A/N: Okay. so my new story, hope you enjoy, i have a few other ideas for storied but i'm not sure when they'll get posted. Anyways R&R Give me lots of feedback!

She never wanted to let go. She was going tomorrow, but she wasn't sure her legs could move even if she wanted them to.

"Please don't make me do this." I pleaded with my mom.

"Bella it's for the best."

"For you maybe." I muttered under my breath.

"Excuse me?"

"I'm going to miss you." I replied changing my previous statement.

"I'm going to miss you too hun." she told me with a sincere smile. Tears started welling up in her eyes.

"Awe Mom, don't cry."

"I can't help it." She whispered, pulling me into a quick hug. She let go and I could feel my vision starting to blur, the tears beginning to form, waiting to spill over. I fought them, holding them back until I couldn't fight it any longer. The tears started flowing and I could feel my knees getting weak. The last thing I remember happening is falling to the ground and not having anyone catch me.

I woke up gasping and clutching my pillow. At first i was paralyzed, I couldn't move, I could hardly breath, I must have had a nightmare. I couldn't remember much of what happened, but I knew it had something to do with my soon to be home. I shuddered. I didn't want to leave my mom, but if she thought it was for the best it was. I started to stretch and move slowly in the bed.

I heard the doorbell ring, and I jumped out of my bed. I quickly snatched some clothes and dressed myself for whoever was coming through the door. I pulled my hair up into a messy bun and applied some concealer under my eyes, I had small bags under my eyes from a restless sleep. I then jumped back onto my bed and pulled myself into a sitting position. I flicked on my tv and pretended to watch CSI: New York. Of course I love the show but I was much more interested on who had come into the house then the show.

After about ten minutes of sitting on my bed I got the hint that the door wasn't someone to see me. I groaned and climbed off my bed, stretched and made my way downstairs.

"Bella!" a high pitched girl screamed while clobbering me.

"Hi Roxanne." I said smiling.

"I'm going to miss you so much! I won't be able to live without you! Who will I go to the mall with every Friday!? Bella don't go! I'll be all alone, with no friends!" I rolled my eyes, Roxanne was like this all the time, overreacting about the slightest things, like last week when i couldn't go to the mall she did the same thing, saying things about tradition. I heard a chuckle from behind me.

"Guess who." the person said while covering my eyes.

"Was it the boy I kissed last night?" I asked smiling.

"I hope so." The voice responded.

I laughed. And turned around. He pulled me into his arms where my lips found his.

"I'm going top miss you." He said quietly. "It really won't be the same."

"I'm going to miss you too, a lot. I want you to know, well, I love you." I looked him in the eyes, his gorgeous blue eyes and sighed contently.

"I love you too." He whispered in my ear. His warm breath sending tingles down my spine. I smiled and brought his lips back to mine.

"Cough Cough!" Roxanne said loudly from behind us. I pulled away from him and laughed. I turned to face Roxanne, He put his hands around my waist.

I didn't want to say his name, I didn't want to think it. I would miss him to much. I was going to bury him away, in the back of my mind, so he won't be able to hurt me, his memory won't hurt me.

"Anthony what are we going to do before Bella leaves? Something special I hope." I flinched at his name, I hoped no one would notice.

"Bella?" He asked, "You okay?"

"Huh. Oh, yeah, I was just thinking of leaving you guys."

"Oh don't worry Bella! We'll come visit!" It was the first time Ashley had spoken since I'd entered the room.

"Ashley!" I nearly yelled. I pulled her into my arms swinging her back and forth nearly lifting her of the ground.

"Hi Bella." I felt her smile grow against my cheek.

"I'm going to miss you." I told her softly.

"I'm going to visit, don't worry."

"I believe you." I told her.

"Come on! We don't have to long! We have to deliver Bella to the airport by six."

"Okay, lets go!" Roxanne said with a huge smile on her face.

We all climbed into his Acadia, his parents were filthy rich so he basically had everything he wanted.

"Bella gets shotgun!" he cried as he opened the passenger door for me. I smiled gratefully and climbed into the vehicle. He closed my door and walked around to the other side of the car. Roxanne and Ashley climbed into the backseat.

"So where are we going?" I asked them, flashing an innocent smile and knowing they weren't going to tell me.

"Can't tell you." He said cutting of Roxanne who had her mouth open and was ready to respond. She closed her mouth slowly and sighed. I laughed, I loved being around my friends, I was honestly going to miss them a lot.

