Hey guys! Sorry it took so long but some things came up and you all know how that is. Well this is going to be the last chapter so I hope you guys like it!

Disclaimer: I sadly do not own Edward or any of the other characters.

The songs are Seventeen Forever by Metro Station and 100 Years by Five For Fighting which I also do not own.


Well here it goes. I am walking into my own death bed with a god by my side. We just arrived back in town and it was time to face my dad. Did he hate me? Would he want me to move back in with my mom? I wasn't sure what awaited me inside, but I took a deep breath and opened the door. "Bella! Is that you?" I was engulfed in my dad's arms as he began questioning me. Okay so maybe I wasn't going to die. "Bells I was so worried about you! Are you alright, did Edward hurt you? 'Cause if he did…" He drew back a little to look at my face as I answered his question.

"No dad," I sighed. "Edward didn't hurt me, he saved me." Charlie gave me an inquisitive look. "He saved me from making a stupid decision. He saved me from leaving my home in Forks and my dad who would have starved to death if I didn't come back," I joked trying to lighten the mood. "So don't be mad at him, you should thank him because he was the one who brought me back safe and sound to you." There was a double meaning in my words that I hoped Edward would hear. Not only was I trying to apologize, but I was also trying to help ease the fury Charlie surly felt towards Edward. "Dad," I started again. I needed to speak my apology. "I am so sorry will yo-"

"Shh Bells I know. There is nothing to be sorry for. All that matters is that you came back to me. I truly don't know what I would have done if I would have lost you." I just stood there silently hugging my dad until he pulled away to glare at Edward. I sucked in a deep breath, prepared for the worst, but it never came. "Well Edward it seems some thanks are in order," Charlie began. "So…*cough*…thanks for bringing my daughter back home where she belongs." He stuck his hand out for Edward to shake.

"No problem, Sir. I'm not sure what I would have done if she moved away from Forks either. I am terribly sorry for any trouble that I caused." There's Edward for you, always being polite.

"None sense, you didn't cause any trouble at all," Charlie smiled. "All teens go through the runaway-from-home-because-they-need-space phase. Bells here just seemed to have hers a little late," Charlie laughed.

One day before prom

"Bella will you please just go with me? I promise it won't be as bad as you think. I won't let go of you once, I promise." Was he kidding? He had to be right? I mean seriously, me dancing at the prom was just an accident waiting to happen. I was trying to avoid his eyes because I knew I actually had a chance of winning this argument if I did. But Edward was like his brothers in the sense that he couldn't stand to lose, so of course he cheated to get his way. He gently tilted my face up so that I was looking directly into his eyes, but he didn't stop there. He went in for the kill and kissed me. He didn't pull away until I was breathing heavily. "Bella will you please be my date to prom?"

"Yes," I whispered, out of breath. Dang him! What was I getting myself into?

Day of prom

"Bella hold still so I can finish your make-up and Rose can finish fixing your hair!" Of course going to prom meant that it was Barbie Bella time for Alice. I was wearing a light blue dress that made me feel like Cinderella. It had sparkles going down the side of it. I thought it was absolutely gorgeous and since Alice was the one who picked it out I was pleasantly surprised that it didn't show too much. The shoes on the other hand…well I pretty much thought they were some cruel joke Alice was trying to pull. They were silver high heals that I called death traps because that's what they were. There was absolutely no way I was going to survive the night! After five hours of Barbie Bella time, they were finally finished with me. Even though I looked remarkably better than my usual plain self, I looked insignificant when standing near or within a thousand miles of Rose and Alice. Edward was waiting downstairs, so with the help of Alice I carefully walked down to meet him. When the three of us entered the room the chatter ceased and the boys' mouths hung wide open. Jasper and Emmett looked dashing in their suits, but they like me were nothing compared to Edward. Hi black tux fit him perfectly and it brought out his paleness, making him look even more perfect if that was at all possible.

"Bella, love, you look beautiful," he whispered in my ear, causing me to shiver. "Are you ready to go?" I simply nodded my head. Might as well get this nightmare over with. Each couple took separate cars, but we arrived at the same time. The music was so loud that I could hear it from the parking lot where we paid to get in. Seventeen forever by Metro Station was the song playing. I knew it by heart mainly because the title was Seventeen Forever.

"We're one mistake from being together, but let's not ask why it's not right. You won't be seventeen forever and we can get away with it tonight."

Edward paid for our ticket in, but instead of stopping inside the doors he led me out the back ones to a little gazebo I never knew the school had."Edward," I begged my voice a squeak. "I don't know how to dance. I'll end up hurting you." Edward laughed at the prospect of me possibly hurting him, but I was dead serious.

"Don't worry I think I can handle it." He lifted me onto his feet and he began dancing with me. I wanted to object again, but I had nothing to back me up because he was basically dancing for me. We were all alone out side so I decided to ask him some of the questions that had been haunting my mind.

