We were just getting ready for bed. And Bella had an attitude.
"Bella, I need to talk to you." I said.
"talk or yell because I kind of forgot what you talking to me sounds like" she said sarcastically.
"fine what?" she said and sat down.
"this isn't working…" I put my face in my hands.
"What do mean?" I asked.
"I mean I can't do it anymore! Everyday it's the same thing; we wake up with Lizzie in the middle of us. We give her food and bathe her and dress her and then if we go anywhere we have to pack the bag and pack the baby! I want it back to the way where all we had to do was walk out and go get fucked up! And now we do that because we have a baby! You dropped out of school because you didn't think you were spending enough time with her! Bella I think we should break up" he said.
"YOU MISS ALL THOSE THINGS! HOW DO YOU THINK I FEEL! EDWARD I DEAL WITH IT! BECAUSE I ACCEPTED THE FACT OUR LIFE DOESN'T REVOLVE AROUND PARTIES, BOOZE, POT, AND SKATEBOARDS! OUR LIVES REVOLVE AROUND ELIZABETH! IF YOU DON'T WANT THIS THEN FINE!" I yelled really loud. I started to hear Lizzie crying. I looked at the doorway and saw her.
"Aw baby!" I ran over and picked her up. She cried in my shoulder.
"C'mon sweetie lets go to Auntie Rosie's daddy needs time to play by himself!" I said.
"Daddy!" she yelled. I looked at Edward. He walked over and took her from me.
Right when she cried daddy I thought I was going to cry. It brought back when my biological mom left our dad and Alice for him.
"its ok sweetie, I'll see you tomorrow. You're going to see Uncle Emmett." I said and she didn't perk up. I just gave her back to Bella and walked out.
After he left I called Rosalie and she told me to come over. Left a note to Edward.
You made your bed now lay in it. You didn't just lose me you lost lizzie too. Don't call or talk to me. I d=never want you in my life again. 1 year ago today you said you wanted the baby we knew it would be hard and we couldn't back out. Bye Edward. I have to go raise OUR daughter! By myself! Have fun partying!
I walked out with all of our stuff. And went to Rosalie's.
"Where's daddy?" I heard a sleepy voice.
"He's out with Uncle Emmett and uncle jasper honey now go back to sleep" I said.
"Ok" she said then started to snore.
"Sorry sweetie" I whispered.