Disclaimer -- I do not own Naruto or any of it's characters.

Warnings -- Language, Male/Male, incest, past and possible future drug usage. The characters are OOC. I will post any other warnings as they come.

Pairings -- Itachi x Sasuke, Itachi x others, other pairings possible or changes in pairings stated.


Miserable. That was the only word to describe Sasuke at the moment. Absolutely fucking miserable. And on the one day he shouldn't be, his birthday. Granted, his birthdays have never been all that great, but this one was supposed to be different. After months of trying, he had finally gotten tickets to the sold out show of his favorite band. He had been happy to get any tickets, so naturally he was excited to learn that they were front row. Then after numerous refusals, Itachi had agreed to go with him. To say he had been ecstatic would have been an understatement. Funny how three hours could change things. Sasuke had waited outside for Itachi to show up, only for him not to come. After the waiting and numerous phone calls, texts, and voicemails without any answer, Sasuke finally got the message. Itachi wasn't coming. Not wanting to let him ruin his fun, Sasuke went inside by himself. Not even an hour later, he couldn't stomach it anymore and left. He didn't want anything to do with this anymore. Any excitement or happiness he had about the concert had completely vanished.

Foolish little brother, a familiar voice mocked in his head.

Sasuke flinched at the very familiar statement. He really was foolish wasn't he? Foolish to stand outside waiting like an idiot for as long as he had when he should've given up after five minutes. Even more foolish to believe that Itachi would come. Sasuke had been walking for close to an hour when the familiar lights of home came into view. Currently, home was the penthouse suite of the Uchiha Grand Hotel and Casino, one of four that Itachi owned. He quickly walked through the lobby to get to the elevator. One of the managers called his name, but he completely ignored her. This was Itachi's hotel. Let him deal with it. He made it the rest of the way to the suite uninterrupted. Sasuke crawled onto his bed and sighed. He wanted to just lay there and sleep for days. He was just so sick of all this. It was stupid to let this get him down, but he couldn't help it. He closed his eyes and went to sleep. Or at least he tried. Instead, he tossed and turned for awhile before finally giving up. Slipping on a robe, he went over to the small piano in the corner of his room. Since he couldn't sleep, he might as well get some work done. At the moment, he was working as a songwriter. Sasuke frowned slightly. Naturally it had been Itachi who had gotten him the job. He began singing as he played.

I've finally found the nerve to say
I'm gonna make a change in my life
Starting here today
I surrender all my love
I never thought I could
I'm giving all my love away
And there's only one reason that I would
And baby it's you

Sasuke paused playing and quickly grabbed a piece of paper and wrote some things down. He then went back to playing.

Next year let's call this day our anniversary
The day I put my heart in your hand
And said that it was yours to keep
From this moment on
Say that you'll always be mine
Cause when I'm alone with you
There's only one thing that's on my mind
And baby it's you

The way you walk
The way you talk
The way you say my name

The way you move me
The way you soothe me
The way you sleep softly through the night

Every morning you rise and open your eyes
I just wanna be there with you baby
I just wanna be yours
From this day forth

Sasuke stopped playing and sighed.

"Itachi."

He hadn't heard Itachi come in, but he knew he was there. Sasuke could feel him burning a hole in the back of his head. No one gave him that creepy feeling of being watched like Itachi did. When he didn't respond for a while, Sasuke went to turn around only to find that he couldn't because Itachi was standing directly behind him. Silent bastard, Sasuke thought. He hadn't even heard his brother move from the door. Itachi placed one arm on each side of Sasuke and leaned forward until his hands were on the piano keys. Slightly twisting his head to watch Sasuke instead of his hands, he played a quick tune.

"Play the last part like this. It sounds better."

The way you walk
The way you talk
The way you say my name

The way you move me
The way you soothe me
The way you sleep softly through the night

Every morning you rise and open your eyes
I just wanna be there with you baby
I just wanna be yours
I just wanna be yours

"Much better." Itachi said just before he ran his tongue along his ear.

Itachi then moved his mouth so that he could place kisses along the back of Sasuke's neck. Sasuke would like to think that this wasn't a frequent occurrence but his tilting of his head to expose more of his neck was proof enough. No, no, no, no, no! He couldn't keep giving in like this.

"I need to finish the song."

Itachi paused and let out a barely audible sigh. He wanted to have sex with Sasuke, not deal with one of his moods. Hell, he wasn't even going to try.

"Fine."

Sasuke was silently telling himself that Itachi agreeing to leave without trying to change his mind was a good thing. Let him go somewhere else. It was wrong anyway. Being in a relat... correction, fucking his brother was wrong. But a larger part of him, the one he desperately wanted to ignore, was screaming about how he was making a mistake. That once gone, Itachi wouldn't come back. So it really wasn't a surprise when Sasuke reached out and grabbed his arm before he could completely move away.

"Wait."

Using his feet so he wouldn't have to let go, he spun his chair until he was facing Itachi. Sasuke tugged slightly on Itachi's arm to let him know that he wanted him to lean down. Itachi resisted for a second and then let himself be pulled forward.

"So selfish Little Brother." he whispered with a smirk.

Sasuke's response was a slight frown before he reached up and kissed him. He never could stand that knowing smirk of Itachi's, especially since he was right. Sasuke didn't want to be doing this. It wasn't what he wanted from Itachi, and he knew it. But as much as he didn't want to sleep with Itachi, he loathed the idea of Itachi being with someone else even more.