Aido Hanabusa learns the consequences of getting what you had wished for. Aw, I'm so mean with the angst. SO MUCH. But hey, it follows him everywhere. I promise I tried to balance yum with it. This is a long awaited gift for VladBride. (Are you happy with your KanameAido? You better be. Or I'll hunt you down. DAMMIT! I KNOW WHERE YOU LIVE!) Reviews are most appreciated especially since it will keep me happy for the rest of week.

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I rejected you…

The dried walls of his throat were beginning to close up and to flex non stop from the prickling and dull-like pain spreading where Kaname's icy frigid lips smothered wetly clamped onto his neck. Bubbled strings of a lustrous dark red liquid crept down the victim's neck, budding a fleshy pink into the satin material of the white undone shirt.

I made you feel unwelcomed to others…

Aido whimpered loudly, forcing his shaky blood-soaked fingers through a mane of silky brown, holding onto his companion tighter, and spreading his bare legs wider to allow Kaname's warming stomach to cradle against him in hopes that he wouldn't pass out. Keeping him focused was the gulping, aroused noises coming from his dorm leader as he drank mouthful after mouthful of him. The whites of light blue eyes rolled up slowly.

I hated you…




Earlier that evening, one of the baby blue thigh-high stockings sagged an inch or two down his leg.

With such a fresh, soft color distinct against the light blonde of his hair, and with it comparatively identical to his eyes— Aido could not see himself being undesirable as he waited patiently for Kaname in the pureblood's private room. And other then the wool stockings needing correction every few minutes, he had worn only the loose-fitting open collar shirt pooling around his bare hips.

His slim back against the cherry purple satin sheets of the mattress, knees together and feet apart, hands planted flatly to the stone ground, and slumped forward slightly— it was best to appear vulnerable for him.

Kaname would not touch him otherwise. Stockings were girlish. Aido naturally was not.

Yuki Cross wore stockings.

The color of a very clear aquamarine slit into a drowsy, venomous line.

That mortal girl had Kaname Kuran's total attention whether or not she chose to be aware of it. What about that little creature interested him so much? Set him off to brood for the daylight hours at his curtained window, fangs sunken into his palms and fingers with dissatisfaction? What the hell made her so special?

'What am I…

what am I to Kaname-sama…

what am I doing here…again…

……what am I…competing against……?'

So immersed in his own deplorable self-musings, he could not sense the older vampire entering the bedchamber. The same blue of the stockings widened as a simmering mixture of astonishment and fierce arousal overtook him; callous, fluid hands skated up under the frilly hem of the shirt— and cold glass-fingernails scraped into his chest with a single downward motion.

Reddish brown eyes stared indifferently into him.

Too use to this detached attitude before sex, Aido took the initiative by scooting closer between the other vampire's kneeling legs and groping for the first crystal button on the school uniform.

With a warning shove back, the pureblood forced Aido onto his back, climbing up over him as the other remained unresponsive and stretched out on the floor. Now feeling a bit chastised for his eagerness (mustn't get ahead of himself, this wasn't for him), the noble gazed at the ceiling mildly, numbly.

'I'm not stupid like Ruka…

I know he will never want my blood…

you do not desire something you do not need…

……this is all I can do for him now…'

"A vain being, are you not?"

Scrunching his blonde eyebrows together in a confused thread, Aido tilted his neck up, making sure to keep his mouth shut as Kaname cradled the blonde's left leg up, peeling away the stocking slowly, and asking again, "Why select this color?"

He wasn't quite sure how to respond…Aido had chosen that color…but would that honest reply anger the older vampire somehow…?

Seeing that the younger would not answer immediately, Kaname dropped his hands from their position on Aido's bare leg. The nobleblood shivered— not at the lack of heat but at the strength of the pureblood's grip suddenly around his upper arm as he forced him upright.

"Are you frightened to answer, Aido?"


Propped up against the side of the mattress, Aido squirmed, digging his spine backwards instinctively as Kaname nosed aside his light blonde hair from his neck. His thin mouth pressed unflinchingly against the length. "Do you wish to please me?"


"Then you will answer me without hesitation next time."

The noble's obedient response meant to be spoken aloud, truthfully, caught in a vulgar groan as the more powerful vampire grinded mercilessly against his exposed body. He copied the move vigorously against his secret lover, matching his groans with the low ones from the other.

Yuki Cross didn't know this side of Kaname.

At the mercy of the pureblood, somewhere while having his collar shirt ripped from the front and sliding his hands across Kaname's back, the blonde was startled to feel a pinching sensation and smell his own blood. Kaname looked a little surprised himself. He licked a smudge of Aido's blood off of his lips absently, staring down at the other vampire with a thorny expression. It took a moment for Aido to realize that the look was meant to be…possibly…an apologetic one.

"…I don't mind." Aido insisted after an awkwardly silent moment, "Punish me however you feel is appropriate."

Though the blonde could not see it as such, and perhaps he should have, Kaname warmed briefly to him, teasing in a soft deep voice, "Do you think this punishment?"

"If it will satisfy you, my Lord…"

Reddish brown eyes blinked several times. Perhaps irritated by his teasing being ignored, or Aido's minion mind-set growing tiresome to him, the pureblood's distant manner returned to his bearing as he roughly pinned his companion's wrist down onto the floor.

"I will never be satisfied."




I hate you now…

Kaname's cool fangs sank deeper into his jugular, searching for a spot to consume him entirely. Lost someplace between the painful erection and the less painful bite, Aido could not find the energy to allow himself that sweet release drawing ever closer by rubbing against his lover above him or even to beg his dorm leader to do it for him. And thankfully, it did not take him much longer as the blonde vampire came to the bliss, blind and gasping and damp on the cold floor.


He felt so weak… his heart gave an excruciating shudder as the darker-haired vampire took a longer drink. Aido strained against the pureblood. "Kaname…sama…that is enough…" He panicked as another angry shudder took his system and fought harder against his hold. Aido jabbed his fingernails into Kaname's arms, digging harder into the pale skin until he felt himself being released.

More then I could ever hate you then…

On his feet, the blonde ran at a slower pace then he was at full strength. Down on the first floor of the boy's section of Moon Dormitory, Aido pushed through his bedroom door, sweating and panting and bleeding shallowly from his throat. He pushed his yellow hair from his forehead, streaking dark red into the roots and the high of his forehead.

At the sight of blood on his fingertips, a strange gagging howl escaped his lips, tears gathering at the corners of his eyes as he collapsed slumping against the wall.

What am I…