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I couldn't believe what I had heard! There was no way that this was really happening. I rushed up back to my room and turned my music on…LOUD. I paced for a few minutes until I decided that I was going to just have to accept this. What could I do really? I sank down on my bed and stared out at the growing moon.

What was I going to do tomorrow in school? How was I going sit down next to her in bio and act normal? Would they have already….i don't even want to know.

"Edward are you ready?" Alice yelled up at me. Ready for what?

"What?" I yelled back, why was I yelling, I didn't need to.

"Are you coming to school?" she asked, she was at my door now. School? I hadn't even realized that the moon had turned into the sun. I had sat up here thinking all night and now I was going to be late.

"Um you guys can go without me." I heard her sigh, but she left. I turned back to the sun and stared at it some more.

"Knock knock." I heard Jasper say from the doorway. Great Alice had just called him to deal with me. "Can I talk to you for a minute?" he asked walking in and taking a seat next to me.

"Sure." Jasper was like my older brother, even though I never liked thinking that I needed help from someone other than me, sometimes it was just nice to know that there was someone I could talk to about my problems.

"So what's on your mind?"

"Bella." Whoa that just slipped out, it was like I was on auto control or something.

"What's going on with her?" he asked tentatively as to not upset me.

"She's with Kevin."

"Well I'm sorry to say this man but you had so many chances to be with her and you passed them all up."

"Yeah I know but I heard then talking last night."

"How did you hear them talking last night?" oh shoot, now I was going to have to explain myself.

"Well sometimes I go visit Bella at night." I tried to make it sound casual and not stalkerish.

"So you talked to both of them, what did you guys talk about?" he hedged.

"Well I didn't talk to her persay….i was kind of listening in…out side her window on a tree."his eyes grew wider and wider with every additional piece of information.

"Your stalking her." He said once he had regained his composure.

"No! it's not like that." I took a breath, "Well I mean I just really wanted to be with her, I wasn't expecting that him to be there."

"Well Edward they're going out, what did you expect?"

"I didn't expect them to have SEX!" oh my god, I can't believe I just said that.

"They did what!" he asked shocked.

"Nothing, well I mean I don't know if they actually did anything but they talked about doing it and I left before I could hear anymore so I don't know."

"Well Edward man I don't know what to tell you, she's a big girl she can do what she wants with who she wants."

"Yeah I know I just don't know what to do, he's a vampire and I don't want anything to…happen."

"I know but there's nothing you can do."

"I guess." Man I wasn't not feeling to good about myself right now.

"We should probably get going if we want to make it in time for second period."


"They left like an hour ago."

I hadn't even seen the time go by. I changed my clothes quickly and grabbed my bag.

"Mind if I hitch a ride?" Jasper asked as we left the house.

"Oh sure thing." We zoomed into the school parking lot almost hitting a few parked cars that looked almost as if getting hit would improve them.

Mrs. Cope didn't give us any trouble about being late though she did give me a little trouble mentally when she tried to picture me naked.

"I'll catch you at lunch." Jasper yelled back at me.

"Actually I think I'm sitting with other people." I yelled back.

"Oh okay." I could hear the disappointment in my brother's voice but I just couldn't be around Bella and Kevin right now. Plus I hadn't been around my other friends in a long time. Out of all my siblings I was one of the only ones to friends with mortals.

My next two classes passed by without any incidents and soon it was lunch times.

"Hey Tyler wait up." I called after him.

"Oh hey Edward what's up?" he was a nice guy that I hung out with sometimes.

"Nothing I just wanted to go to lunch with you." He looked happy.

"Sure, are you eating with us today?"

"Yeah if that's okay with you."

"Of course." We walked in and took a seat at the table that held all my human friends. As soon as Jessica and Lauren saw that I was sitting with them today they straitened up and jutted out their chests before applying lip gloss on, which was stupid because we were about to eat, well I wasn't but they were.

"Edward!" Jessica leaned toward me with a scary smile that I think she thought made her look sexy. "It's been so long since you sat with us." She leaned even closer, "I missed you." I shivered, and not from pleasure.

I saw Lauren give me a wink.

"Yeah I missed all you guys." I tried to free myself from them.

"Yeah we missed you too Cullen. "I heard Mike sneer at me from the end of the table.

