Hi, I'm not Stephenie Meyer! Or else I'd be off taking my "break from writing"…which I'm not.. I write pretty much everyday!!!!! And so I'll update this story just as often as I update my other story, Father and Son. It's good, read it!!! And that's at LEAST once a week! Usually twice or three times, depending on homework, etc.
There's a song to this chapter: The More Boys I Meet, by Carrie Underwood.
"Renesmee, do you want to go out with me?" Jacob asked, yet again.
"No, Jacob. You're my best friend. It would just be weird. I don't want to ruin our perfect friendship with dating, because we might…"
"Split up, then we couldn't be friends anymore," Jacob completed my sentence with a dejected voice. My best friend had been interested in dating me for years now – I was physically finished growing, I had been alive for 30 years. Jake and I had always been so close. But now…I don't know. Our friendship felt weird. I always felt like I was missing something huge, but I just didn't know what it was. My parents, who were now physically younger than me, encouraged me to go out with him. But I always found excuses, though I sure why.
"Alright, just – forget about it, Nessie. I can see that you don't really want to date, and…that's alright. I only want what's best for you."
He said that he only wanted what's best for me all the time. Every time he said that, it made me feel more and more warm on the inside. I guess it was because I liked that someone care about me enough to want what's best for me, and that only.
Meanwhile, I had dated numerous guys, none to my liking. This one was too snobby, this too plain, this too boring, etc. After all that, the only guy I had ever met who was acceptable, in fact, more than acceptable, my absolute soul mate, was Jacob. But I knew from past experience that guys who seemed perfect, turned out to be jerks when you started going out with them. I didn't think Jake would be a jerk, but…I was not about to take any chances.
Review, review, review! This is the first time I've ever written a story like this, which is on-going, and I know that it will be reviews that fuel my fire and keep me going! But I have faith in myself, you just need to review!!!:D please!