Hello people here is a story I was making for myself and my friends but they liked it a lot and they told me to post it! So I hope you all like it!

For does who are reading my other story Far away love I know it's taking me time to write it but I need to get insiperd so… after I talk with a friend I'm gonna have a lot of ideas!

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I've been always here

Rated T

Bella x Edward

Summary: Bella and Edward have been friend since for ever but Bella have always's been in love with him. One night Bella sing's in bar and tell him` without knowing her feelings. A lot of things happen that make this couple survive their love.

Bella Sawn was sitting in the classroom staring at the back of her best friend and crush Edward Cullen. Bella had been in love with him ever since they were in middle school but she knew that he only saw her like her best friend or even a sister. This broke Bella's heart she wanted him to see her like something more but he never notice.

Bella's P.O.V

So here I am staring once again at him. He was just perfect, a little idiot but no one is perfect ,right. I was snapped out of my trance when the bell rang loudly making me jump. "Are you back from Edward land?" My best friend and Edward cousin, Rosalie asked. Rosalie is the only one who know I madly in love with my best friend. I glared at her as I got up from my seat.

"Why is Bella glaring at you?" Edward asked. "I don't know... ask her" Rosalie said while smirking my way. Rosalie had always tried to get us together but all of her plans always falied. Edward looked at me waiting for me to anwser the question.

"Because she's Rosalie" I said and walked away. I knew that Rosalie was glaring at my back while Edward catch up to me.

We sat in our usual table at lunch with 4 more of our friends. "So what are you all doing tonight... after all it's friday night" Alice asked, Alice was another of my friend and also Edward's sister.

"Well it all depends on what Tanya wants to do tonight" Edward said. I looked down as he mention his girlfriend, it always hurted me when he said her name with a big loving smile. "Well we're going to preforme in the bar" Jasper said as he looked at me with a smirk. Jasper is Alice boyfriend. Myself, Jasper, Angela another of my friend and her boyfriend Ben were on a band.

"Really?" I asked jumping in joy. "Yeah... they called me this morning... so better get that voice ready" Jasper said. "So I guess we have to go and see you guys" Emmett, Rosalie's boyfriend said. "You don't have to... you guys have seen us a lot of time's" I said. "I haven't" Edward said. "Because you're always busy" I said as I rolled my eyes.

"Awww feeling left out Bells " Edward said in a baby voice while pinching my cheek. I looked away trying to hide my blush. "It doesn't metter we'll go" Rosalie said and Emmett and Alice nob. I ignored them as I kept eating my lunch while thinking which song I was gonna sing.

Edward p.o.v

After school I left Tanya at her house and hang for a while there since she had to study for some test. So after I left her house I went to mine to find Alice and Rosalie were getting ready.

"Hey Edward... where's Tanya?" Alice asked as she glance at me. "She had to study... where are you guy's going?" I asked as I sat in the sofa next to Rosalie who had just finish getting ready. "We're going to the club to hear Jasper's band play... wanna come?" Alice asked.

"Sure... Bella alway's complains that I've never hear them... so why not?" I said with a smile. Alice smile at me and got back at getting ready.

After some time, Emmett came to pick us up and drive us to the club. The club was small and it wasn't really full but there was some people. All of the sudden the small stage light up showing all of our friend. Angela was in the keyboard, Ben in the drums, Jasper in the base guitar and Bella was in front of a microphone with an acustic guitar.

"Hello everybody... I Hope you all like the new song we brought tonight Our first one it's called I'm Only me what I'm with you " Bella said and started to play the song.

Friday night beneath the stars
In a field behind your yard
You and I are painting pictures in the sky
And sometimes we don't say a thing
Just listen to the crickets sing
Everything I need is right here by my side

And I know everything about you
I don't wanna live without you

I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do
Well you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying to
Let you know that what I feel is true
And I'm only me when I'm with you

Just a small town boy and girl
Living in a crazy world
Trying to figure out what is and isn't true
And I don't try to hide my tears
My secrets or my deepest fears
Through it all nobody gets me like you do

And you know everything about me
You say that you can't live without me

I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do
Well you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying to
Let you know that what I feel is true
And I'm only me when I'm with you

When I'm with anybody else
It's so hard to be myself.....
and only you can tell....

That I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do
Well you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying to
Let you know that what I feel is true
And i'm only me
who i wanna be
Well i'm only me when i'm with you

With you
Oh oh oh, yea

They ended the song and Bella smiled at the audience. I was really suprise, Rosalie had told me that Bella had an amaizing voice but I didn't it was that good.

