iWon't Desert You

Disclaimer: I do not own iCarly

A/N: Ok so this is the next chap of iWont Desert You. Thoughts are in italics. Enjoy


It's been thirty years since Carly ever talked to her two best friends. She's sitting in the living room thinking. The memory of leaving the hospital and running for Sam haunts her overnight. She hasn't spent a single day without thinking that her life might be different if she had not left. Maybe she would not be alone with only a cat as a companion.


Carly walked into her apartment. Spencer was in the kitchen making dinner.

"Hey kiddo, you hungry a made…" Spencer was cut short.

"Not hungry." Carly stated and ran to her room. She didn't feel like talking.

She closed the door to her room and collapsed on her bed. She stared at the ceiling. She was riding a wave of emotion. Guilt and sadness.

"I think it's probably best that they don't see me again." She said taking out her phone. She dialled a number and put the phone to her ear. She held in her tears, realising how painful it is to do what she was about to do. The person on the other line answered.

"Hello?" Grandpa Shay said.

"Grandpa, can you come to Seattle tonight?" Carly said, the urge of crying making her voice strained.

"Carly? Are you okay?" He asked, growing more concerned.

"Yeah." Carly took a deep breath to calm herself. "I want to live with you in Yakima."

"What? Why? I thought you liked living with Spencer."

"Yeah, this has nothing to do with that."

"But…" He was also cut off by Carly.

"Please Grandpa just come." Carly said tears flowing down her cheek.

"Okay." He replied and hung up the phone.

Carly started packing.

There was a knock on the door and Spencer went to answer it. He opened the door to see his Grandfather.

"Hey granddad, what are you doing here?" Spencer asked.

"I'm here to take Carly to Yakima.

"What not this again. I thought you said I was responsible?" Spencer said angry that his responsibility was questioned again.

"I…" Grandpa shay was about to argue when carly came down carrying a luggage bag.

"Spencer, I called him. I moving to Yakima." Carly said.

"Why?" Spencer said.

"Long story and it's too painful to think about." She got into the elevator with her grandpa behind her.

"Bye Spencer." Carly said. Spencer was left standing there speechless.

End Flashback.

Carly's thoughts were interrupted by a knock on the door. She got up and went to answer it. She opened the door to see a man in a suit standing there.

"Yes how can I help you?" Carly started.

"Miss Carly Shay, I am Freddie Benson's Lawyer. May I come in?" She said.

"Oh come in." Carly has not heard that name in such a long time. They sat down on the couch and the man began to talk.

"Miss Shay, Mr Benson has passed recently." Carly gasped, he was still young and it shocked her. The man continued. "He stated in his will that you are to have this." He said passing a DVD to carly.

"How did he pass away?" Carly asked holding the Disk.

"Well Mrs Benson passed slightly before Mr Benson and we think the grief caused him to pass."

"Mrs Benson?" Carly asked.

"Mrs Sam Puckett Benson." He said. Carly then took the disk and played it on her player.

The screen turned on and there was an image of Freddie.

"Hey Carly, by the time you see this, I'm already gone. We haven't seen each other for many years now and we both want to say we missed you." just then Sam walked into the shot. "We should probably tell you that Sam and I are getting married. We heard that you went to Yakima but couldn't visit you cause of school. When summer break finally came and we went to see you, you and your grandpa had moved and we don't know where you went. Anyway, we wanted to find you but couldn't so I made this video to show you what we have done over the years." The screened then chaded to show a slightly older looking Freddie and was wearing a tux. "Hey Carly, today is the day of our wedding. Sam about to walk down the isle." He turned the camera to show Sam wearing a wedding dress coming down the isle. He passed the camera to spencer who was standing beside him. "Did I mention that Spencer's the Best man."

Carly watched as the ceremony played and came to an end. The screen then changed to show Sam on screen. "Carly, I know we haven't spoken in awhile but I want to say that it wasn't your fault and I don't blame you. You have always been my best friend and will always be. It was my fault for not understanding that it was a lot for you to handle and I'm sorry." Carly started crying and continued to watch as the video showed all the significant events in their lives.

"Today we are going to adopt a child and here we are." Freddie pointed to the background showing a building which was most likely an orphanage. The scened played on as they finally picked a baby girl who was born a few days in before. "I think we'll name her Carly I remembrance of our friend." Freddie said and Sam nodded. The screen then turned black.

"What? what about the rest of it?" Carly asked.

"That was the last video he made. After that Sam got very sick and he didn't have time to make the video." The man said. "It was a wonder that actually Sam could live for so long considering she has AIDS. We think it was her love for Freddie that kept her going."

"Freddie also wanted you to have this." He handed her a letter.

Carly opened it and read.

"Carly, Sam has just gone and I feel I'm going to join her. I have one death wish for you. Will you take care of my daughter for me? I would understand if you cannot but I wish you could. She is a really good girl and turned out she is quite the oboe prodigy. She has made me and Sam very proud and I know you would like her."

"Where is she?" Carly asked

The man signalled to the door and Carly walked out. she looked on the street and saw a car parked in front of her house. Then a girl stepped out of the car. She lokked in her teen but Carly couldn't be sure.

She walked up to the front door where Carly was standing.

"Hi you must be aunt Carly. My parents talked a lot about you."

"Hi, your Carly too right?" She asked and Carly jr nodded. (A/N: Carly jr is little carly.) "and how old are you?"

"I'm sixteen this year." She replied.

Carly hugged her and looked to the sky. She could swore she saw Freddie and sam looking down and smiling.

"of course I'll take care of her." She said smiling to the sky.

A/N: El Fin. This was the end. I really don't like the chapter. I felt I was drabbling on and on. So tell me what you think about it. Also I have uploaded a new story call iJoin the Band so be sure to read it. Please review, it's the fuel to the Car in me. Thx for reading this story.