I don't own twilight :(
I was lying on my bed thinking over the events of the day I wasn't angry or annoyed with Bella in the slightest. I deserved every single bit of pain that i got after what i did. I was partly relieved that Bella had finally realised what a monster i was. That she realised i never deserved to be loved or respected in any way shape or form. I heard shuffling outside my door and rolled my eyes. After the events of this morning i was now on suicide watch. Emmett was currently guarding outside my bedroom door and Jasper was outside in the garden making sure i wouldn't try to jump out of the window. They didn't need to worry. I wasn't planning suicide. That would be the cowards way out. I would be relieving my own pain but causing a lot more for my family. No, this was my punishment. An eternity of pain and guilt. Personally i didn't think it was enough. I had killed a beautiful little angel, almost broke my family apart and bella ... I didn't recognize her. Her eyes were lifeless. She acted like she she had no point of living and i had caused that. I cringed away from the memory.
I suddenly heard a knock on the door and faintly heard Bella's voice asking alice for me. My heart broke, she had come to tell me to stay away. I walked out of my bedroom and down the stairs towards the door which had shut. I went to open it but Bella stopped me. "don't edward i look such a mess can;t we just sit?" i sat down closely followed by Bella.
"Edward i'm so sorry, For putting you through all this pain and anguish and messing you about" She said. I heard her trying to swallow her sobs. "Edward i tried. I tried so hard to put this behind us. To see if we could salvage something out of this whole mess but i was wrong and i was to give you false hope thinking that we could." She said bleakly. Although I knew she would say these things it did not ease any of the pain. I stood up and opened the door. Bella was stood their her face tear stained. I grabbed her and pulled her into a big hug while she sobbed. I wish I could do more. I wished that i could kiss her head and whisper sweet nothings in her ear but I knew that would be unacceptable. After a while she managed to quieten the sobs. She ran away and took my heart with her.
She grew up and went to college. She met a guy when she was a senior but was understandably wary about entering a relationship with him. He was called George Evans. He was good looking and came from a middle class family. His mother was a housewife and his father ran his own business. He was also an old romantic at heart. He loved, respected and adored Bella and although i hated him for it he made her happy. She eventually began writing childrens books. Her third book became a best selling childrens series about a fantasy world called Glassworld. When she was 25 George proposed to her. She happily accepted and they got married one year later. I watched from afar. When she was 28 she became pregnant for the first time to George and had a little girl who she named Alice to Alice's delight. Her second child was born 3 years later who she promptly named Jacob. Her last child came when she was 35. It was another little girl. They name her Mary after George's mother. Bella had a long and happy marriage that ended when George died at the age of 88. Bella lived on until she was 102 before dying peacefully in her sleep. I was with her when she died. Alice had phoned me to tell me that she would die in her sleep so like when she was seventeen I snuck through her bedroom window. I saw her lying there in bed and couldn't resist to lean over and stroke her face. I inhaled her smell greedily. She still smelt like freesia's and Strawberry's more than fifty years on.
"Edward" she mumbled in her sleep. My heart swelled. She had not forgotten me! She still felt something towards me 80 years on! "Edward ...Don't go" she said turning over in bed.
"Don't worry love, I'm not going anywhere" I said climbing onto the bed and holding her snuggly until she passed away. I was happy that she had had a happy life after all the pain i had caused her. After the funeral I knew what i had to do and this time they wouldn't stop me. I arrived at the airport and ordered a ticket for Volterra. My time on earth had come to a close.
AN - I deliberatly ended the chapter like that so you could sort of make up your own ending in your heads. That was the last chapter and this story is now complete :)