jasper led us to a Volvo.

"This isn't your car." I stated he laughed.

"You know me to well. It's Edward's." I nodded and slid in the back and we started to Jasper and Charlie's and now my house.

"Bella" Jasper asked.

"Yes"

"What do you want to listen to?" I saw a million CDs he at least had my new favorite. Evanescence, Fallen

(My immortal, Evanescence)(Oh and I'm not gothic if you think that read my others fics I just like this CD)

I'm so tired of being here

Suppressed by you my childish fears

And if you have to leave

I wish that you would just leave

Your presence still lingers here

And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There just too much that time cannot erase

When you'd cry I'd

Wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd

Fight away all of your fears

I held your hand threw all of these years

But you still held

On me...

You used to captivate me

By your resonating light

By the bond by the life you left behind

Your face it haunts

My once pleasant dreams

Your voice it chased away

All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just to much

That time cannot erase

When you'd cry I'd

Wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd

Fight away all of your fears

I held your hand threw all of these years

But you still held...

On me

I try so hard to tell myself

That you're gone

But though you're still with me

I've been alone

All along

When you'd cry I'd

Wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd

Fight away all of your fears

I held your hand threw all of these years

But you still held...

On me...

Me...(me)

Me...

I finished singing and I noticed Jasper with a mad face.

"What's wrong dear brother?" I asked.

"Why are you acting like this?" He asked back.

"What?"

"You're singing sad songs Bella. 1 you never sing 2 this song is good but you got really into the words."

"So" I challenged.

"So you're upset."

"Thanks captain obvious. Edward please turn on the song "going under." He smiled slightly I guess he like the song, and turned it on.

I sang Edward seemed to like my voice I knew for a fact Jasper did to. He just hated the song choice. (I'm not writing all the lyrics)

I won't be broken again

I got to breathe

I can't keep going under

I...died again

I'm going under (going under) Jasper stopped the song and I frowned.

"Jasper" I pouted.

"Sorry Bells I'm immune Alice does that to me a lot." I turned to Edward and pouted at him. This was his first Bella pout and he caved I was defiantly using it to my advantage.

"Edward my friend please stay on my side." He pulled out the CD and I frowned now no music at all.

"So Bella what do you like to do?" Edward asked.

"For fun" He quickly added. I laughed and so did Jasper.

"Read but lately it's been listening to this music."

"Bella please don't go emo Goth on me."

"Me emo Goth, never Jasper." I smiled and put in my I pod it instantly reminded me why I was here.

(Bring me to life, Evanescence)

How can you see into my eyes like open doors?

Lead in you down into my core

Where I've become so known

They fill her soul

Her spirit sleeping somewhere cold

Until you find the bearing me

If that home

Wake me up

Wake me up inside

Girl wake up

Wake me up inside (save me)

Call my name and save me from the dark

Wake me up

Bid my blood to run, (Girl wake up)

Before I come undone (Save me)

Save me from the nothing I've become

Now that I know what I'm without

You can't just leave me-

I turned off my I pod and sat back silent tears came back, Kate couldn't be brought back to life. She left me. No matter how hard I wished, she was dead I wouldn't see her again unless you count her tombstone.

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