"Wow... That was really good" I said at Rosalie who just smirked at me. "If you only knew who is she talking about" Rosalie said. I raised an eyebrow at her but she didn't say anything. Now that I thought about it the song was that she loved someone and that he didn't really notice her feelings... I didn't know Bella had a crush.

ll of the sudden I felt this weird pain in my chest. It wasn't the first time it had happen, I get everytime some asshole check Bella out but I knew what does were... Bella is like my sister and I was very overprotectec with her but why was I feeling like that now... no one was hitting on her or anything... I didn't get it. My thought were cought off by Bella's fragile voice.

"Ok Our next song , It's for this special someone... It's about my true feeling for my best friend... It's called Teardrops on my guitar" Bella said. I was stunded... her best friend... but that was... me.

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I need down everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without
.

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's just so funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see

I was suprise... Bella had feelings for me? Bella voice was drained by sods... and that how the act ended. The only thought I had was that I needed to talked to her. "I can't believe she did that" Rosalie said impress. I didn't really react to this comment I had to much in my mind.

After the show, I waited until everyone left with only with Bella picking up the stuff. "Why didn't say something before?" I asked loudly. Bella turn around with a scared looked but it change into relive when she saw it was me.

"Hey Edward" She said with a smile. "Why didn't you tell me before?" I asked again angryly. "What the hell are you talking about?" Bella asked confuse. "That you had feeling for me" I said. Bella froze in shock.

"Y-y-you were here earlyer?" She asked. "Yes... Why Bella? why?" I asked angryly. "I don't know ok... I didn't mean to fall in love with you" She said as tears started to run down her cheek.

"Why do you have feeling for me... Now what am I suppost to do" I said. "Is it so bad that I have feelings for you? Did I ruined your life for that?" She asked angryly tears coming down her cheek. "That's not what I meant" I said with a frown.

"No! That's exacly what you meant... But don't worry I wont bother you anymore... I'll be out of your life and you don't have to worry about my sad pathatic self" Bella said. She took her guitar and storm out but I followed her.

"Bella I didn't it mean like that Bella" I yelled so she could hear me. "You did... and that's the sad thing" She said. She got into her car and drove away as fast as she could. I didn't know what to do... but I had until Monday to figure out... I was sure everything would be better by then... or so I thought.

Time skip!!!

It's been three weeks since I found out that Bella had feeling for me. As she had said she was now out of my life... sort of. The monday after I found out, Bella didn't talk to me or any of our friends... She cut off everyone or everything that we did together.

I hurted me not having her beside me in my classes since she had somehow change all of her classes to not be with me, at lunch or called her every night... and after two weeks I finally notice that I loved her back. I realice that thoes weird pain on the chest and weird anger were jeleusy... because I was in love with her.

As soon I discover my feelings I broke up with Tanya and went to tell her but everytime she saw me she just walked away. She didn't smile anymore... she was broken and I wanted to be there with her to make it all better but I couldn't... but I wasn't gonna give up. I started to watch in class, at lunch I couldn't keep my eyes off of her.

So today after schoool I decide to go to this coffee shop that me and Bella use to go together every thursday. I got off my Volvo that my dad gave me for my 16 birthday and enter the coffee place to find her, in the counter paying for something. I slowly made my way behind her. "You still owe me 3 dollars Bella" Bill, the manager of the place said.

"Oh please Bill help me on this one... I'll pay for it tomorow" Bella begged. "Here I'll pay for it" I said as I gave three dollar to Bill. Bella turn around and stared at me. "No... I'll just take the coffee... I have enough money for that" She said as she turn around and return the piece of cake she was going to buy. She paid for her coffee and walked away.

"Can you give me that cake please?" I asked pointing at the one she had left. "Uh... ok?" Bill said and gave me the cake. I smile in return and ran after Bella... Today this was all coming to a end.

"Bella wait up" I yelled as I catch up to her. She didn't replay and kept walking. I ran faster and stoped taking her by the waist. "What?" Bella asked as she faced me. Her faced showed sadness, I knew that it hurted her as much as me being apart from her. "Here... I know you want it" I said giving her the cake.

"I don't want it... Now leave" She said but I didn't let go of her wrist. "Look I've been meaning to tell you something for almost three weeks now but you wouldn't let me... so here I tell you... I love you" I said.

Bella stared at me for a while and then glared at me. "You don't have to say that because I don't want a stupid cake!" She yelled angryly. "What?... No! This isn't about the cake I really do love you" I said. "Don't lie... Look I don't have feelings for you anymore" She said.

It was my time to freeze but then I remember. "Then why were you still avoiding me?" I asked. She looked down in silence. All of the sudden I heard her sob. "I don't want to be in love with you" She whisperd.

