A/N: YES ITS BEEN A WHILE IM SORRY. Just been busy and I've had a lot of writers block. Hope you enjoy this!! Takes place after 'Abandon All Hope.'

Chapter 5

Bobby said goodnight early and Sam helped him to his room. The old man carried with him a few bottles of liquor and neither Sam nor Dean commented. Sam felt drained emotionally and physically as he dragged his feet down the stairs and into Bobby's kitchen.

Dean was at Bobby's kitchen table with his own laptop.

"Hey." Sam said.

Dean mumbled something and continued clicking away at the keyboard. Sam leaned over to have a look.

"So you finally made your own myspace." Sam cracked a smile and went over to the refrigerator and pulled out a beer for himself and his big brother.

"Oh no I got this a few months ago, what with the whole end of the world stuff I have not had time to attend to the surveys."

Sam nodded, "Mind if I sit?" I don't want to be alone tonight.

"Take a seat, Sammy." Thanks. I can't be alone with my thoughts.

The younger Winchester handed Dean a beer and Dean took a long sip and then began his survey.

Subject: November

If you won the lottery, what's the 1st thing you would buy?

Probably my own magic fingers because im on a stress overload

What if you found out you were adopted?

Well im not. And i can't picture me being adopted. Maybe I can. I don't know.

What would you do if you walked into your house only to find your girlfriend and your father making out?

BAD images in my head!

What if a stranger told you your partner was cheating on you?

Im not in a relationship so i don't care

If you could adopt one personality trait from someone, who and what?

From my dad. Be stronger

What would you want to experience if you found out you were dying?

Ugh lets not go there. Ive already died and lived plenty. Now im probably going to die again so im making the most of it the best i can with Sammy, Castiel, and Bobby.

What if you or your partner found out they were pregnant tomorrow?

Not in a relationship. And i produce sperm bucko

What if you found out your BFF was sleeping with your partner?

So Sam sleeping with girl i like…well then…he wouldn't see tomorrow.

If you could have avoided living one year of your past, which one and why?

I really wish i avoided the forty in the pit

What if you're dog crapped on your bed?

I don't have a dog

What if you saw that George W Bush had fallen in a well in your back yard?

Id laugh and leave him there

What would a person have to do to let you know WITHOUT telling you, that they didn't like you?

Because i care

What if you found out your partner had a sex change?

Then I would move on to someone else

If you were to drown in a liquid, other than water, what would it be?

Beer or purple nurples

If you could start a charity, what kind would you start?

Brain tumors and helping people with alcohol addictions

What if soda was illegal, would you still drink it?

Yeah i would even though i don't usually drink soda

What if you could only have one friend, who would it be?


If the world ended tomorrow, do you think you will go to heaven?

It might just end tomorrow and ive already been to hell so maybe the guy upstairs will let me go to heaven

If you were paid 100 million dollars to sleep with an HIV positive person, would you?

Ew no. I gotta stay sharp and healthy.

If you knew you couldn't get caught, would you rob a bank?

I never get caught

If you could have a super power, what one would you choose?

To be invincible

If you had to move out of the state you're in, what state would you move to?

Im currently not living anywhere official so id love to go down to Florida.

If you could be forgiven for one thing in your life, what would you choose?

I don't want to talk about it

If you were to die in a public place, exactly what spot would you choose?

Oh i get to pick now! Because dieing on that table and then that floor was not fun.

If you had to have one song stuck in your head forever, what song would you choose?

Ramblin man-led zeppelin

If you had to die in one of history's disasters, which one would you pick?

Im gonna die in the apocalypse now thats historical.

If you could take revenge on any one you know, who, why, how?

The devil

If you could have someone else's thoughts through your own body, who, why?

Bobby's. He's really smart.

If you could choose how you die, how would it happen?

In battle

If you could instantly play an instrument you never played, which one?

Guitar i guess

If you could solve one unsolved crime, which one would you solve?

Oh ill make a list

If you could discover one medical cure, what would it be for?


If you could undo one lie in your life, what would it be, and why?

Oh let me make a list

If you were given a racehorse, what would you name it?


If you could sing one song, beautifully and perfectly, what one?

REO speed wagon

If you could warn yourself in the past, about something, what would it be?

Too not let Jake stab Sammy.

If you could eliminate one word from English Vocab, what would it be?


If you had inverted nipples, would you get surgery to correct it?


If you lost all your hair, would you wear wigs or embrace your new look?


What if your best friend of the same sex proposed marriage to you?

Ewewew incest

What if you could literally be a virgin again, would you want to?


If given five dollars to spend in a dollar store, what would you buy?

5 lollipops

If you could fly, would it be with wings, a cape, fairy dust...etc.?

I don't really like flying but probably with a cape...that'd be cool. Id be batman

If you could only eat one food for the rest of your life, what would it be?


If you could take back one thing you said recently, what would it be?

Not letting Jo and Ellen die....

If you had to keep your initials, but change your name, what would it be?

I like my name

If forced to make out with an animal, what animal do you choose?


If you could choose your age of death, what would that age be?

100 that'd be nice

If your body odor were a food scent, what food would you want to smell like?

Pumpkin pie

If you had your own line of something, what would it be?

Drive picks the music. Shotgun shuts his cake hole.

If you were a crayon color, which would you be?


If in a circus, who would you be in the show?

Clown so i can scare my little bro

If your life could have the same outcomes as a movie, what movie?

Just a movie with a happy ending

If you could re-live one year of your life so far, what year would it be?

The year before i went to hell

If something were to be named after you, what would you want it to be?

The bible

If you could change one thing about today, what would it be?

That i didn't loose two important people in my life

If you were given a year supply of something, what would it be?


What if a friend asked you to go with her to get an abortion?

Sure. Pro choice

What if you caught one of your parents cheating on the other?

There dead. So that doesn't concern me

What if you found out you and your partner were blood related?


Sam read it and Dean browsed the Internet. Finally Sam cleared his throat, "So for Christmas I'll make sure to get you a magic fingers."

"Gee thanks bro. I gotta wait a month."

Sam laughed, "And I remember that."

"Remember what?"

"You telling me 'driver picks the music. Shotgun shuts his cake hole." Sam paused, "Our first hunt together after you came to pick me up saying dad was missing."

"Good times. Kinda regret getting you now, kid."

"Well don't regret it Dean. I don't regret going with you."

"Even after everything?"

"What doesn't kill you only makes you stronger."

"That saying doesn't work for us. We've already died."

"Whatever you say. So about the list of lies…."

"I'll tell you one. That shirt. I told you it looked good. I lied."

"You're a jerk."

"That's what big brothers are for."

They both took a long sip of their drinks grinning and laughing.

For the moment all there troubles were gone. Then they hit them again with such an impact it was unsettling.

"We probably won't live to one hundred, ya know."

"It's a dream."

"Probably die in battle."

"Most likely."

"We'll die with honor."


Sam narrowed his eyes, giving Dean an odd look.

"Look Sammy were gonna die. So were gonna die for Ellen and Jo. Were going to die for mom and dad and Pamela and Pastor Jim and Caleb and all the other innocents that died to protect us. If we win and survive then the victory is for all of them."

Sam nodded and the brothers clinked their bottles together.