A/N: So, after reading Breaking Dawn, I decided I liked Jacob better than Edward (Don't shoot me, please. I'm still an Edward fan too!), but I still think Bella and Edward are meant to be. I think it's like this: Bella and Jacob are soulmates, but Edward comes in with his general vampire hotness, and Jacob just can't compete with that. Get what I'm sayin'? So, yes, I still support Bella and Edward. I just wrote this for fun. And I'm not exactly sure where this falls into the Twilight timeline, just stick it in wherever it makes the most since. I read all the books back to back so they all sort of blended together. Also, as of now, the title has absolutely nothing to do with the story. Nothing. I just like the song. Also, I think this author's note is getting way too long, so I'll shut up now.
Disclaimer: You guys know I do not own Twilight. Or any of the other books. You know this.
You Can't Stop The Beat
Bella padded barefoot to see who was at the door. While she walked down the stairs she thought of her day; today had been particularly bad, she hadn't even changed out of her pajamas. Of course, Charlie noticed but chose not to say anything. It was as if ever since he left, everything around her seemed uninteresting and crawled along at a snail's pace. She never referred to him by name anymore, it only made her pain worse.
She opened the door and was surprised to see Jake standing there.
"Uh, hey Jake...." she said, moving so he could come in. "What are you doing here?" she asked.
"I came to see you Bells, you seemed to be having a bad day." he explained, walking into the living room.
"How'd you know?" Bella asked even though she already know the answer.
"'Cause you didn't return any of my calls. I thought you might have tripped over your own feet and died or something." he teased.
He looked at her and saw that her hair was messy and that she had her pajamas on even though it was barely even ten.
"Really bad day, Bells?" he asked.
"Can't hide anything from Jake." Bella thought. She just nodded.
"Where's Charlie?" Jake asked.
"He's gone back to the station. He won't be back until midnight." Bella explained as she went back upstairs. She really didn't feel like talking to anyone right now and decided that it would be better to just ignore the situation than try to kick Jake out.
Jake watched her move up the stairs. He thought about leaving, but decided he'd try to cheer her up anyway.
Bella lay on top of her bedspread. She heard Jake knock at her door and ignored him.
"I'm not going away that easy, Bella." Jacob called through the door.
Bella didn't respond.
"I'm coming in Bella. I hope your decent." Jacob said, opening the door slowly. He saw her just lying there, trying to ignore him. "Bella, you're letting him get to you too much." he told her, standing awkwardly just inside the door.
Bella really didn't feel like hearing anyone talk, let alone someone who had no idea how she felt. "Shut up, Jake." The pillow muffled her words. Bella looked in the opposite direction of him. Suddenly she felt him lying down beside her on her tiny bed. She turned to face him.
"Jake, you're not making me feel any better." she told him.
"Aw, c'mon Bells. Cheer up. For me, please?" he asked.
She just stared at him. Jacob stared back.
Before he knew it, he had pressed his lips against hers. Bella was surprised by the kiss, but she knew how he felt about her and, to tell the truth actually, had tried to kiss her a couple times before. But something was different this time. Usually she pushed him away and told him to behave or he'd be going outside. But she didn't want to this time. She closed her eyes and enjoyed it.
"I've had a horrible day, a horrible week, pretty much a horrible forever since he left. Can't I feel special today?" Bella thought. And that's exactly how the kiss made her feel.
She opened one eye a tiny bit and saw that Jacob's eyebrows were raised with surprise. She giggled and pulled away. Jacob looked at her with surprise, waiting on her to freak out. "Kiss me again, please, Jake?" she asked. He still looked at her as if she were crazy, but obliged.
Bella and Jake lay on Bella's bed, Jake sprinkling her with kisses that made her feel more and more special. She was delighted when Jake discovered that she slept without a bra on.
Bella felt him snap the elastic of her pajama pants and she snapped back to reality.
"Whoa. Jake, stop." she told him. He sat up and looked at her. "I- I think that we're moving a little, scratch that, a lot too fast. I don't want to sleep with you tonight." she stuttered out. "I just let you kiss me and to do all that in one night just might be emotional overload." she explained.
"Okay, Bells. I wasn't expecting you to." Jacob laughed.
She was glad that he was laughing and wasn't upset. She sat up out of his arms and Jacob moved and lay so that his head was at the foot of the bed.