The day passed quickly, we went to the normal places, the mall, the school for one last look, and we went bowling because they wanted to be the first people I went bowling with. It wasn't likely that Forks would have a bowling alley though. Our final stop was for supper, we went to Boston Pizza because they knew it was my favourite. I was going to miss living in Florida, Forks would be an experience.

"It's five thirty." He announced solemnly, my eyes flicked around to each of them.

"I'm going to miss you." I told them. They nodded in agreement and then he got up to pay the bill.

"Come on." Ashley said softly giving me a little tug on the arm.

"Oh, right. Okay." I said, still half dazed. Ashley chuckled softly.

I climbed into shotgun and we waited for him. When he finally made his way out of the restaurant and into the car we took off towards the airport. I leaned in towards him putting my head on his shoulder.

"Don't make me leave."

"If I could get you to stay I would." He said under his breath. I sighed and snuggled closer to him. The drive to the airport was short. We met my mom near the security gate.

"Hi mom." I said quietly giving her a hug. "I'm going to say bye to these guys first okay?"

"Of course." She said smiling sweetly.

"I'm going to miss you guys so much." I told them quietly

"We will miss you so much Bella!" Ashley cried while flinging herself into my arms.

"We made you something." Roxanne said softly while pushing a big square book into my arms. I opened it quickly and I flicked through it.

My mouth made a big O. "This is amazing!" The tears that I promised myself I wouldn't let out escaped and ran freely down my face. "Thank you girls, so much."

"No problem, now when you miss us you can just look at the pictures."

"We also put a few extra pages for you to add to it, and here." She pushed another book into my arms. I opened it only to find it blank.

"For you to put your new memories in." Ashley said softly. I pulled them both into my arms holding them tightly.

"I love you girls." I whispered softly

"We love you too." They told me, I could barely hear them, what I did here were the loud sniffs coming from them, they had started to cry too. We pulled away from each other, I gave each of them a final look before turning to face him.

"I'm going to miss you." He told me while taking both of my hands into his.

"I'm going to miss you too." I told him with a loud sniff. He smiled and put his hands around my face pulling me slightly closer to him. His lips were then on mine. I brought my arms around his neck and he pulled me closer. I parted my mouth slightly but he pulled away, blushing slightly, probably because my mom was standing right behind me.

"I want to give you this." He said, presenting me with a long rectangular box. I opened it and peeked inside. There was a gorgeous gold chain with a gold heart hanging off it. The heart had a big diamond set in the center of the heart. I gasped.

"It's beautiful." I choked out. The tears flowing from my face with steadfast speed.

"Just like you." He whispered.

"Anthony James Richards," I said, letting his name escape me for one final time. "I love you so much, but I can't handle a long distance relationship, I just can't."

"I know Bella," he started but I cut him off

"I'm sorry if that's what you wanted to try, but I wouldn't know how to handle it, to not be around you every day."

"I understand Bella, I" I cut him off once again.

"I understand if you don't want to talk with me anymore but I think this is for the best."

"Bella!" He said loudly. I stopped talking with my mouth wide open.

"Yes?" I asked sheepishly

"I wanted to say the same thing, the necklace was to remember me by. Of course I understand, I feel the same way." He said with a small smile. With that I had thrown myself back into his arms.

"Thank you." I whispered so he almost couldn't hear me.

"Your very welcome." he said kissing my cheek and then releasing me.

"Keep in touch!" Ashley yelled out

"Love you!" Roxanne called. They moved towards the door of the airport so I could say good-bye to my mom. I knew that they would be watching my plane take off.

"Mom, I'm going to miss you so much!" I said pulling her into a tight hug.

"I'm going to miss you too Bells. But it's for the best right?"


"Keep in touch."

"I will."

"I love you."

"I love you too."

"Bye." she called softly.

I turned and looked her in the eye.

"Mom. It's going to be fine. I love you, I'll call you when I land. Okay?"

"Okay." she said with a nod. "Take this, and don't open it until you're on the plane okay?"

"Okay. I love you, bye."


I walked into the security area putting my suitcase up to be scanned and then walking through the metal detector. I turned to see my mom one last time, waved with tears in my eyes and then turned the corner. I pulled out my cell phone and messaged Ashley and Roxanne telling them that I was just about to board my flight, I was going to turn off my phone and then I would message again when I landed. They both replied with an okay and I turned off my phone and walked onto the plane.

I sighed. That was the end of what I used to call my life. What was coming next, not even I could predict.