A.N. You won't get the full effect of this fic unless you listen to the song while you read. It's called I told you so by Carrie Underwood so please listen to it.

Disclaimer- Don't own anything


Suppose I called you up tonight
And told you that I love you
And suppose I said I wanna come back home

I missed her so much, I wish I'd never left her. Four agonising years and Carlisle and the others had forced me to go to Alaska to greet Tanya and the others. I didn't want to. I wanted to crawl up into a hole in the ground and stay there. Never do anything else.

I wish I had gone back and apologised with everything I had, but instead I was heading for a small high street near the college in Alaska. I was picking up Alice who'd been very specific of where she wanted to be picked up. Just across the street from a small student coffee shop next door to a small flower shop. The windows were full of freesias.

And suppose I cried and said I think I finally learned my lesson
And I'm tired of spending all my time alone

I sat in my car impatiently tapping the steering wheel. I didn't know why Alice was here but she refused to get picked up anywhere else. She said that there was something that I had to be there for and that she wasn't sure of the outcome.

I glanced up at the car parked in front of mine. I smiled at it. It was another Volvo. A black C30 to be precise. A beautiful car. It had me wondering who would own one.

If I told you that I realize you're all I ever wanted
And it's killing me to be so far away

I had my thoughts back on Bella. Most of me wanted to go straight back to Forks and just to beg her to come back to me. But then I knew that she probably wouldn't accept me. She'd probably just slam the door on my face. She was probably dating someone else anyway. So much time had passed since I'd seen her. I wondered if she was the same girl I'd known all those years ago.

Would you tell me that you love me to
And when we cry together
Would you simply laugh at me and say

My phone buzzed in my pocket, I opened a text from Alice. Get out of the car and watch the coffee shop. I frowned at the message and started to get out of the car. I started to call Alice to find out why I needed to get out of the car and watch the coffee shop.

"Don't argue with me Edward, I promise you you'll want to do this." Alice said after answering on the second ring.

"What is this all about Alice?" I hissed angrily down the phone to her. "You told me to come and pick you up, are you telling me that you aren't here?" I was getting annoyed now.

I told you so
Oh, I told you so
I told you someday you'd come crawling back and asking me to take you in

"Listen Edward, stay where you are and watch out, something's going to happen in about three to four minutes and I'll be there to see you on the hour." She seemed happy, which was strange because no one had really spoken to me in a happy tone for four years.

I glanced down at my watch, I had six minutes until the next hour. "You mean to tell me that you've made me come here early when I could have come minutes before you were going to be here?" I muttered angrily as I pinched the bridge of my nose.

"Edward, I told you, something's going to happen, and you need to see it." Alice said simply. "So stand there and please don't look too sullen. No one wants to see a hot seventeen year old who has a face on him as if he's just found out someone just ran over his puppy. After all, there's no point crying over spilled coffee."

And with that she hung up.

I told you so
But you had to go
Now I found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again

I sighed and put my phone back in my pocket. Now I had to look out for spilled coffee. I looked down at the floor, letting the smell of freesias cross my path. Why was everything reminding me of her today? This morning when I'd turned on one of my CDs in the Volvo, Clair de Lune came on; I was wearing a blue shirt, which I never wore anymore; I had even seen strawberries on sale a little way down the road.

I sighed and checked my watch again, it was almost time for whatever I was supposed to see to happen. I sighed and looked down at the floor, crossing my arms. I wished I was back at home.

If I got down on my knees and told you I was yours forever
Would you get down on yours too and take my hand

After a couple minutes I heard the coffee shop door open. I didn't look up, it was only a college student. Nothing special. Right now I was too wrapped up in my own thoughts to care about some silly college student.

Would we get that old time feeling
Would we laugh and talk for hours

The way we did when our love first began

Seconds later the black Volvo was unlocked. And only moments after that, there was a clatter on the floor and spilled black coffee splashed on my shoes.

I sighed and walked over to the college student, picking up her things for her. Her planner was worn and well used, colourful from highlighted essays, also a bit stained from the black coffee. She also had a very worn, old and well read copy of Wuthering Heights. I sighed as I noticed that she was being completely still as I picked them up.

Would you tell me that you miss me too
And that you've been so lonely
And that you've waited for the day that I returned

"You should be more careful, this book looks old enough to be an original." I remarked before look up at her to hand her them. As I did I felt my face become shocked. I was staring at an angel. Not only an angel. My angel. "Bella?" I whispered not believing my eyes.

And we live and love forever
And that I'm your one and only
Would you say the tables finally turn

Her face was composed, letting no emotion of how she felt inside out onto her face. At times like this I wished so much I was able to read her mind.

She took the books from me, opened the car door and put them on the passenger seat. "Thank you." She said no emotion in her voice. She sounded so different now. What had happened to the blushing girl who couldn't keep anything from anyone that I'd known when she was seventeen?

Would you say I told you so
Oh, I told you so
I told you someday you'd come crawling back and asking me to take you in

She got into her car and began to close her door.

"Bella don't go." I blurted out, feeling even more of a fool than I did when I left her. Now I'd made her cold and un-empathic. I'd destroyed her life.

She closed her eyes and took an intake of breath before fully closing the door and starting the engine.

I stepped out of the way so that she could drive away into the distance.

I told you so
But you had to go
Now I found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again

I felt my heart shattering inside my chest. Alice was right. I had to see what I had done. I had made her this. An empty shell. A silent sob erupted from my chest as I watched the back of the car finally disappear.

Alice was beside me soon after. "I didn't know the outcome Edward." She whispered to me. "I wasn't sure if she was going to take you back or not. I hoped she would, I guess she's not the same person she was back then."

"Of course she's not." I whispered almost silently. "I left her in the woods. I told her that she should just forget about me. I guess she loved me more than I thought. I was stupid."

"You could try and get her back." Alice suggested quietly. "Maybe then both you and she could get some closure, maybe finally you'll both be whole."

I looked at Alice. "I don't think she'd take me back." I said. "Let's go home." I walked towards my car, avoiding the spilt coffee, and opened the door getting in before driving away.

Now I found someone new and you will never break my heart in two again

A.N.- Right. So wow, when I uploaded Turn it Back I expected about 1 or 2 reviews like I have had for my other songfics, so I was THRILLED when I got 15! And half of them saying that I should continue! I wasn't sure if I should continue and (because stupid me forgot to put in all of the A.N. disclaimers and thank yous) I couldn't even say that I was definately not writing a continuation to it. So instead I'm going to ask you all now if you want this continued, I've given you Edward's POV (and I broke my heart writing this, I was crying because I broke his heart) so just review saying if you like it and if you want it continuing.


(Last Chapter) What if- Kate Winslet

(This Chapter) I told you so- Carrie Underwood

Thanks to my beta reader emoTWiLiGHT who beta-d this. She's emomazing.