"Get your huge wolfy feet out of my face, Jake!" Bella laughed and pushed them away.
Jake laughed and let his feet hang off the bed.
They lay in silence and thought about different things. One thought was the same between the two of them, though: "Whoa. That was different. I wasn't expecting that to happen."
Jake looked over and saw Bella's feet. "Man, your feet are tiny Bells. They're like munchkin feet!" he laughed.
"Well, you only think that because you and Bigfoot wear the same size." she retorted. Jacob laughed and leaned over and kissed her ankle.
"Ew, Jake, that's disgusting." Bella teased.
"I didn't kiss your foot!" Jake said defensively. Bella giggled.
That both stopped talking and decided to just enjoy the other's company.
Suddenly, Jacob was over her. He pushed her shirt up so her belly was exposed. Bella giggled; it tickled when your stomach was kissed. Jacob kissed just below her belly button and Bella started to get worried again.
"Jake, I told you that I didn't want to sleep with you tonight." she repeated. She didn't think she'd be able to trust herself to stop if things went too far.
"I know, Bells, and I respect that. But you know how I feel about you, and I just want to show you," she looked at him strange, "physically." he tagged on.
Bella froze in thought, "Oh crap, what do I do now? Should I? Let me rephrase that: Why shouldn't I? I can't keep holding out for someone I'm not sure will even come back for me." She made her decision.
She nodded to him. Jake smiled and kissed her stomach again. She felt him tug at her waistband and the underwear underneath. She lifted up and was glad that she had turned the light off when she came in.
As the air hit her below so did the nervousness. She clamped her legs shut.
Jacob hoped that she was just nervous and hadn't changed her mind. He suddenly felt kind of nervous too, it wasn't as if he had done this before either. He pushed that thought out of his mind.
He kissed the inside of her calf and gently pushed her knees apart. He planted a kiss on the inside of her knee. Bella shivered. Jacob kissed up her thigh. He looked up at her for the go ahead once more. She shivered again and nodded to him. She jumped when she felt his kisses reach their destination. Jacob looked up at her to see if she was okay.
"I'm fine. Keep going." her voice was shaky.
Jacob kissed and licked her, always avoiding the small bundle that called for the most attention. Bella took deep breaths and tried not to explode, or melt, or whatever it was that was going to eventually happen.
Small gasps and moans escaped her mouth. Soon she couldn't take anymore of this avoiding the right spot.
"Oh, god, Jacob, you're killing me up here!" she shouted to him.
He ran his tongue across the small bundle of nerves once and she jerked upward.
"Oh, god Jacob, don't stop. Please, please, don't stop." she panted to him. She was trying to keep her voice down so she could hear Charlie's cruiser if it pulled up.
It was as if an electric current ran through her body, making her toes curl, her hips jerk in crazy directions, and her back arch. Jacob gripped her hips and held them down and never slowed. Bella felt the pressure still building up and moaned.
Suddenly, it was like the electric current multiplied by a thousand and reached its boiling point. Bella let out a loud moan and all she could do was arch her back and call out to God. Jacob was starting to have a hard time holding her hips down.
Bella collapsed back to the bed, all her strength spent.
Jacob stopped and stared at her. It was as if she fell asleep instantly. He crawled up beside her and saw that she was obviously awake because she moved to get in his arms.
"God, Jake, where'd that come from?" she said quietly, still breathing hard.
He smiled and kissed her forehead. "You sure changed your tune quick. It went from 'I don't think we should....' to 'Oh god don't stop.' pretty fast." he teased.
"Shut up, Jake." she slapped his arm but ended up just bruising her hand.
"I wasn't that loud...." she mumbled, but she was already on her way to dreamland. She decided she'd enjoy falling asleep in his arms before she kicked him out lest Charlie find them, and noticed how warm Jake's skin actually was when she finally drifted off.
And just then Edward was the farthest thing from her mind.
A/N: So, I never would have written this if a friend of mine hadn't practically threatened me to write it. So you can all thank Chelsea. Also, this most likely will not be a one-shot, the idea train is chugging with continuations. Can't say how often I'll update it (Although it definitely will not be like every two weeks or more. I hate that as much as you guys.) because I'm working on The Wizard of Oz at school (So fun!), hence the munchkin line, and we have practice practically every day. But I will not leave you guys hanging! So anyway, review! Please. And thank you.