I do not own Hellsing, any of its characters, settings or plots

I do not own Hellsing, any of its characters, settings or plots. Nor do I own the song "Lithium".

Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside
Seras walked into her room and locked the door behind her.
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without…
She sank to the ground and hugged her knees
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow
She sighed and dragged herself to the wooden table in the middle of the room. She sighed again. Got up and flopped onto her bed. She didn't notice the pair of curious red eyes watching a certain fledgling sing along to a song by one of her favourite bands.
Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone.
Couldn't hide the emptiness you let it show
Alucard thought to himself 'What emptiness?'
Never wanted to be so cold
Seras shivered
Just didn't drink enough to say you love me
Seras stared at the packet of blood lying on the table
I can't hold on to me
Wonder what's wrong with me
Seras thought about her humanity and the life she had before coming to this hellhole her master and others called home
Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside
Seras reverted her eyes to the bare walls that surrounded her
Lithium , don't want to forget how it feels without…
She stifled a sob as she thought about her choice that night in Chedder
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow
Alucard watched as a single tear ran down his fledgling's face
Don't want to let it lay me down this time
Seras buried her head in her pillow
Drown my will to fly
'What is your will, Police Girl?' Alucard thought
Here in the darkness I know myself
'The darkness is what I know I'm supposed to be apart of, but I just… I just can't'
Can't break free until I let go
Let me go
'That's what master always says. Let your human self go. Let yourself go…'
Darling, I forgive you after all
Anything is better than to be alone
And in the end I guess I had to fall
Find my place amongst the ashes
'And find my place amongst the true nosferatus.'
I can't hold on to me
Wonder what's wrong with me
Seras quietly started to cry
Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside
Her breaths became shorter
Lithium, don't to forget how it feels without…
The tears were now streaming down her face
Lithium, … stay in love with my sorrow
A pair of snake-like arms slithered around her waist
Seras turned to face her master, who, for once had an understanding look on his face
Seras sank her into her master's arms
I'm gonna let it go