"Shut up Mike." Tyler threw a French fry at him.

"So what up man, we haven't seen you in a while." Ben said from next to Angela, Bella was friends with her.

"Nothing, I just wanted a change of scenery." I lied.

"How is everything with you and Bella?" Tyler asked me under his breath so that only I could hear. He knew how I felt about her, I thought that I could at least confess in one human.

"Not good, she's going out with Kevin."

"Are you talking about Kevin and Bella?" Jessica asked taking a sip of her soda.


"Well didn't you hear?" Lauren jumped in.

"No hear what?"

"I thought that you of all people would know considering that you guys are best friends and whatever."

"What is it?" I was getting impatient with their little mid games.

"Well apreantly they-"

"Jessica I really don't think that it's your place to tell him." Angela cut in.

"He has a right to know." Lauren snapped at her.

"Yes but Bella told me in confidence, she didn't know that you two overheard." She snapped at them.

I really wanted to hear what they had to say but I didn't want to invad her privacy.

"Whatever." Jessica and Lauren went back to chatting about whatever it is they talked about. The rest of lunch I tried to get it out of Angela's head what Bella had talked to her bout.

I can't believe those two girls where going to tell Edward that, it's so privet and not for the lunch table to discuss. As much as I admired Angela politeness I was about to yell at her for not telling me.


The bell rang and the herds of students shuffled their way to their next class. I grabbed Jessica's arm before she left pulling her aside, I saw Lauren sneer at her.

"What can I help you with Edward?" she trailed her finger down my shirt. I stopped her right before she hit my belt buckle.

"Jessica stop!" I pushed her away a bit. "I just wanted to know what you were going to say about Bella and Kevin?" her smile fell a bit but then she got it back a little brighter, I could hear her evil brain working.

Maybe I can twist this to my advantage…

"Oh well I was just going to tell you how I heard that she and Kevin finally did the dead." She giggles. "Took her long enough." I felt venom rise in my throat.

"Are you sure?" maybe she had misheard.

"Yeah she deff did, I mean you could like totally tell, and I think Mike overheard Kevin talking about it in the locker rooms."

I barely excused myself before I bolted from the empty lunch room.

"Bye!" I heard her call after me. I made it to bio before the bell rang and took my seat next to Bella.

I didn't look at her, I just took deep breathes. I inhaled and then stopped. Something was off, she smelled different, I mean she still smelled the same but somehow different. She still had that sweet intoxicating scent but for some reason it smelled tainted, not as pure as before. It was still Bella, but she was , changed.

"Are you wearing a new perfume?" I asked her hoping it was simply that.

"Talking to me are we?" She barely turned to face me.

"What do you mean, I still talk to you? You're the one who's two wrapped up into your boyfriend to talk to anyone now a days."

"You're the one locked up in his room all day listening to emo music!"

"Are you wearing a new perfume!?" I almost yelled, how the teacher didn't and students didn't hear me I have no idea.

"Why do you want to know if I'm wearing a new perfume?" she looked really confused.

"Are you?"

"No, I'm not I never wear perfume….you told me you didn't like it when I wore it once." She whispered the last part, but I heard her. That last little part made me a little happy, did that mean she still cared about what I thought?


The rest of class was spent in silence. Once it was over I suffered through one more class before I rushed over to my car. Alice's car was already in the driveway when I got there, she had last period free so she always went home with Jasper.

"I'm home!" I yelled before collapsing on the couch. I heard moaning coming from the upstairs, great I should have waited longer before driving home. I turned the TV on and tried to ignore the sounds.

"Oh Hey man didn't know you were home." Jasper said coming to sit next to me.

"I knew you were." I muttered under my breath.

"Yeah sorry about that."

"Oh Hey Edward." Alice was cheery as ever. Wonder why.


"Why so down?" she asked noticing how I was.


"No seriously why…is it Bel-"

"YEAH! It because of her! Okay I'm upset, everyone in this damn house is having sex except for me and Bella hates me now! The girl I'm in love with hate me!" Alice looked shocked out my outburst.

"Sorry I didn't…."

"I don't hate you." I heard a quiet voice say. I turned to the door to see Bella standing there holding Kevin's hand. I felt like dying, oh wait I already was. She had just heard everything!


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