AN: Ok This is set a few years after Breaking Dawn hope you all like it reviews are love :)

I Feel It AllI feel it all I feel it all
I feel it all I feel it all
The wings are wide the wings are wide
Wild card inside wild card inside

Oh I'll be the one who'll break my heart
I'll be the one to hold the gone

I know more than I knew before
I know more than I knew before
I didn't rest I didn't stop
Did we fight or did we talk

Oh I'll be the one who'll break my heart
I'll be the one to hold the gun

I love you more
I love you more
I don't know what I knew before
But now I know I'm wanna win the war

No one likes to take a test
Sometimes you know more is less
Put your weight against the door
Kick drum on the basement floor
Stranded in a fog of words
Loved him like a winter bird
On my head the water pours
Gulf stream through the open door
Fly away
Fly away to what you want to make

I feel it all, I feel it all
I feel it all I feel it all
The wings are wide, the wings are wide
Wild card inside, wild card inside

Oh I'll be the one to break my heart
I'll be the one who'll break my heart
I'll be the one who'll break my heart
I'll end it thought you started it

The truth lies
The truth lied
And lies divide
Lies divide

(I feel it all - Feist)

Alice knew we weren't going to last forever but what she hadn't realised is we wouldn't even realise when it happened. I just turned around one day and looked at her and she looked at me and we realised. It wasn't there anymore; that love that we had felt.

Sure we loved each other but like brother and sister, I couldn't remember the last time we'd kissed let alone anything else. Alice saw that there was no future for us as lovers so we became friends again because I still couldn't imagine life without her even if she wasn't my wife anymore.

We were happy anyway just been friends content. I didn't think I'd ever really fall in love again, never did I think I could love like Edward loves Bella. No, I thought that kind of love is for other people, the rare kind of people who can find someone they can love forever.

We were having a new start now anyway moving away from Forks to a rainy town in Britain where the sun ceased to shine for most of the year. Just us Cullen's and Jacobs pack – since there's nothing keeping them to forks anyway they decided to follow us and most importantly Renesme.

I hate planes even if we are on our own private jet.

"If the dog throws up one more time I'm going to throw him out" hissed Rosalie glaring at the travel sick Seth.

Seth glared back going a little green in the process.

"Back off Blondie" snarled Leah.

There was a lot of anger and tension flying about it was driving me crazy. Oh and let's not forget the happy couple at the back - I mean get a room. I tried to calm down the about- to- be cat fight to get a little peace.

"It's sickening isn't it?" chimed Alice's voice nodding towards Bella and Edward.

"You don't have to feel it" I said.

"but I have to have visions about in. Jasper! Visions!" she said a little mellow dramatic.

Then as if on cue her eyes went blank with a vision.

"Wow!" she said when she came back from it.

She looked at me a wide grin on her face I her excitement was nauseating .

"Good luck Jasper" she said before merrily skipping off.

You know for once I really didn't want to know, I think that when Alice grins like that trouble can only follow. I could only think of one question – Why me?