I'm really sorry I haven't updated in so long. My laptop is dying slowly and won't let me open documents without shutting off.
I'm trying to finish Chapter 8 of this story and chapter 13 of You Don't Know Me.
I'm also suffering from writer's block. :(
There should be an update (on both stories) before the end of this month!
On another note....
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I'm going to be posting sneak peeks of the chapters (and of new stories I'm working on) there.
I'm also kinda funny, LOL.
And just so you don't all hate me so much for this A/N... here is a small piece of Chapter 8!
Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight or any of the characters!
Alice's Point of View
I don't know where to go, what to do....I'm a mess!
Edward and I had worked so hard to keep everything a secret and it all crashed and burned because he couldn't control his anger toward her. I mean, I understand that she was a major cockblock but still, we could still be maintaining our relationship without all of the guilt!
It's been quite a while since the last time I saw him. Although, he keeps leaving me messages.
"Ally, baby, please! Don't let them convince you that our love isn't real!"
"Alice, please! Just call me!"
"Ally, I love you! Please come back!"
"Alice....I'm sick and tired of you ignoring me. Why does it matter what they think!?"
He finally gave up. I haven't gotten a call for about a month and a half. I picked up my phone, debating whether or not to call him.... I slammed my phone into the ground.
This isn't me. I'm not a home-wrecker...I just...what I felt for Jasper wasn't real. I mean, sure, he's a great guy. Sweet, caring, and had quite the libido...but he wasn't Edward. Then when Bella came along, everything was about her.
He had to take her to a meadow. He had to introduce her to the family. He was so in love with her. And it was all because she smelled nice. It makes me sick.
To make things worse, I had to pretend to like the stupid little bitch! I had to be nice to her and take her shopping and plan her wedding! While I was holding myself back from scratching her muddy brown eyes out, I had to grin and bear it as I planned her wedding to the man I love! This is like a bad movie...like 'The Wedding Planner' except that I didn't get the guy.
When she said I was her maid of honor I could have slapped her! Didn't she know? Couldn't she see how much I loved Edward? I think she knew and just wanted to watch me suffer. Sadistic motherfucker.
I really, really didn't want to save her from James. Hell, it was my fault he was there in the first place. I knew she was going to sneak off. Hell, I even tried to get Jasper to go check on her, hoping James would finish him off, too. But nooooooo, everyone had to jump to defend the precious little human.
After the chaos with James, I tried to get Laurent and even Victoria to kill the whiny little thing but the fucking wolves had to play hero and thwart my plan.
I thought Rosalie would be my only confidant. She seemed to hate Bella as much as I did. But then she becomes the whore's BFF. Pick a side, wouldya?!
Edward knew...he knew all along how much I hated her. He knew of all my plans but he was so determined to keep up his façade that he saved her from all of the things meant to take her out of the picture so that we could be together!
I was still thinking when my phone rang. The familiar number appeared on my screen and my nostrils flared.
Who do you think it is?
Review, please! Even though this is not technically a chapter LOL.
Thank you all for reading and I'll get the chapters out ASAP!