Disclaimer: I don't own 'Twilight' or any of the characters. I don't own Halo either. I do, however, own the ExA affair!

I'm totally in love with Jasper at the moment and decided to do another JxB story while I still have writers block with "Someone care to tell me whats going on here?"

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Bella is a vampire and has her shield but she can read minds,too.

The song for this chapter is "Kiss Me, Kill Me " by Mest

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How Could You?

Chapter 1: Kiss Me, Kill Me.

Bella's Point Of View

I just got back from hunting. The rest of the family is still out (with the exception of Edward and Alice.) I waltzed into the house and up to my and Edward's room. I stopped outside the door as I heard strange noises coming from the room. "Oh! Alice! Yes!"


I looked into their minds and gasped. The noises stopped abruptly and the door swung open to reveal my best friend and my husband on my bed, naked.

As I gaped Edward looked up and smirked at me. He fucking smirked. "How could you?" I whispered brokenly.

"Bella!" Alice exclaimed, but I had already been long gone.

Jasper was walking into the house when I stormed past him, almost knocking him over. "Bella?" He asked.

Edward and Alice were following, now fully dressed. Edward stood silent.

I pulled off my wedding ring and my engagement ring and threw them at him, "Fuck you." I snapped and turned to storm off into the sea of ferns surrounding the house.

"Would someone like to tell me what's going on?" Jasper asked, grabbing my wrist to stop me.

"Your wife slept with my husband." I muttered too low for him to hear.

"What?" He asked.


Jasper's Point Of View

"YOUR SKANK OF A WIFE SLEPT WITH MY HUSBAND!" Bella growled at me and ran into the woods.

I stared wide eyed after her before turning to look at Alice.

She had pain and guilt all over her face. "Is that true, Ally?" I asked quietly.

She wouldn't meet my eyes but she nodded slowly.

My heart broke. It felt like someone had stabbed me. "How could you?" I asked before turning and following Bella.

She'd ran into the forest. I caught her scent and followed it until I found her slumped against a tree, sobbing.

I pulled her into an embrace and we sobbed together.

We cried for the pain of losing the ones we loved.

We cried for being betrayed.

We cried because they probably never really loved us.

She clutched me tighter and tighter as the time passed. I eventually picked her up, bridal style, and walked her to the Ferrari that was her "after" car.

We drove for miles upon miles, me driving; her curled up in a ball, releasing small whimpers and sobs every now and then. Every noise that escaped her made my hear break even more.

I turned on the radio to try to get my mind off of the current situation but the song only made both of our pain worse.

One, two, three
A tragedy that's built on destiny
It left you with everything but
Blood from the knife that I cut your heart out with
Now relax, close your eyes, what comes next is the surprise

This valentine is doomed
The smell of blood has filled this room
If I could do it all again
I would change most every single thing

I would let you

Kiss me
Kill me
Your kiss is torture
But killing me would be too easy

Our tragedy
Seems to be killing everything it sees
Like death itself

This valentine still looms
In the darkest hour, the killing moon
If I could do it all again

I would let you

Kiss me
Kill me
Your kiss is torture
But killing me would be too easy

Kiss me (You're all I'm wanting)
Kill me (This feeling's haunting)
Your kiss is torture
But killing me would be too easy

Killing me would be too easy

Your eyes unwind the tragedy of our lives
My eyes went blind
Believe when I say

Hell burns bright
When this night dies

Hell burns bright

Kiss me
Kill me
Your kiss is torture
But killing me would be too easy

Kiss me (You're all I'm wanting)
Kill me (This feeling's haunting)
Your kiss is torture
But killing me would be too easy

Kiss me (You're all I'm wanting)
Kill me (This feeling's haunting)
Your kiss is torture
But killing me would be too easy

Killing me would be too easy

Too easy, too easy, too easy, too easy

I reached over and switched off the radio.

I drove us to the small cottage that was supposed to be Alice's anniversary present. Our anniversary is tomorrow (sucks, right?)

Bella curled up on the bed. I sat next to her and held her close. "Why don't they love us, Jazz? What did we do wrong?" she asked, her voice breaking.

