Disclaimer- Stephenie Meyer owns Twilight and all it's characters.

This takes place near the beginning of New Moon when Charlie want Bella to start making plans again. There is no Jacob.

Prologue: My Angel, My Savior

I flipped through my calendar. Today was the day that I had to make plans or else Charlie would throw me out. I flipped through the calendar. Had it already been two months since he left. It hurt too much to say his name. That meant it had been two and a half months since he had let his boundaries slip away and had given into our love and desire for each other. It hurt too much to think of the bliss we had been in just day before he ……left…

I had to stop before I broke down again. I wrapped one arm around my torso and flipped back through my calendar.

"Shit!" I whispered. Oh no! that can't be right. It had been three months since I had, had my time of month. Oh no.

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I sat on the floor of my bathroom with tears running down my cheeks. I had gone to a store where no one would recognize me and I had bought a pregnancy test.

It was positive.

How was I going to do this? I was all alone. I had a baby on the way and it was his child. As soon as I thought that everything changed. I could do this. It may not be planned or convenient but if he was never coming back then at least I would have a small part left of him. A piece that would show how much we had loved each other for that short time even if it had been a lie on his part. I was still hopelessly in love with him and so I would raise this child to be like their father. They might look like him, with his untidy bronze hair and godlike features.

I had to get up off this floor and pick myself up. I would need to continue earning money from Newton's Outfitters and I would need to complete as much school as possible before I started showing too much. I would finish school through online classes and get my own apartment. I can't tell Charlie so I will have to hide it. It may not have been what Charlie was thinking when he told me to make plans but I followed through. I had plans.

This baby would be my angel, my savior.

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