Hey, everybody! I'm updating with the express purpose of bringing you all some news. There are deleted scenes from Twilight up. I just went to Bella & Edward . com and used the links to view them. I just want to say that I totally called them both. I bet the next one will be the Emmett scene. The first one's a little creepy at the end, if you ask me. The second one's cute though. So go watch them.
Next, Edward is losing on my poll! Shocker, I know. If you want to protect Edward's pride, do your jobs as Twi-hard fans and vote!
The results from my last poll are in. The winner was a B&E friends since childhood fic. I will start work on that when I finish one of the things I'm currently working on. If you didn't vote for that, don't fear. I'm still going to do the song fics that were on the poll too.
This one's the very end of breaking Dawn, were Bella shares her mind with Edward. This one has been done a lot, I think, but oh well.
"Wait." Bella said. I felt shock course through me. This was a first. "I want to try something." She said. I raised an eyebrow in confusion. She smiled a little.
She put her hands on either side of my face. I felt warmth radiate from where her skin touched mine. She closed her eyes as if concentrating. What was going…I can do this, just move the shield…I felt my breath catch. I was hearing Bella's thoughts.
"Bella!" I whispered, afraid to break the spell of the moment. It soon became even clearer what she was doing. I could see weak images in her head. Is that really what I look like to her? It was an incredible sensation, being able to actually feel how she felt about me, even back then. I had never really known.
She remembered memories that I had, like the first day in the meadow. Hers were very different than mine. I had been conflicted. She had already known somehow. She had known deep inside how she felt. Bella seemed even more amazing to me, if that's possible.
I could hear my voice in her memories. She had thought that I was an angel. That hideous event was branded in my mind for a different reason, but hearing it through Bella's memories out a different spin on it. It was still terrifying and painful, but somehow softer, different.
Next, she pictured the wedding. That was not quite so different form my own memory. This memory was clearer as it was more recent. I could feel the overwhelming happiness and amazement that she had felt at that moment. It mirrored what I had felt that day.
She began to picture our honeymoon. She remembered every touch, every kiss. It was all I could do not to pull her close and kiss her then, but I was afraid to ruin the tenuous hold she had over her shield. Bella's memories were steamed with passion and love. They sent chills down my spine.
Her next memories were sharper. These were after the change. She recalled her first sight of me with her vampire eyes. She saw me so differently than I saw myself. It was a strange feeling, to see myself like that with Bella's emotions clouding my own thoughts. Her thoughts then drifted to that first kiss, the first night. This time I could not control myself. I kissed her.
How could I not give in to the passion that she was stirring to life with her memories? Her shield slipped back into place. I felt disappointed. I never wanted to leave her mind. It was fascinating, addicting.
"Oops, I lost it!"
"I heard you. How? How did you do that?" I was in shock. That had been one of the most incredible experiences. Bella was amazing.
"Zafrina's idea. We practiced a few times." I couldn't shake the shock. I blinked and tried to clear my head.
"Now you know. No one's ever loved anyone as much as I love you." I felt that peculiar warmth in my heart that only Bella can bring out in me.
"You're almost right. I know of just one exception." I said to my amazing wife. I was also very proud that I had managed a complete sentence under this haze of disbelief.
"Liar." She said. I had to kiss her again. She was so beautiful. Her mind was more perfect than I had veer believed. Hearing a declaration of her love for me in my mind was an aphrodisiac. I kissed her.
"Can you do it again?" I managed to stop kissing her.
"It's very difficult." The idea of having that experience again was exciting.
"I can't keep it up if I'm even the slightest bit distracted." She warned.
"I'll be good." She gave me a look, but then smiled. Her hands returned to my face. This time the shield lifted quicker. She started where she left off. The memories of that first night together were perfectly clear. Despite my good intentions, I couldn't control myself. I kissed her with all of the passion and urgency that I was feeling. She laughed.
"Damn it." I really needed to work on my self control." I kissed her more. I would never get enough of her, even after all of eternity had passed.
"We have plenty of time to work on it."
"Forever and forever and forever."
"That sounds exactly right to me." I couldn't believe that this magical creature was mine. I had infinity with Bella. I had heard her thoughts. What else could I want? I left off thoughts and gave myself over to the feelings that were running through me, kissing my wife thoroughly.