Episode two: All we know
Beautiful name, beautiful girl.
But it just wasn't there; the connection.
Or whatever the hell you're suppose to feel.
In all honesty I haven't felt that "connection" with anyone.
But at least I wasn't completely alone because Emmett hadn't either even though he's been with his fair share of girls.
Which translates to: Way too many that I can count.
I've heard a great deal of how much amazing love is.
The feeling to give you heart to someone and to trust that it will not be broken; to give yourself to someone you would do almost anything for.
And it still feels like I'll never find that.
I shook my head, coming from my thoughts.
You're too young for this, Edward. When it happens you'll know. You still have time to fall in love.
Sighing, I ran my hands through my hair and grabbed my jacket and car keys and left my apartment.
I sped quickly down the street.
What was I doing?!
But then my thoughts wondered back to her.
There was just something about her that made me question everything else.
There was a depth to her that many most likely did not see.
But I did.
Why was last night the first time I had seen her?
Had she never been at the club before?
Or was I really that blind?
I shook my head, clearing my thoughts and took a deep breath and shortly arrived there.
On one hand my mind was screaming at me.
What was I doing?! Why was I here?!
But something told me I had to.
I had to be here.
I looked up at the apartment.
Now or never right?
I gave out a shaky nervous laugh and knocked on the door.
I could hear a muffled shout and then the thud of foot steps approaching the door.
I took another deep breath as I watched the door knob twist and swing open.
And here we go….
Her face held an immense amount of shock for a millisecond and then disappointment and finally nothing.
Her eyes and face held no emotion.
My hands started to feel hot and my throat became dry.
What the hell was I thinking?
I should have never come here…
"Here to see Rose?" Her angelic voice brought me from my thoughts and I never heard a more perfect sound.
"Edward!" I heard Rose shout.
I looked past Bella to see Rose coming down the stairs.
"What are you doing here?" She asked when she reached the door that Bella was still holding open and I was still standing outside like a moron.
"Oh…I…I...came here to see you…?" I mentally smacked myself.
That sounded like a question.
A dumb ass question.
Rose laughed. "Well, come in!"
Bella stepped past the door and headed for the stairs.
My stomach dropped.
She hated me.
Why did this thought make me feel….hurt? Disappointed?
Because you like her…
How do you like someone you barely spoke a sentence to?
Because there was just something there.
Attraction? Yes but also something else.
It wasn't love.
I believe that it could happen but not now, eventually.
It was…chemistry. As clichéd as it sounded that's what it was.
And never once in my life had I ever felt it with anyone else.
That had to mean something right?
I walked numbly inside and sat on the couch, Rose coming to sit next to me.
"Oh Bella where are you going?" Rose asked.
Bella slowly turned around, her foot on one step.
"I was just going to go back to my room. Leave you guys alone."
"Oh don't be silly! Come here and sit next to Edward."
Reluctantly she came and sat next to me and I felt like dying.
Why did she hate me so much?
"Bella loves you band and she writes some stuff herself." Rose winked at her and Bella blushed crimson.
"Really?" I asked interested.
"Yeah." She replied quietly, still blushing.
"She writes some amazing stuff. I've only seen one piece and that was about five years ago. She doesn't let anyone near her writing. It's an honor to see it. No joke."
"Oh Rose stop it!" Bella blushed even more.
Rose laughed and I offered Bella a small smile which she returned to my great surprise.
"We need to all go out sometime. You can bring a friend or two of yours and me and Bella will bring Alice and Jasper and I think we'll all just have a great time." Rose said changing the subject.
"Yeah, we all should. I'll bring my friend Emmett." I said absently still looking at Bella.
"Great! How about tomorrow night at the club?" Rose suggested.
"Yeah, that sounds good." I said, finally turning my gaze toward her.
"Then it's a plan." Rose smiled at me and I smiled back.
"Yes it is."
"Edward, ma man!" Emmett's booming voice made me jump.
I looked up from my book to see him stumbling through the door.
"Drunk again, Em?"
"You know it!"
I shook my head and let out a small laugh.
"You're so retarded."
"And you are so gaaaaaay."
I narrowed my eyes at him.
"I'm not gay."
"Yes you are! When's the last time you've been with a chick?"
His eyes just about popped out of his head.
"LIES!" He shouted.
"NO! I'm serious. You can meet her tomorrow night. Me and a couple of her friends and brother are going back to the club. I kinda told them you were coming anyway."
"Alright, cool." Emmett came and sat next to me and gave me this weird look.
"What?" I asked skeptically.
"Is she hot?"
I rolled my eyes. "Yes, Emmett she is."
"Can I have her?"
I smiled. "Yes, Emmett you can."
"You're serious?!" He asked in disbelief.
"Yep. I like someone else."
"When the hell did this happen?!"
"Well, I really kind of figured that out today."
"Do tell?" Emmett folded is hands at his lap and crossed his ankles.
I rolled my eyes and laughed. "It's a long story…"
"And I've got plenty of time."
I smiled and began telling him everything I knew about Bella Swan.
Holeeshit guys I'm so sorry AGAIN! I owed you an update weeks ago on Tuesday but I've been busy. I'm in high school now & it's asdfghjkl. And plus I freakin' forgot to update it D: I feel like an asshole because I don't want to do the same thing I did with A Twist Of Fate (Which is DONE!) I'm truly sorry. I'm missing all those people who review A Twist Of Fate. I wish some of them would review this story D; but most of you probably have given up on me and that story. But to those of you who haven't; thank you so much. Please, please, please read and review this story and read A Twist OF Fate if you haven't already & review it! :D and to those of you who have read it. Go read the last chapter. It is FINALLY up!
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Tonight's episode featured music by: Paramore
And now here's a preview of next weeks episode:
"I've wanted to talk to you for a long time…" I admitted finally.
"Really?" He asked, surprise in his bright green eyes.
I laughed nervously. "Yes, really."
I thought about that for a moment.
"Your music. It's amazing. And just you…I don't know. There's something about you that's compelling.
He smiled at me and it was that smile that could light up the darkest of rooms, the smile I wanted to be shown my way.
And now it was.
"I feel the same way. That compelling feeling. I feel that with you."
"Really?" Now it was my turn to be surprised.
He chuckled and his eyes shone with happiness. "Yes, really."
Yeah so there's your little preview.
It kinda gave a lot away.
You guys deserve it.
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And this chapter was more of a filler chapter, not much happened.
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