One Month Later…

Bella and I were lying in my bed, snuggling after a long movie we had just finished watching. She had her head resting on my shoulder, and my arm was wrapped around her shoulder. I looked down at her, and kissed her firmly on the mouth. Bella giggled, and pushed me down onto the bed. She laid next to me, her hand lovingly stroking my skin. Her hand traveled downward, and gripped me firmly. I closed my eyes and groaned, my back arching into her touch. A few seconds later, her mouth joined her hand. She kept it up for a good ten minutes or so, slowly bringing me to my climax, and then backing off before I could get my release. I growled, frustrated with her antics, but loving every minute of it. Bella smirked, and backed off yet again.

"Stop toying with me Bella," I hissed, and slammed on top of her. Bella moaned as I entered her swiftly, and started to pound into her again. We were right in the middle of our hot afternoon sex, when I heard a car pull up. And then another one. Oh shit… Panic streaking through me. I quickly pulled out of Bella. She snarled at the denial of her orgasm, and I wasn't too thrilled either. I flew off of the bed, and urged Bella to rise as well. She did, and then she too heard the noises. The rest of our family was home. Panic emanated off of Bella in waves as she ran around the room, throwing her clothes on. I quickly stripped the bed, putting fresh sheets on. I threw on a pair of jeans, not having time to put on one of the new shirts Bella had thoughtfully bought for me. Seething, I threw the dirty linen in my clothes hamper, planning to wash them when I had time. The door downstairs opened, and Bella ran to her room. Two seconds later, I heard the shower turn on. I sniffed at my body experimentally, and swore when I realized that I clearly smelled like sex. I heard light feet climbing the steps, and quickly jumped in the shower as well, jumping back out again in less than thirty seconds. I was just finishing buttoning my jeans and spraying on cologne, when Alice walked into the room. Just looking at her made me feel guilty. However, Alice was in an extremely good mood, and I couldn't help but feel happy. I smiled, and hugged her tenderly as she walked in.

"Hey babe. How was that mysterious vacation you excluded me from?" I asked. Alice grimaced, and pulled away.

"About that. I'm really sorry honey, but things arose, and well…is Bella okay? Should I go check on her?" Alice asked abruptly. I shook my head, kissing her cheek.

"Nah. Bella is okay. She got over Jacob a couple of days after you guys ditched me. Is she downstairs with Edward?" Alice shot me an odd look.

"Of course she is. What a silly question to ask. We had to practically force Edward to come with us you know. He didn't want to leave Bella."

"Then why didn't you let him stay? How come you left me behind instead?" Alice shrugged, and opened our closet, surprised to see it filled with new clothes.

"Who bought these?" she asked, idly fingering the silk shirts. I came up behind her, my hands in my pockets.

"Bella did. She found your note, and we went shopping." Alice turned towards me.

"Bella took you shopping?" she asked, and incredulous note lingering in her voice. I nodded, my shoulders hunched uncomfortably. It couldn't get all of the sex moments I had with Bella out of my mind. Alice slipped next to me, and kissed me lightly on the lips.

"What's wrong Jasper? You're acting pretty strangely all of a sudden." My eyebrows lifted, and I shook my head.

"What? Nothing. Nothing's wrong. It's just that…I guess I'm still a little pissed that you guys dumped a potentially sucidal vampire on my hands for a whole month. That's all."

"I already apologized for that sweetie. Now how about we relax for the rest of the day…and night?" Alice hinted seductively. Under normal circumstances, her sweet girly tone would have turned me on to no end. But I had gotten used to Bella's BDSM style of sex, and it was her sexy dirty words that I missed. I pulled away slightly as Alice started to nibble on my ear. She stopped, and looked me in the eye.

"Okay, now you're freaking me out. What's the matter Jasper?" I suddenly figured that in order to keep Alice from finding out about Bella and I, the best thing to do was to pretend like I hadn't just spent the last month screwing Bella every second of the day. So I turned, and lifted Alice onto my waist, her lean legs wrapping around my hips. She giggled when she felt my erection, that was still present from Bella, and angry that it hadn't gotten what it wanted. But it would get what it wanted. It was just that I wouldn't get what I wanted. And what I wanted was Bella.


