Hey guys

Long time no update. Don't kill me plz. Have fun with this I know I did.

xx Caz


"Hello Edward" I chided back sitting on the couch. Edward appeared from the shadows looking upset and confused; although I couldn't blame him I felt the same.

"Really, you do?" he asked. Bloody hell that's creepy.

"Stay out of my head" I shouted and chucked the remote to the TV at him, which he caught easily. He sat down next to me and ran his fingers through his hair, which he did quite often when he was frustrated.

"We're in deep shit aren't we" I asked him quietly.

"Oh yeah" he sighed.

What is Tanya going to think when she finds out a voice wafted through my head? I turned and stared at Edward, furious.

"Your not planning on telling her are you?" I hissed, he stared at me.

"Your right that is creepy and yes I was" he sighed again. I slapped him over the back of his head.

"Dumbass, you love her don't you?" I asked confused while my head was chanting please say no, please say no.

"I…I lo…like her" he finally gave up when he couldn't spit the L word out of his mouth. My mind went and did a happy dance, god I hope he's not listening right now.

"I am" he answered my un spoken question.

"Shit" I said and stood up and went to the fridge to get some blood. I offered Edward some but he refused mumbling something about having to much of it already. I sighed, guilty, this was my entire fault. Before I knew it, Edward was standing in front of me, lifting my chin, forcing my eyes to meet his.

"It's not your fault, you know we can't help these things" he said softly, rubbing his thumb against my cheek. I stared into the deep green pools and I actually believed him. I hesitantly lifted my hands to his face and traced his features with my finger tip. He closed his eyes and opened his mouth slightly when I touched his lips. I took my finger away instantly and his eyes shot open.

"Do you play" he asked suddenly nodding his head towards the giant black wood piano that stood on the wall.

"No, I've always wanted to learn though" I said thinking back to my childhood.

"You play," I asked eyeing him as he walked over to the piano and sat down.

"Only a little," he responded, stroking the ivory keys gently. I walked over to him and sat down on the piano stool to, my body almost touching his.

"Teach me," I whispered touching his hand softly. He stared into my eyes a smirk playing at his lips. Then he did something totally unexpected, he lifted me by my hips and sat me on his lap.

"Hold your hands out," he whispered into my ear gently. I did as he said and he placed his hands under mine, guiding my hands to the keys. He started playing softly, my fingers on top of his, as if I was actually playing the piano. I gave up on trying to play and took my fingers off his and just watched him play.

When he was done he placed his lips at my neck, his breath was hot and felt nice against my skin, it brought back memories of this afternoon and I shuddered. I wrapped one of my arms around the back of his head pushing his head down gently, urging him on.

He lifted me up again and placed me on the piano keys, they made a loud noise as I sat on them. He stared into my eyes and traced my jaw with his hand delicately. I placed a hand at the nape of his neck and slowly, hesitantly leant forward, never breaking contact with is eyes.

Our lips were centimeters apart when he yanked himself away from me and was on the other side of the room before I could even blink.

"I'm sorry" I murmured humiliated. Of course he didn't want to kiss me when he had this gorgeous girl friend waiting for him at home, I'm such an idiot, I thought to myself.

"You're not an idiot" I heard him whisper quietly, so quietly that I might have mistaken him.

"Yes I am, I…you should probley be getting back to Tanya" I said her name with so much hatred I thought I would bust. Edward stared at me sullen, as if he were in pain to be away from me. I looked up at him through my lashes and I though I heard him growl. I sighed and walked over to him, ready to walk him out.

"This isn't right" he mumbled when I stood in front of him.

"I know" I whispered and stared into his eyes. I sighed again, frustrated that this was the situation. I pulled my hair to one side of my neck, a habit I have which I perform when I'm sad and confused.

Edward growled/gasped at something and I looked up at him, but he was staring at something, something on my neck. I took a step to the side and looked in the mirror, my eyes widened at what I saw. There were two holes in my neck from where Edward had bitten me, dried blood dripped down my neck. I touched it lightly in amazement. Edward stood behind me and placed his hand over mine.

"What have we done?" I asked quietly.

"I don't know" he answered "but I don't care" he whispered in my ear. I turned around to face him and was pushed up against the mirror, it cracked behind me. Edwards hands were on either side of my head, his face was inches from mine. I moved my head forward and closed the distance between us.

His lips were heaven, soft yet so rough against mine. He slipped his tongue into my mouth and our tongue's battled. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pushed my body against his. We groped at each other like man needing water.

"We shouldn't be doing this" I whispered raggedly when he let me come up for unneeded air as he focused on my neck.

"I know" he said and captured my lips with his once again. I pushed off the wall and stumbled over to the couch, my lips never leaving his.

This was going to end badly, but at the moment I couldn't quite care.

Ok wow it's getting steamy in here. To answer your question 'are they going to sleep together?' well I'm not going to tell you.

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