This hurted me... I slowly let go of her wrist and wrap both of my arms around her waist and pulled her closer. "Please don't say that... I do love you... it break my heart" I whisper.

"Don't lie... don't lie" She yelled. "I'm not lieing I'm in love with you ok?!!?" I yelled.

I put my right hand under her chin and made look at me, I put my face closer our noses touching. "You have to belive me... I love you" I said and kissed her. I nibble her button lips asking her for entras and she shyly let me. The kiss was fool of lust and love but we both needed the air so we parted away.

After the kiss I took her to her house since her car had broked down a week ago and I wasn't about to let her walk all alone 17 blocks. "I'm sorry I reacted that way... that night... I don't know what I was thinking" I said as I look a head of me.

"I don't blame you" She whisper. I glance at her side and smile. I took her hand and brought it to my lips and kiss it. She gave me a shy smile which I return.

Minutes later we were in front of her house. I got off from my side and made my way to hers where I met up with her.

"I know this day has been pretty weird... but... would you like to go out... with me... you know sometime or maybe you know... be my girlfriend" I said as I scartch the back of my neck.

"What about Tanya?" Bella asked as she looked away. "I broke up with her a soon as I notice that the one I loved was you... So what do you say?" I asked with a smile. "I would... love to" Bella said as she smile up at me. I leanded down and capture once again her lips in a kiss. "I'll see you tomorow?" I asked as we parted away.

"O- ok" She said with blush. She gaved me a quick kiss on the lips and ran into her house. I grinded at myself and got in my own car and drove away... I couldn't wait until tomorow to see her again.

Bella's P.O.V

Yesterday, Edward told me that he loved me and asked me to be his girlfriend. At first I thought that I had dreamed it all but when this morning when I was steping out of my house I found him leaning against his car waiting for me.

"Edward?... What are you doing here?" I asked as I made my way to where he was.

"Well I'm not going to let my girlfriend walk to school am I?" He asked with a smug smirk. My heart started pounding loudly in my chest when I heard him called me his girlfriend. I grinded like an idiot at making him chuckled. He slowly step closer making our faces extremly close and wraped his hand around my waist.

"Why didn't I notice this before?" He asked in a whisper.

"They say that you don't know you have something until you lose it" I whisper with a smile. Edward grinded at me and started kissing my jaw slowly until he got to my lips.

"We better go… I'ts getting late" I whisper between our kisses.

"I don't care" Edward said and kissed me again.

"But I do" I said as I pushed him away pushing against his car with one arm. Edward growled loudly. "Beside… we have all day to make out" I said with a smirk. Edward smile and knock my arms that hold him away from my and pulled me closer.

"I like the sound of that" He said with his own smirk. "Edward… School" I said and he groan. "Fine, fine" He said and open the door for me. I giggled and pecked him on the lips and got on the car.

It didn't take long to get to school. Since we got there at 7:30 we still got time to hang out with our friend and of course tell them the news. I hadn't talk to any of my friends over the weeks… I didn't want anything to do with Edward. I still went to the club to sing where I saw my bandmates but I didn't talk to them. I was very neurves about talking to them again… what if they hated me for ignoring them for so long? I glub loudly as I saw them sitting in their usual spot.

"Something wrong?" Edward asked looking at me.

"I don't know… What if they hate me" I said. "Hate you? They won't hate you… they missed you" Edward said.

"How do you know that?" I asked. "I know because I was with them… I was one of them… everything is gonna be fine" Edward said giving me a light kiss on the cheek.

"I don't know" I said as I bit my lip. "Don't worry… come on" Edward said as he grab my hand and drag me to the table. I hid behind Edward as we got to the table.

"Hey guys! Look who's back" Edward said and step away from me making my friends notice me.

"Oh my god Bella!!!!" Angela yelled as she jumped to hug me. I smile and hugged her back. "We missed you so much!!" Angela said. "I missed you guys too" I said.

Angela let go of me and Alice and Rosalie came to me. I smiled shyly at them. Alice raised her hand and slap the back of me head. "We were worried about you… and you ignored us!" Alice said as she glared at me.

"I'm sorry, it won't happen again… I promise" I said as I rub the back of my head. "It better not" Rosalie said and hugged me, I smiled and hugged her back.

Alice smiled and hugged me too. "You slap me really hard" I said as rub the back of my head. "You diserve it" Alice said as she folded her arms. I giggled as I knew it was true but as well because I knew that they didn't hate me. Alice and Rosalie sat right back where they were and Edward and I sat together in the same table.

"It's great to have you back Bella" Emmett said and Jasper and Ben nod. "Thanks" I said with a smile.

