Author: Sparta

Title: Heaven Forbid

Pairings: Xander & Dean Sam & Yellow Eyed Demon

Rating: R

Crossovers: Buffy/Supernatural

Disclaimer: I don't anything, this is just my sick and twisted mind at work so enjoy

Warnings: Slash, Femslash, Male Pregnancy, Het and Attentive universe, Rape, Self-Harming, Family disowning, bring the dead back to life

Series: The House of Winchester

Chapters: 3/?

Completed: No

Summery: Two brothers now on opposite sides, a father who's lost his faith, a demon on a crusade, a Witch with the wrong idea and one battle ground worth fighting for 'Welcome To Sunnydale'

Chapter Summery: Willow and Anya make a wish that backfires and Dean get's himself in deep shit

Authors Note:

The worst kind of betrayal

I cant fight this feeling any longer
And yet I'm still afraid to let it flow
What started out as friendship, has grown stronger
I only wish I had the strength to let it show

I tell myself that I cant hold out forever
I said there is no reason for my fear
Cause I feel so secure when were together
You give my life direction
You make everything so clear

And even as I wander
I'm keeping you in sight
You're a candle in the window
On a cold, dark winters night
And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might

And I cant fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I started fighting for
Its time to bring this ship into the shore
And throw away the oars, forever

Cause I cant fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I started fighting for
And if I have to crawl upon the floor
Come crashing through your door
Baby, I cant fight this feeling anymore

Xander shut off the radio but the song kept buzzing round his brain as he drove on finding himself absently humming the song, when suddenly his internal voice sounded like Dean.

'Dude seriously REO Speedwagon? Can't Fight this Feeling Anymore? Can you get any gayer? At least put on some Zeppelin if your going to have a chick flick moment save some of you manhood'

Xander dug ground and found his MP3 player and hooked it to his stereo, after ten minutes of browsing he settled on Bon Jovi it's my life, before the voice could start up again he remained it that driver picks the music strange voice in his head shuts it's cake hole as Dean would say.


Dean pulled into his home town with a heavy heart, this town held no good memories for him he had a feeling that's why Sam was here. Dean decided to go see an old friend of his father Missouri Mosley, he sighed to himself as he lent down to change the tape in his deck when he saw a shadow of something out of the corner of his eye.

When he looked up it was too late, the car that collided with his and the laughing of a demon was the last thing Dean remember before his world went black.


Willow stormed though the magic box dragging Anya with her, growling she threw Anya down on to the floor as she took her place in the center of the Pentagram.

"I don't understand why I have to be here this is your reparation not mine?" growled Anya as she stood up and brushed herself off.

"He's betrayed us all, he brought this to our town and then left with him, this isn't reparations this is vengeance and since he left you I figured you'd want in. a way to get your old job back?" said Willow as Anya smiled wickedly

"Ok but your going to need to go higher then your usual dark deities, we could always try summoning the demon that started all this? Offer him to it as payment for his sins and a way to keep him out of Sunnydale?" said Anya happily as Willow smirked as she sat back to back with her mimicking her posture.

"Azrelle dark angel, leader of the demon armies I summon you. I offer up a soul of great power, a warrior for the light in exchange for your mercy upon our town" commanded both Anya and Willow as the room went black.

"Who are you to summon me mortal? A falling Witch and a banished Vengeance demon" growled a male voice as the Yellow Eyed Demon appeared from the darkness.

He watched Willow and Anya as he walked round them, though Anya gave off Fear in waves Willow was calm, cool and almost cold hearted. He chuckled to himself as he approached them.

"I will take your offering but what you have done Witch violates every law of your coven so I do not have to honor your wishes and you have forfeited your own souls in return" laughed the Yellow eyed demon as Willow and Anya collapsed.


Dean's head pounded as he came round, his vision was blurred but he knew enough to know he was chained up and wasn't alone. He could hear someone moving around.

"Ah nice to see your finally back with us Jerk I though my loyal might have been a little rough with you" cackled Sam as Dean's vision returned, stood before him was his brother in everyway but his black eyes made Dean's blood boil.

"You should know bitch that us Winchesters are hard too kill" laughed Dean manically

"Ah yes the family's stubborn pride, you might not be laughing son when Az returns with his latest prize? Your precious White Knight's friends finally turned on him, his soul will be painted black soon" laughed Sam as Dean felt his heart shatter.

"No Lexx not you too" whispered Dean as he suddenly felt so alone.

"Oh yes Dean, once Alexander comes over to our side I will use him to gain power in Sunnydale and then I'll use you to get my true prize….Our Father. He will pay for the deal he made, for selling my soul" growled Sam as Dean looked on in shock.


Xander was on the road not far from Kansas when it happened, at first Xander thought it was just the sunlight hurting his eyes but then as he body started to burn he pulled over. Throwing him out of his truck on the dusty deserted road he pulled off his shirt and collapsed to the ground, he felt like his internal organs were being liquidized from the inside out as his body burnt.

Pushing himself up on his hands Xander watched as his fingernail darkened and grew as he felt his fang come down as the pain overrided his body Xander whispered to himself.

"Willow what have you done?"

As Xander's body could take the pain no more he felt his mind breaking he called out once more.

'Mary I need you please help me'

Was the last thought Xander believed he'd ever think again as his mind descended into the darkness.