A/N: This is only my second fanfic so I hope everyone likes it.

Ch. 22 All My Fault


Lona's POV

We made it to Seth's office in about 10 minutes. I got out of the car and Seth grabbed the baby out of the car. I walked to the door and Seth unlocked the door. He led the way to the room and had me sit on the table. He set the car seat down on the floor in my room and came back in 2 minutes.

"Ok let me look at that in the right light." He pulled over a light and sat down on his stool and put on his glasses.

"You know you look so sexy with those glasses on"

"Well thank you momma" He didn't take his eyes on my hand.

"I think that you have 2nd degree burns and it isn't as bad as I thought. You don't need any stitches so that's good."


"Ok I'm going to wrap this up and we will be good to go. Do you want to go to a hotel?"

"Well I want to go and check on the house…"

"We will" I started to cry.

"What's wrong?"

"Baby I burned down our house, our home, our life, our everything. Sophia's toys and everything. All of our stuff is gone."

I fell into his arms crying, "Momma you are ok, everything is going to be ok. Baby this is why we have insurance on our house."

"I know but money can't buy the memories, Sophia was born in that house."

"Lona it will be ok."

"I know but…but…but…"

"But what?"

"But it's my entire fault."

"Honey" He pulled me close and kissed the top of my head. "Let's go to the hotel, get settled and then we will go back to the house and see if there was anything that made it. Ok? We could have like the whole house except the kitchen left."

"Ok" He kissed me again and then we cleaned everything up and went back out to the car. We drove to a hotel and checked in. We brought the baby to our friend Lisa's house and she was going to keep her for the night and then we went to the house.

We got there and the fire trucks were still there. The house didn't seem to still be on fire so I took a sign of relief. The house was also still standing. That didn't mean all of our stuff was ok but that meant that maybe our memories could be saved. We pulled into the drive way and Seth came around and helped me out. He took my hand and put his arm around my waist and we walked up to the chief.

"Hello sir"

"Mr. Clearwater?"

"Yes this is my wife Lona"

"It's nice to meet you ma'm"

"Nice to meet you too sir, umm how is my house?"

"Well we managed to save it enough for you guys to go in and get you things but the house will have to be torn down and re built because of all the smoke damage. It isn't safe to live in it."

Seth's POV

"No…" Lona broke down in my arms; I caught her right before she hit the ground. "It's my entire fault, no, no, no" She wouldn't even stand up enough to walk. The chief helped me get her to the car and I opened the door and set her inside and knelt down next to the car.

"Honey, it will all be ok, I promise. And we still get to get our stuff, that's good."

"I did this…"

"Momma please, you are fine, I'm not mad, no one is mad."

"I can't believe I could be so careless."

"Honey its ok"

"No it's not!"

"Lona Clearwater," I grabbed her by the shoulders and made her look into my eyes. "I love you so much and a house is nothing compared to you and Sophia, I am so glad that you two didn't get stuck in the house while it was burning." She fell into my chest crying.

"I love you too"

"Ok honey you stay here I will go talk to the chief to see when we can come back and get our stuff."

"Ok" I put her legs in the car and closed the car door.

"Excuse me but when can me and my wife come back to get our things?"

"We will be here at 8 am and we will help you guys so that we don't have any accidents."

"Ok well will be here, thank you for everything sir"

"It's our job"

I walked back to the car and got in the driver's seat. "Ok Lona we can come back in the morning"

"Ok, I want to stop at the store on our way home."

"For what?"

"I want to bake the guys something for everything they have done to save our house"

"Ok" I pulled into the grocery store and she told me to wait in the car. It was weird but I let it go.

Lona's POV

I got out of the car and went in. I went straight to the baking section and got what I needed to make 4 dozen blueberry muffins and 4 dozen banana nut. Then I slowly made my way to the isle that I didn't want to go in but knew I had to. I walked down to the end and got the small box that I was looking for. I went to the check out and bought everything and then stuck the small box in my purse so Seth wouldn't see it. I got in the car and he drove us to the hotel. It was a 5 star hotel so it was more like an apartment in the room. There was a living room, a kitchen, 2 bedrooms and 2 bathrooms.

"Momma I'm going to go take a shower. If you want to you can join me."

"As much as I would love that," I went over and put my hands around his neck and kissed him. "But I have 8 dozen muffins that aren't going to bake themselves."

"Ok, I will see you in 20 minutes"

"Ok I love you"

"Love you too"

As soon as I heard the water running I ran to the other bathroom and took out the box and opened it. I went and followed the directions and in 5 minutes I would know if it was true, that I might be pregnant again.

About 2 weeks back Seth and I were able to have sex again and we took full advantage of Sophia's nap times. I was hoping it would be negative because this is not what we needed right now.

I looked at the clock, 5 minutes had passed. I reached up on the counter and looked down on the stick.

A/N: Haha don't hate me guys but do you want her to be pregnant or no? Let me know!