So, here's Jasper.
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I rolled out the two rugs onto the floor of the bedroom I shared with Alice, and smoothed out the creases. I quickly lit several candles around the room, and pressed play on the large sound system, gentle ocean noises filled the room.
"Renesmee?" I called softly, "Can you come here for moment please?"
Her mood was nervous as she entered the room seconds later, I assumed she had already guessed what she was here for.
"Please, take a seat." I said, indicating one of the rugs. I settled myself cross legged on the one opposite her.
She was confused now, I sent a wave of calm towards her and she visibly relaxed, her eyes closed.
"Now, Renesmee, for me, sex is all about emotion." I began.
She tensed, she was both annoyed and embarrassed. Blood rushed to her cheeks and I felt my own nerves bristle as she got gradually angrier.
"Renesmee, I feel what you feel, remember? Do not be angry. This is a good thing."
"I doubt it." she muttered.
"Now, clear your mind, breathe." I instructed, "Close your eyes, concentrate on the sounds in the room."
She closed her eyes and I quickly reached over to my bed, and pulled the meditation book from it. I had gotten it this morning, because I wasn't too sure how to begin. I hastily flicked through the pages, looking for the position section.
"Ok," I restarted, "You have your legs crossed, good. Now hands on your knees, palms open and facing up."
Frankly to me this whole thing seemed ridiculous, but apparently it was a good method for getting 'intune with your emotions' for others less able than myself.
"Now, imagine a scene. It can be anywhere." I opened an eye and glanced at the book's open pages once more, "Are you doing that?"
"Yes." She replied, she was relaxing now without his help. Maybe there was something to this meditation after all.
"Now, imagine Jacob is with you, he's touching you in the way you want him to most. I'm assuming it will be Jacob will be your first? Seen as you have that whole freaky imprint thing. Anyway, touching, touching."
She grew embarrassed again, but there was also something else, arousal?
"I don't need to read your mind to know what you're thinking anyway." I chuckled, unable to help myself.
We fell silent for another few minutes. I was beginning to find the constant cooing of the whales a little annoying, I should've just asked Edward for some classical music, but then I would've had to explain what I wanted it for. To give his daughter sex advice.
"Now, Renesmee, you've never had sex before?"
She squirmed, "No."
"That's fine. You'll be the first one in this house to have sex before you're married."
"So everyone constantly reminds me." She sounded slightly bitter.
"Alice told me about the outfit shopping." I was unable to stop the laughter from entering my voice, "You can work the outfits into what you're imagining if you like. But mostly, concentrate on what you imagine you would be feeling in that scene. Because what is sex without emotion?"
"Emm - "
"It was a rhetorical question."
"Now, I'm going to simulate some feelings, a little more intensely than you would actually feel them, just so you get the hang of things." I took a deep unnecessary breath. This felt slightly wrong, to be arousing my sort of niece, but it was better that she would be prepared.
I searched through my memory for something I could draw on. I settled upon the time in Edward's room with Alice. He would be so pissed if he knew about that. I thought of how it had felt to have Alice's mouth on me, and pushed that emotion towards Nessie.
Her breathing hitched audibly, and she squirmed on her mat. I couldn't help myself, I let it a snigger. Her mood immediately changed to one of embarrassment and annoyance once more.
"We'll move on." I said hurriedly, before she could begin scolding, "Remember it takes two to tango, this emotion thing works both ways. You want Jacob to feel good too yes?"
She nodded quickly, desperate for this to be over.
"Well it's all in the foreplay. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise. Penetration is not necessarily the - "
"Stop right there." Renesmee almost shouted, "I don't want to know about penetration, I don't want to know about foreplay, I don't want to know about any of this!"
"Relax." I urged her, sending waves of calm rushing through her body, "This is an integral part of your education. I wish I'd had someone to give me this advice!"
"Yeah right." She muttered through the haze of simulated bliss.
"No, seriously. When I was seventeen how was I supposed to know what a G-Spot was? I was left to fend for myself down there!"
"Can we just cut to the chase? I have to feel. Feel what?" she asked.
"I don't know, to be perfectly honest. You might hate making love. Although I can't imagine why you would . . " I trailed off.
"Don't take sex advice from Rosalie."
Rosalie next, any ideas?
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