Author: Sparta

Title: Why have we been forsaken?

Rating: R

Crossovers: Buffy/Supernatural

Disclaimer: I don't anything, this is just my sick and twisted mind at work so enjoy

Warnings: Slash, Femslash, Male Pregnancy, Het and Attentive universe, Rape, Self-Harming, Family disowning

Completed: Yes

Summery: sequel to until my body is dust Dean stays true to his word one year and one day later

Authors Note: Sorry about this folks it just won't let me give it up yet; I just needed to write this one.

Why have we been forsaken?

Xander was stood at the Jukebox as R.E.M's everybody hurts filled the empty Roadhouse, his mind drifted back to that night when suddenly a strong arm wrapped itself round his middle and hugged him hard as a guff voice spoke up.

"You're the only guy I'll ever say this too and mean it, I really love you dude"

Xander spun round knowing that voice but barely believing what he saw, a smiled broke out on his face at the two men stood before him.

"Sam, Dean good to see you both again. Should I ask how you are?" said Xander as they headed to the bar and Xander put two beers out.

"On me guys" said Xander as they smiled

"It should be me buying you the drink dude" said Dean as he cradled his damaged ribs.

"I may be busted and bruised but I'm alive thanks to you kid, you know more then you think you do. Whatever dad did that night we owe him and we owe you, and we will make good on that Lexx mark my words" said Dean as offered Xander his hand, Xander took it and Dean hugged him over the bar.

"I don't do chick flick moments but you deserve one kid. I'd ask how you knew but something tells me I don't want to hear the answer?" said Dean as Xander shook his head.

"One word Dean Sunnydale" said Xander as Dean hissed and Sam nodded.

"So look what Hell spat back up? Welcome back to this plan of existence Dean. Room in the back's yours if you need it" said Ellen as she smiled at the boys and went back to her work.

"And on that note I'm going to get cleaned up, eat, sleep and forget this shit ever happened" said Dean as he got up and left them.

"What now?" asked Xander to Sam?

"we pick up were we left off and hopefully we might run into dad on the way, now that we know he's around?" said Sam with a shrug as he finished his beer and hugged Xander.

"That's for the beers and thanks you for everything Alex we all owe you not just me and Dean. Because of your call I helped save your friends and your friends saved Bobby and two other hunters" said Sam as he left Xander speechless as he went to find Dean.

"See I told you that you matter kid, just look at them two for proof of that" said Ellen as she hugged Xander and left him standing alone.