My heart broke again and I pulled her closer (if possible) "I don't know, Darlin'." I whispered to her, "I really don't know."

Bella's Point Of View

I sobbed into Jasper's chest as he held me close. I drifted off into an unthinking stupor and was glad for the pain to subside.

When I snapped back into reality, I heard Jasper on the phone. "No, Alice, you don't understand! I can't just-" he stopped to allow her to talk, "Fine. You have one week. Mmhm. Love you, too. Bye."

"Jazz?" I asked timidly.

"Hm?" he asked.

"What was-" I started to ask.

"She wants me to take her back. I told her she had a week to prove she loves me." He explained.

"Oh." I whispered, despair filling me.

Jasper was the only person I thought I could trust. He knew exactly how I felt (and not just because of his powers) and I thought he would have some kind of brain as to not walk right into that slut's trap.

"What's wrong?" he asked, feeling the change in my emotions.

I shook my head, "Nothing." I said, my voice thick with tears I would never shed.

Betrayal joined the despair and understanding flickered across Jasper's face.

"Bella, it's not like that." He said, sending calming waves my way.

"They hurt us, Jasper, and you're willing to take her back with open arms."

"Bella, I love her. She wants me and I'm not going to let that opportunity pass me."

You thought she wanted you before though, and you were wrong. What makes now so different? I thought.

I nodded, "I understand." I said and walked out the door toward Volterra.

Emmett's Point Of View

I was sitting on the couch playing Halo when Edward came down stairs. "Hey, bro." I greeted, not looking away from my game.

"Hey." He muttered.

"Where's your wife?" I asked. Bella had left before all of us, eager to see Edward.

He sighed, "She's gone."

"What?" I said, pausing my game.

He sighed again, "She's gone." He repeated.

"Gone where?'

"I don't know. She just left."

"And you didn't go after her?" I demanded.

He ran his hand through his hair and I noticed that his wedding ring was gone.

"Did you two…"I trailed off suggestively.


I was abruptly outraged, "What the hell did you do to my little sister?" I thundered.

"Nothing!" He said defensively.

"How can you lie to his face like that?" Rosalie's voice said as she descended down the staircase.

"Rose…" Edward growled in warning.

"What?" I asked, confused.

"He cheated on her." Rosalie hissed.

"What!? With who?!"


I was shocked and felt terrible for Bella. Her husband and her best friend had slept together behind her back.

Edward stayed silent.

"I don't know how you can sit there and pretend you did nothing wrong." Rose growled at Edward.

"I did nothing." He replied coolly.

"Says the man who took off his wedding ring three days ago and has been verbally abusing his wife."

"Verbally abusing?!" I demanded.

Rose nodded, "Bella came to a few weeks ago, telling me you were acting different. Always rejecting her, putting her down, making her feel useless."

"Bella would never talk to you." Edward snarled

"She said Alice would disappear whenever she needed someone to talk to. And she and Jasper weren't very close. She said she would've talked to Emmett but she was afraid he would hurt you if he found out."

"Hell yes, I would." I said.

"Even when you were treating her like shit she still cared about you." Rose said to him, "I'd known all along about you and Alice. That's why I was always against Bella becoming one of us and of you being with her. She didn't deserve this. I tried to warn her but she wouldn't listen."

I saw everything now. Edward and Alice going off to hunt in the middle of the night. Edward and Alice staying behind while the rest of us were hunting. The jealous look in Alice's eyes as Edward talked about Bella. It all came to me now. Alice and Edward had been up to this since Alice and Jasper first joined the family.

"You never loved her." I whispered.

"No, he didn't." Rose said, "He was just using her to make Alice jealous the way she did with Jasper."

"You're not who I thought you were." I said to him with hate filled eyes, "How could you hurt her? How could you use her? She showed nothing toward you but love. Even after we left she didn't resent you, she welcomed you with open arms. She risked her life for you in Volterra."

He got up and walked into his room.

"I've gotta find Bella." I said abruptly, getting up.

Rose nodded, "Be careful and hurry back to me." She smiled slightly but it didn't touch her eyes.

I nodded and followed Bella's scent into the forest.

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