I jumped out of the shower, throwing on some clothes quickly. I was just in time, for as I was just finishing brushing my hair, Edward sailed in. Normally, my breathing would have quickened at the sight of him, and I would fall in love with him all over again. But this wasn't the case today. Today, I was coldly indifferent to him, refusing to look at him. I was truly thankful that Edward couldn't read my thoughts. Otherwise, he would have known already about Jasper and I. Edward crawled on the bed towards me, one hand traveling along my spine. I closed my eyes, and pretended that he was Jasper. It worked. I shivered, and Edward chuckled, biting my neck playfully.

"I missed you," he whispered. I turned around, my eyes cold. I was severely pissed that he had left me.

"Yeah sure. You missed me so much that you decided to leave me for a whole month. Thanks a lot," I spat, my voice dripping with sarcasm. Edward looked up at me, his crest-fallen expression getting to me. I couldn't help but smile at him. I couldn't bear to hurt Edward, even if it was emotionally. I sidled over to him, and pushed him onto the bed. Jasper always liked it when I took command. However, I forgot that this wasn't Jasper. No sooner had I pushed him down, than Edward reached up and pulled me under him. I forgot. Edward like to be the dominant one when we had sex. I shrugged mentally, and went with it. Down the hall, I heard Alice cry out in pleasure. Edward smirked, and nodded towards Jasper's bedroom.

"It looks like Jasper is welcoming Alice back home," he murmured, ripping off both of our clothes. I watch in muted silence as he flung the now torn black shirt Jasper had bought for me into the corner, as if it were a piece of trash. Edward slid his knee in between my legs, and I realized that I had them pressed closed. Edward raised an eyebrow at me. I smiled, and opened my legs, grabbing his hair and forcing his mouth down to mine in a passionate kiss. Edward couldn't be clued in to why I was so distant. I felt Edward thrust into me gently, and I had to hold back an impatient snarl. I had realized that I had a thing for rough sex, something both Jasper and I enjoyed rather much. I forgot that Edward like to be gentle with me in everything. Soon, his thrusts became faster and harder, which I liked very much. I closed my eyes and groaned, imagining that it was Jasper above me, pounding into me like the world was going to end. Soon, I felt that familiar tightening in my stomach, and I came with a muffled scream. I shouted out Edward's name, thankfully remembering. Down the hall, I heard Jasper's and Alice's pants. The thought of Jasper fucking Alice right at this moment made me suddenly possessive and territorial of him. The sudden sensation of Edward ejaculating into me snapped me out of my musings with a jolt. I was so used to Jasper and I climaxing together, that when Edward shot his release into me, I had to repress a shudder at the feeling. Edward groaned, and pulled out of me, collapsing next to me. He wrapped an arm around my waist, and pulled me close to him. I turned, and nuzzled my face into his chest.

Breathing in his scent, I was startled to notice that he smelled very similar to Jasper. I closed my eyes, and imagined me lying in bed next to Jasper. I purred, and curled up next to him.

"What are you thinking Bella?" Edward whispered. I fought back a sigh. If only he knew that I was thinking about Jasper, and how impossible it was for us to be together. I didn't want to hurt Edward, and I knew that Jasper didn't want to hurt Alice. So we were stuck. I shook my head.

"Nothing important."


The next morning, I slipped out of my room early. Alice was out hunting, and I didn't know where the rest of my family was. I glided down the stairs, and I saw Bella and Edward sitting together on the couch, watching a movie contentedly. I felt my throat tighten at the sight. Sudden, unbidden memories of us making love rushed to my head. Cursing under my breath, I willed my thoughts of Bella to cease. But the more I looked at her, the more I thought of her. Suddenly, I saw Edward tense across the room. A low growl tore out of his throat, and I suddenly found myself crashing through the sliding glass doors. I landed outside with a sickening thud, and I slid a few feet. Edward came flying after me. He grabbed me by the scuff of my shirt, hoisted me up, and punched me in the nose, sending me flying another thirty or so yards. Again, he came after me. But this time, I leapt to my feet. I wasn't going down easy. I ran at him, and we met halfway, snarls coming from our throats. I drew back and arm, and swung at him. Edward ducked, and came up with a swift upper cut that knocked me off of my feet. Halfway through the air, I regained my balance, and somersaulted, landing on a nearby rock with all of the grace and elegance I could muster. Edward came barreling at me again. He swung to punch me, but I blocked, and returned with such a blow that I knocked him all the way back into the house. We now had a new door. At this time, Rosalie, Emmett, Esme, Bella, and Carlisle came running out to see what happened. A few minutes later, Alice came sprinting in, blood still on her teeth.

