.A/N: Hey guys! I'm back again. LOL! I've been literally dying to write this one. Sorry it took me so long. But you see, My final exams will start on the 7th of January. So I was studying lol. My updates will be a bit slower than usual but at least there will be updates lol. Hope you like this story too. Enjoy!

This story is dedicated to: All of you amazing readers, that never left me:

Pearerry14, CountryPersonal, TwilightFanatic01, Baby-D, Babygirl49392, VampChickOO, xTwilightForeverx, Kolored, ..obsession, volleybabe241, Joanna11, Lilyrose29, MissyAnn7448, vampireadict, x miss midnight x, team*Edward, dogluva12, eckleforce01, twilight4everandever, falnangel21, Spunkette Ransom, Twilightfever-FutureCullen, TeAm EdWaRd CuLlEn, bellabear03, choochy4ever, future-impending, jingles4thestorm, fantastically freaky, becp, abbyface123, the crazy sane person, officially dazzeled.28, Shadowfox12107, and last but not least Goldenforeverxx.

I think I got all of you. I have you guys memoriesed lol , so this is who I remember, if I remember someone else who I didn't write I'll add him/her in the next chappy. I just wanted to tell you Thank you guys. So this story is yours.

Disclaimer: Of course I own Twilight……..in my dreams lol but in reality it's Stephenie Meyer's


No, this can't be happening. Why did this always have to happen to us? Why is fate always against us? When I was human everything that could go wrong did. Now I'm a vampire and I thought that there could be nothing that could go wrong now. But now this shows up. What am I going to do?

Edward now is my husband. We were so happy until what happened to Alice happened. They were all so miserable. Especially Edward. Alice was his favorite sister. To have her disappear like that, it drove him mad. Jasper was another exception. He was beyond miserable. I think he's lost it. Before, he couldn't last one hour without his wife, I have no idea how he's coping right now.

I wish I could tell them that she's safe and they don't have to worry. But I can't. If I tell them then I have to tell them why she left, and that would ruin everything. I have to bear this horrible truth on my own. Try to fix it without their knowledge. I have to hide this from Edward every single second he's with me. And he's with me almost all of the time now that he didn't need to leave me to go hunting.

He knows that I'm hiding something and he's sure of it. But what can I do? I hate to tell him "Nothing" whenever he asks what was wrong with me. I just push a smile and change the subject. He sees through it but that's the best I can do.

I know that right now he's protected, even though he doesn't know it himself, but I know it's not something that would stop anything. What else can I do?

Alice's been sending me instructions and I'm trying to keep up. It's not easy to protect six people at once. It's hard to keep up.

But it was all for Edward. And our family. But will I be able to protect them all long enough?

I didn't know the answer of that and neither did Alice. So I just did what I was instructed to do. I was never going to let that happen so I followed Alice's instructions very carefully.

Edward and I will have forever. Sometimes I had my moments of doubt and think that our forever would be never but I always took a grip on myself before I got too desperate.

Edward is my husband and I loved him in every possible way. Nothing could change that. He will be mine forever like I am his forever. Nothing is going to change.

I won't allow fate to mess things up. And they will have to go through a lot of trouble before trying to get to him.

I didn't want to think about what could happen if I failed. The thought ripped me to shreds. No, it won't happen. I will do whatever I can to stop it.

Edward and I will live forever and together. I will make sure of that. I am willing to die if it would stop him from being …………………………………………murdered.

A/N: Gasp! What's this? Lol. You'll see. If you want me to continue tell me and I will. If you don't feel free to tell me honestly. I don't get offended or hurt, you're opinion is very important. It's what helps me get better. Hope you enjoyed it.

Ps: If you didn't get a reply from me on the last chapter of "the beat of my dead heart" blame fanfiction. It wouldn't send all the replies. Just some of them.