My Immortal lyrics

Chimera's Immortal

Hi there everyone! Sashiba no uritizue!-(meaning, "Long time no see!") This is my recent update to the MAR stories that I've made. Only this time, it's an angst-romantic song for Chimera to express her pitying, depressing past and her memories and feelings towards Marco and to what I think happened to her as the woman Eileen to in a sort of lyrical-sentence-like story or poem or whatever to you guys the readers. Gomen I haven't contributed to other couples, stories or chapters but right now I'm hooked on the Chimera/Marco, Halloween/Loco, Phantom/Candice and Ian/Gido pairings of the Chess. But anyway, here's my story! Enjoy!

I'm so tired of being here, captive in this dingy fall apart shackto these monsters of men
Suppressed by all my childish fears
, that I'd die if I did not comply to they're demands
And if you have to leave
, the fact that they led you away to your death and out of this world
I wish that you would just leave
, fills me with complete and utter sorrow and I wish this feeling and these men would disappear
'Cause your presence still lingers here
, your memories are engraved in my soul
And it won't leave me alone
, this awfully bittersweet guilt won't lift from my heart

These wounds won't seem to heal, emotional and physical trauma
This pain is just too real
, beatings, yelling, raping of every waking and sleeping moment
There's just too much that time cannot erase
, the atrocities of what they've done to us cannot be mended

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears, you'd console me
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
, you'd protect me
And I held your hand through all of these years
, you'd help me
But you still have
, and even though you're body's gone,
All of me
, you've always had all of me

You used to captivate me, enchanting me with your handsome looks and optimistic personality
By your resonating light
, that glowed all about you for only me to cherish and everyone else to notice
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
, the past of the promising future together we did not have
Your face it haunts
, you're happily assured smile resounding in my overflowing memories
My once pleasant dreams
, of the nights we shared together in each others arms to dream of a bright to morrow
Your voice it chased away
, you're final "It's alright, honey. I'll be right back so just wait here" echoes in my ears
All the sanity in me
, driving me to lose humanity and become the insanity of what I am now

These wounds won't seem to heal, the scars are still too deep and severe
This pain is just too real
, it's just too fresh in my mind and body
There's just too much that time cannot erase
, I cannot move a grievingly bitter me forward to walk the road of repent

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears, you'd comfort me

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears, you'd put me first out of danger's way above yourself

And I held your hand through all of these years, you'd help rebuild my confused heart with your lovingly patient worn hands

But you still have, and although I continue to live and overlooked as a demon

All of me, you will always have my remaining unconditional affections

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone, when I'd pray and scream for you in my waking hell and sleepless twilights
But though you're still with me
, I know your still with me spiritually
I've been alone all along
, but your shielding faith has exposed me to loneliness, neglect and hate

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears, you'd promise me your unyielding love with your indulging words and bold actions

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears, you'd always hold me together and keep at bay those awful nightmares

And I held your hand through all of these years, you'd help me every step of the way into this cruelly, happy world

But you still have, and yet your gone from now till I pass away to join you whether it be heaven or hell,

All of me…know that my eternal love for you will never fade

I finished this in one day and I chose this song because I thought a majority of the lyrics fitted Chimera's relationship with Marco and it's just a great sad and beautiful song. Song used: My Immortal. Artist: Evanescence. Please review this one 'cuz the Ian Love Song I submitted didn't get any reviews yet so I would really appreciate at least five for this one and I really like to read everyone's opinions. So, thank you for reading! An' for a hint, my next story will probably another contribution to the very limited amount of Chimera/Marco, Halloween/Loco and Phantom/Candice stories, 'cuz someone's gotta make them so why not an obsessing author nut like me? Okay, so everyone remember My 3 R's; READ, REVIEW and RECOMMEND! Tank u! Bye Bye!-