"Told you they wouldn't hate you" Edward said with a smirk. I glared at him and slapped his arm.

"So… are you guys are friends again?" Rosalie asked as she looked at us. Edward and I looked at each other and smile. "Sort of" I said. "Don't lie… No we're not friends again" Edward said with a frown.

"And why not?" Rosalie asked. "Becausewe're not… we're a couple" He said with a grin and hugged me. Alice and Angela let out girly screams while Rosalie looked at me with a 'I told you so' look.

"Finally… I was actually getting tierd of your little game" Emmett said. I rolled my eyes and smile… this day couldn't be better.

"Oh hey guys… They called me yesterday and they asked us if we could play tonight" Jasper said. "I guess we could" Angela said and Ben nod. They all looked at me and I smiled.

"Yeah sure why not" I said and they cheered. In that moment the bell rang. We all stand up and walk to our classes.

After school, Edward drove me to my house and then to the club. "You know I could have walked" I said. "For the last time Bella I don't mind driving you around" Edward said and I giggled. He parked his car in the parking lot of the club and we got of and enter the place. "Good luck" Edward said and kissed my forehead. I smiled in return and ran backstage.

Edward P.O.V

Once again I'm in the club where everything began but this time it was different. The small stage lit up showing my beautifull girl and my other less important friends. Bella smiled at the small croud. "Good night everyone, our first song it's called That how you know hope you all like it.

How does she know that you love her?
How do you show her you love her?
How does she know that you really, really, truly, love her?
It's not enough to take the one you love for granted
You must remind her or she'll be inclined to say

How do I know, he loves me?
How do I know, he's mine?
Does he leave a little note to tell you, you are on his mind?
Send you yellow flowers when the sky is gray?

He'll find a new way to show you, a little bit everyday.
That's how you know, that's how you know, he's your love.

Everybody wants to live happily ever after
Everybody wants to know true love is true

How do you know, he loves you?
How do you know, he's yours?
Does he take you out dancing just so he can hold you close?
Dedicate a song with words meant just for you?

He'll find his own way to tell you, with the little things he'll do
That's how you know, that's how you know, he's your love.

He's your love
How do you know?
How do you know?

How does she know you that love her?
How do you show her you love her?
How does she know that you really, really, truly, love her?

That's how you know he's true
Because he'll wear your favorite color just so he can match your eyes.
Rent a private picnic by the fire glow, oh.

His heart will be yours forever, something everyday will show
That's how you know, that's how you know
That's how you know, that's how you know, he's your love.

She finish the song and everyone cheered. "Thank you… Now let bring some christmas song… here's Christmas must be something more" She said. She looked at me and smiled. She started to play the song in her guitar and then sang it.

What if ribbons and bows didn't mean a thing
Would the song stil survive without 5 golden rings
Would you still wanna kiss without mistletoe
What would happen if God never let it snow
What would happen if Christmas Carols told a lie
Tell me what you would find

You'd say that today holds something special
Something holy and not superficial
So here's to the birthday boy who saved our lives
It's something we all try to ignore
And put a wreath up on your door
So here's something you should know that is for sure
Christmas must be something more

What if angels did not pay attention to
All the things that we wish they would always do
What if happiness came in a cardboard box
Then I'd think there was somethingwe all forgot
What would happenif presents all went away
Tell me what would you find

You'd say that today holds something special
Something holy and not superficial
So here's to the birthday boy who saved our lives
It's something we all try to ignore
And put a wreath up on your door
So here's something you should know that is for sure
Christmas must be something more

We get so caught up in all of it
Business and relationships
100 mile an hour lives
And it's this time of year
And everybody's here
It seems the last thing on your mind

You'd say that today holds something special
Something holy and not superficial
So here's to jesus christ who saved our lives
It's something we all try to ignore
And put a wreath up on your door
So here's something you should know that is for sure
Christmas must be something
Christmas must be something
Christmas must be something more
There's gotta be more
There's gotta be more

"Thank you, have a good night" Bella said as she finished the last song. They all put their things down and made their way to where we were.

"You guys were awsome!!!" Alice said as she jumped on Jasper and kissed him. Bella slowly made her way to where I was and sat beside me. I knew she was shy with this stuff… I remember the first time she had a boyfriend… she couldn't kiss the guy for like a week after they officialy became boyfriend and girlfriend… the guy didn't know what to do.

That was the diference with that guy and me… I knew what to do, I knew her to well. I wrapped my arm around her and pulled her closer. I gave her a small peck on the lips and smile. She smile back shyly with a blush covering her face.

"You guys look so cute together" Alice said. I smiled while Bella giggled… we were happy.

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