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"I could stand here for hours

Just to ask God the question, "Is everyone here make-believe?"

With a tear in His voice, He said, "Son, that's the question."

Does this deafening silence mean nothing to no one but me?"

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"You Be The Anchor That Keeps My Feet On The Ground, I'll Be The Wings That Keep Your Heart In The Clouds"

By Mayday Parade

I feel alone.

At Hogwarts and at home.

I walk apart,in the shadows at night when the full moon shines,bathed bright in its light.

I feel such hunger in my heart and the urge to yell.

I feel wrong when Victoire kisses me because of all these feelings to rip her apart.

I feel cheated when I look at out of a proper life.I want what they have so badly.

I feel angry when I see my parent's last moments in the pensieve.

I feel angry when I see the way Dad pushed Mum away.

I feel sorrow each time I visit their graves under the fallen leaves of autumn.

I feel envy when I see the way other boys give their girlfriends chaste kisses,because I can't.

...........................But

I feel loved when I see the bright moon winking out at me.

I feel comfort in my silence,because in silence there is only truth.

I feel the wish in my desire.

I feel the way I'm not just a person but one with many families and personas.

I feel vindicated when I see my parent's last eternal embrace.

I feel the pain and sincerity in Dad's action.

I feel relief to know I'll never truly lose them, even, six feet underground.

I feel complete with Victoire even with all the empty holes I can't fill.

But I'm happy.


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