She must have seen Edward attacking me, and discarded her meal for me. It touched me. She still cared about me, even though…I suddenly cut my thoughts off as Edward roared and came flying after me again. This time, he knocked me to the ground, and gripped his hands around my throat. He slammed my head into the ground viciously, and I blinked, stars swimming across my vision. Edward punched me across the face, causing my vision to dim slightly. I roared, and wrapped my legs around his waist, flinging him off of me. I was the one who tackled him this time, my teeth at his throat. Edward froze.

If you move, I'll sink my fucking teeth into your neck, I thought. Edward nodded his understanding. Now, can you tell me why it is you fucking attacked me? My breaths were coming in ragged pants, and Edward's cold eyes bored into mine. His anger rolled off of him in ships. Each wave collided over me like a tsunami, they were so strong. He was seriously pissed off. Why are you so damn angry? His anger increased about ten-fold, and it took all of my strength to remain upright. Not even Bella's emotions were this strong…oh fuck. As soon as I thought it, Edward assumed the worst, and his anger magnified by a thousand, if that was even possible. I suddenly gasped from the burden of his anger, and my body went limp. Edward sprang up, and rolled me onto my back. He raised his fist, and punched me as hard as he could in the stomach. The blow sent me into the dirt about six feet. I then saw two hands grab Edward from behind, and he was flung away. Alice swirled around, and stood over me, growling fiercely as Edward came after me yet again. He was trying to fucking kill me. A sudden swirl of satisfaction swept in, indicating that Edward had heard my thought, and was confirming my suspicion.

"Alright, that's enough!" Emmett bellowed, grabbing Edward around the waist and holding him in place. Edward snapped his teeth and snarled, struggling to get out of Emmett's grasp. Emmett snarled and backhanded Edward across the back of the head. That stunned him into immobility.

"Now can someone tell me what the fuck is going on?" Emmett roared. Edward continued to glare at me, throwing Emmett's arms off of him. He stalked towards me as I giddily rose to my feet. He grabbed me by the shirt collar, and received a warning hiss from Alice. He paid her no mind.

"You stay the hell away from Bella. The next time I catch you having perverted thoughts about her, I'll rip your fucking head off," he snarled, throwing me to the ground. I glared after him, staying where I was. Alice looked down at me.

"You were having thoughts about Bella…that way?" she asked, uncertain if she heard right. I gazed up into her eyes, and I didn't have the heart to keep lying to her. Ahead, Edward froze, and slowly turned around, his eyes locked on mine.

"What do you mean Jasper?" he asked, his voice low and venomous. I rose slowly to my feet, my gaze never leaving his.

I mean that I can't keep lying to Alice, you dickwad. Edward snarled. I suddenly realized that our entire family was watching our exchange soundlessly. I looked at Bella, and she nodded slightly.

Edward…you and I need to go talk somewhere private. Edward growled.

"I agree." I jerked my head, and ran off into the forest, Edward not far behind me. He soon caught up to me, and swung me around, slamming me into a tree and pinning me there. I writhed, but could not escape his iron grasp.

"Now what was it you wanted to tell me?" Edward asked. I licked my lips, and hoped Edward didn't murder me.

"That all depends on what you did," he responded quietly. I swore.

"Fine. You want to know? I'll tell you. But you can't blame me for this. You left Bella for a month." Edward's eyes tightened, as did his hold on me.

"What did you do Jasper?" I took a deep breath.

"It's more like what Bella and I did." Edward didn't move. I looked into his eyes, trying to wait until he was slightly more calm.

