For Charlie's Sake

Disclaimer: I don't own Gossip Girl in any way. If I did Blair and Chuck would be together now. But *sighs* I can dream…..

Chapter 1

Blair Waldorf stared blankly at the newspaper in front of her. Her memories rushing back to her all at once. The night that changed her life forever. She awoke to a note. One note that ended in "don't come looking for me". She fully intended to ignore that request. She deserved more from him after pouring her heart out and finally admitting that she loved him. She was going to find him but a few weeks later one blue line changed her plans and her life forever.

She found out she was pregnant. She was going to have a baby. Their baby. Chuck and Blair's, Blair's and Chuck's. Just the thought of him brought back the anger, rage, and something else she was not prepared to admit to herself. She refocused on the newspaper that said "The Prodigal Son Returns". The article continued to say how the President of Bass Enterprises, Charles Bass is back for the first time after his father's death five years earlier.. Five long years. Five years that he had missed with her, with their daughter. A daughter that she vowed he would never know.

"Good Morning Mommy" the one person that could make all the pain go away smiled at her. How she loved this little girl. She had her dark hair but his everything else. It hurt to look at her sometimes because every time she smiled or looked at her a certain way she could see him.

"Good Morning my beautiful Charlie". Charlotte. She had named her Charlotte. She wanted to give her something of her father's.

"Mommy Call me Chuck not Charlie. All my friends at school call me that". Something twisted inside of her.

"Your name is Charlotte, that's enough of debating nicknames for now". "Go tell Dorota to get you ready for school, I need call into work and tell them I will be late". Charlie pouted looking so much like Chuck it hurt. "But mommy I don't want to go to school today. I want to go to work with you". "You can't Charlie, you have to go to school." "But mommy" Charlie argued. "No buts Charlotte Tiffany Waldorf". Hearing her full name said so sharply brought tears to Charlie's eyes. Blair instantly felt guilty for taking her frustrations out on her daughter. She gathered her up in a hug. "I'm sorry baby, Mommy is just not feeling well today". "You can come with me another day I promise". Charlie looked at her mom and gave her a solemn look "Okay mommy". She put her down and Charlie reluctantly obeyed her mother and went in search of Dorota.

She needed help. She needed to talk to someone. She picked up her phone and dialed a familiar number. "S, we need to see each other. Chuck is back and I don't know what to do. I'm going out of my mind".

"I'm going to come over after I drop Charlie off at Fieldston's". "No Blair don't come" said Serena. "Why not, I really need you S". But Serena cut her off saying "Blair you can't, Chuck's here, he wants to see you". With those ten words her world came crashing down on her.

A/N: This is my first fic ever and I don't know if I will continue it. This sort of just popped into my head and I decided to write it down. To clear some things up, Charlie is 4 and in Pre-k. I don't know if I got the times right of how old Charlie should be after five years and Blair being pregnant so just for argument's sake lets go with what I said. Fieldston is a real school in NYC (that has pre K-12) that costs a whopping 30,440 a year. Only the best for a Waldorf, I guess. If I continue I need your help. What profession should Blair have? Any ideas of how you think the next chapter should go?? Please review and tell me what you think, I will only continue it if you want me to. Thanks!!