"Edward about the song you sang at karaoke," I wanted to know if he really meant what I thought he did.

"Yes?"

"Was there some secret message you were trying to convey to you maybe something about me leaving, you not being good enough, and me choosing someone other than you?"

"You are more observant than I ever gave you credit for. Bella you are my life now, but I know that you deserve much better than me, so much more than I can give you. That doesn't stop me from trying though. I know that someday you are going to find someone who you are truly going to love and this boy will be human, Bella, something I can never be. He will be able to give you so much more than I can. You won't want to become one of the eternal damned just to be with him, he won't cause you to lose your soul." I was completely shocked! I had to try and set him right on my views and what was going to happen in the near future.

"Edward Anthony Masen-Cullen you are the only person I have ever loved and ever will love. What am I going to have to do to prove that? I want to be with you for eternity, one lifetime isn't enough for me. I know it sounds greedy and selfish that I should want to spend forever with someone like you who deserves much more than a plain human girl like me, but if there's one thing I know it is that I cannot possibly live without you! I am the one who is not good enough, the one who should fear you leaving me not the other way around! And about this whole losing my soul thing, I don't believe that. I believe that you still have a soul and when I'm turned I'll still have mine!" Tears started falling as I began my next sentence."I'm so scared Edward, so scared that I am going to lose you. That one day I am going to wake up to find you gone, non-existent. I don't want to lose you, I can't lose you Edward. Please Edward every second I get older and one more second closer to dying. I don't know how long I have Edward and that scares me because I know that how ever long that is it won't be enough time with you. I need you forever! Am I not good enough to be with you forever because all you have to do is say so and I will understand? Will you not love me when my smell no longer draws you in? Because I do not know why else you wouldn't want me to spend the rest of forever with me! It just doesn't make sense Edward." I was tightly clutching Edward's shirt and sobbing loudly. I was so afraid of what he was going to say. So afraid that he was going to leave me.

"Isabella Marie Swan I-," Edward began but I cut him off when I heard the start of one of my favorite songs.

"Shh, just listen to the song first." He needed to hear this song because then maybe he would understand why I wanted, needed to be changed.

I'm 15 for a moment
Caught in between 10 and 20
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are

Right now I was alright with my position because I had time, all the time in the world it seemed. I spent that time counting the ways possible for me to become a vampire so that when the inevitable happened, when I ran out of time, I could stay with Edward .


I'm 22 for a moment
She feels better than ever
And we're on fire
Making our way back from Mars


15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to lose
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live

There wasn't a better wish than mine when I wanted forever with him and at most I probably only had one hundred years, but when you counted in my clumsiness I probably wouldn't make it past thirty.


I'm 33 for a moment
Still the man, but you see I'm a they
A kid on the way
A family on my mind


I'm 45 for a moment
The sea is high
And I'm heading into a crisis
Chasing the years of my life


15 there's still time for you
Time to buy, Time to lose yourself
Within a morning star
15 I'm all right with you
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live


Half time goes by
Suddenly you're wise
Another blink of an eye
67 is gone
The sun is getting high
We're moving on...

I have already grasped the fact that time seems to go slow when your young, but soon they start passing faster and faster until there aren't any left…


I'm 99 for a moment
Dying for just another moment
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are

With my last moment on Earth and my last breath the only thing I'm going to want is more time with Edward. I will be dying for just another moment with him, any time at all. Time that I know is no longer mine to be with him. That will be the time he leaves me forever and will move on with someone else, someone that isn't me. More than likely someone who will get the opportunity I never had, to live with Edward forever.


15 there's still time for you
22 I feel her too
33 you're on your way
Every day's a new day...
15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to choose
Hey 15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live

As the song came to an end I could barely breathe I was crying so hard. Did he finally see? Did he finally understand my need and my fear?

"Oh my sweet Bella," Edward sounded close to tears himself. "I understand now. I always did I just didn't want to realize that I knew because I still do believe that you will lose your soul. But your speech and that song have put some things into a new perspective for me. So if you really truly want to be a vampire, a creature of eternal darkness, then who am I to stop you? If this is what you truly want, to be with me forever, I will give it to you. I love you so much Bella more than you could possibly understand. I too want to spend forever with you. Are you sure this is what you truly want?" I nodded still crying to much to form words.

"Give me time to talk to Carlisle and to prepare and I will turn you. If you change your mind before I do it all you have to do is say so." I finally got my forever with Edward. This is all I ever wanted and it only took a simple song to change that.


So what did you guys think? I actually cried a little bit while I was writing this. I hope you liked the ending. I wanted her to get what she wanted without having to go through the pain of losing him first.

I am thinking about making one more chapter, an epilogue. So if you want me to review and tell me. It will be out by Monday if enough people want one.