"Not gonna happen Jasper. Just spit it out already goddamn it."

"Bella and I had sex," I blurted. Edward's body went rigid. I searched his face for some sign of emotion, but I couldn't even sense what he was feeling. He was keeping all of his emotions in check.

"And not just more than once. Well, the first time she caught me off guard…hang on. I can show you better than I can tell you." With that, I closed my eyes and thought of the first day that Bella came over, and how her lust knocked me off of my feet. How she tackled me, intent upon raping me, until I ran upstairs. How I struggled to get away, btu how she ran me down, chasing me to the basement. How she had strapped me to the table, and whipped me into submission. I let all of the feelings, and sensations of our first time wash over me. I didn't spare Edward any details. I wanted him to know how I made Bella scream my name over and over, how my nine and a half inch cock filled her completely, how she had licked me all over. How we had climaxed together perfectly. How she felt underneath my hands, her hips rocking to the rhythm of my own. Suddenly, Edward squeezed my throat hard. It was hard enough to stop my train of thought.

"No more. Please," he whispered. His voice sounded strained. I opened my eyes, but Edward was looking away from me. He loosened his hold on me, and I slipped to the ground, landing on my knees. Edward turned his back, and slowly walked away.

"You said that Bella came to you, and almost raped you?" I nodded.

"Well, she said as much. She said that she was going to screw me, whether I liked it or not." Edward stopped, and nodded absently.

"I forgive you," he said bluntly. I blinked.

"Huh?" Edward turned around to face me.

"This wasn't your fault, so I forgive you. How many times did you have sex with her Jasper?" I shrugged.

"A couple of times a day for the past thirty days. Why?" Edward ground his teeth, and I suddenly knew why.

"Because I am now going to beat your ass for every time you fucked Bella. Got it?" I swore vehemently, and sprang to my feet. Edward waggled a finger at me, pinning me down again.

"I don't think so Jasper. You and I are going to take a little trip to the basement. And you're going to stay there for the next thirty days." I shook my head violently.

"You're going to have to fucking make me." Edward smirked evilly.

"Don't think I won't." Edward grabbed and hoisted me up by the collar of my shirt. I swore violently, and decided to gain the upper advantage. I poured forth feelings of love and compassin, trying to drown Edward in them. He swayed, thrown off balance by the sudden change in his emotions. His eyes glazed, and then cleared. He realized that he was holding me, nad let me go. He straightened my shirt, and patted me on the shoulder.

"Jasper, are you okay? I'm sorry. Did I hurt you?" he asked, his voice full of concern. I smiled, and cracked my neck from side to side. I stuffed my hands into my pockets and hunched my shoulders.

"Nah. I'm cool," I replied smoothly. This was so easy. Why didn't I think of this before? Oh yeah...I was too busy getting my ass kicked to focus. I heard a twig break, and my head snapped in that direction. My focus was lost, and Edward shook his head, snapped out of his stupor. He snarled at my trickery, and slammed me up against the tree again.

"That wasn't very nice, Jasper. Playing on someone's emotions isn't a good thing to do," he snarled. I bared my teeth, and pushed forward with all of my might. A look of surprise took over Edward's face as he found himself flying backwards. I sprung after him, and landed on his chest. My hand found its way around his throat, and I put my pointed teeth to his throat. Edward froze, his body as still as stone, a statue beneath my teeth.

"This had gone too far Jasper. Why don't we just..." Edward paused. I could feel his sudden onslaught of his emotions. I fought to retain my strength. His emotions ranged from anger to remorse, to confusion. He was obviously trying to figure out what to do. I felt him swallow, and conviction was the prime emotion in his battery.

"Why don't we just let by gones be by gones?" Edward whispered. My eyes flicked over to his. I knew that it had taken a lot of courage for him to say what he just said. However, I couldn't just let this go. I love Bella. I shook my head minutely. Slowly, cautiously, I drew my teeth away from his neck, and I sat back on his chest. He stared up at me, still not moving. I took a deep breath.

"I can't let this go Edward," I stated in a monotone. Anger flickered across his face, white hot and potent.

"And why the hell not?" His body was visibly shaking with anger.

"You don't want to know."