Love lost. Insanity lost.

A story by: Deathbyscreams

Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight, I just play tea party with them.

"Pray that your loneliness may spur you into finding something to live for, great enough to die for."

Summary: Edward has left Bella in New Moon. He hasn't come back and Bella slowly begins to lose it. What happens when she plans her suicide? Edward goes to save her life but is he too late to save her mentally. does love conquer everything?

Important Author Note : if you suffer from suicidal thoughts or depression please get help at .com/ or /

its never appropriate to kill yourself. please get help if you want to commit suicide. if you read this story i hope that when you finish it, it shows that everything get better.

please enjoy.

Prologue

He left us. HE left us. HE LEFT US.

That's right darling HE left us, and he's not going to come back.

But what-what if he comes back to find you dead and he blames me? He'll kill me if he finds you dead. He'll simply snap my throat and watch me bleed. He will! I know it!

I know darling that's why you're going to die too, we're both going to die together. We sore into hell together and always have each other.

But what if he comes back?

HES NEVER COMING BACK DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND? WHY AM I STUCK WITH SUCH A WEAK BITCH?

But- I'm sorry I'm so weak.

SHUT UP –SHUP UP. YOU'RE GOING TO DO WHAT I SAY OR I'LL LEAVE YOU TOO.

NOO…

I found myself lying on the bathroom floor alone. I don't know how long I've been here but all I understood was that I was here alone. All I could feel was the coldness of the floor seep into my legs making them immobile and stone like. I felt my hands shaking uncontrollably. I watched them shake, I tried to comfort them and tell them that everything was going to be okay. But I didn't even believe that lie. I knew it was a lie before I even forced myself to say it out loud.

I don't know how I got here, but I was going to end it tonight once and for all. I was going to end what should have been ended 4 long months ago.