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This story was inspired by the song: Had A Little Time by Beautiful South
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I pulled my coat around tighter, I felt rather exposed, though I was sure I was completely covered. I knocked on the large oak front door. I was in the middle of knocking when the door was opened by Emmett. He greeted me with a giant bear hug.
"Hey, soon to be lil sis!" He said, I could smell the alcohol on him.
"Woa, Em" I said as he collapsed his weight on me, he was quite heavy, "Erm.. help?" I asked quietly of no-one in particular. It was Rosalie who appeared behind her husband.
"Dear, God!" She said lifting Emmett off of me, without breaking a sweat, "That's it! No more going out with Jasper!"
"I'm not that bad.." Emmett slurred unable to stand.
"Yeah, you're worse, I dread to think what Alice has to deal with. If you're in this state Jasper must be worse." Rosalie said, finally deciding to carry Emmett, "Come in Bella, Edward's in his room but he went out with Jazz and Em as well so I don't know what state he'll be in."
"Thanks Rose," I said pushing the door closed behind myself, I was still hugging the grey black coat tightly around myself. I had been out to Seattle with Alice to pick out some things for Edward. Well really I would wear them, but they were for Edward. I walked up the stairs and thanked the Almighty that Carlisle and Esme were on a hunting trip. If they knew what I planned to do with their son... I'd just rather they didn't. I stopped when I reached Edward's door and placed my left hand on the handle, I paused looking down at the engagement ring that Edward had given me. It had belonged to his mother, and I was truly thankful and incredibly overwhelmed when he had asked me to be his wife, despite how I tried to hide it. I pictured my married life with him; in just under a month we would be Mr and Mrs Cullen, together forever, for all eternity. I pushed the handle down and walked in to his room the light were off. I flipped them on, supposing he had gone out to hunt, and that I'd wait for him to come back so I could give his present so that he could unwrap it: me.
What I saw made my heart stop. My arms fell to my sides, my coat coming undone. My eyes filled with tears, not wanting to believe what I saw. Edward was in his bedroom. He wasn't alone though, no, he had Jessica with him. Jessica Stanley! The girl who had been my friend for two years. He was having sex with Jessica Stanley!
"Shit!" He said when I turned the lights on, he looked up to me, "Bella!"
I just stood there frozen, unable to move from shock.
He grabbed a sheet off the bed, wrapping it around his waist, while pulling a duvet over Jessica.
"Hey Bella," Jessica smiled evilly at me, out of breath.
"Bella," Edward said standing infront of me, I now didn't care that I was standing there in nothing but a coat and underwear.
"Why?" I breathed my vision so blurry from tears that I could only see his outline, I wiped the tears from my eyes, feeling the anger rise in me.
"WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING EDWARD CULLEN!" I screamed at the top of my voice, "WHY THE HELL ARE YOU FUCKING JESSICA, IN OUR BED?!"
My screams had caught the attention of the household, who were now standing outside Edward's bedroom door.
"Bella, love," Edward said calmly reaching for me.
"DON'T TOUCH ME!" I screamed at him so violently, that Rosalie looked taken aback. "JESSICA? EDWARD YOU HATE JESSICA! I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME?"
"I do love you," Edward said quietly.
"WELL IT SURE THE HELL DOESN'T LOOK LIKE IT." I said still screaming at the top of my voice.
"DON'T YOU DARE! DON'T YOU DARE BELLA HONEY ME! I WALKED IN ON YOU. I LOVED YOU EDWARD CULLEN. I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING, MY HEART, MY MIND, MY SOUL...MY... MY...BODY. I FUCKING GAVE YOU MY VIRGINITY EDWARD, AND THIS IS HOW YOU SHOW YOUR AFFECTIONS, BY SCREWING SOMEONE I THOUGHT WAS A FRIEND?!?!" I screamed the tears returning.
Rosalie had moved into the bedroom, and now had her arms around me, trying to comfort me; something she knew would be in vain. Alice was shoving clothes at Jessica and telling her to leave.
"Bella..." Edward said moving closer to me, but stepping back from the growl he received from all of his siblings, who were now all huddled around me.
"I came here to surprise you, to give you a present," I said, my voice hoarse from screaming, I was now in full fledged tears, crying into Rosalie.
"Bella, I was drunk..." Edward said
"OH YOU WERE DRUNK WERE YOU?" I said finding my voice again. "WELL EDWARD, WE'VE ALL BEEN DRUNK, BUT YOU DON'T SEE ANY OF US SHAGGING THE FIRST PERSON WE BUMP INTO!"
"I know love," Edward said.
"You know what Edward? I can't deal with this... I can't..."
Everything went black.
I woke up lying with my head in Alice's lap, I tried to focus my eyes, but they were still blurry.
"She's awake," I heard Rosalie say, she was now leaning over me.
"Yeah," I croaked, "I'm awake" I sat up, with the help of Jasper and Rosalie.
"Do you remember what happened?" Alice asked concerned.
I cast my mind back and it all returned to me, what Edward had done.
I felt the tears start again, "Yes..." I hugged her for support, she made soothing noises, knowing there was nothing she could say that would help the situation.
"No, man. I don't think that's wise." I heard Emmett say from the hallway.
I looked at Rosalie, "Let him in, I have to say something,"
She nodded before darting away, and coming back followed by Emmett and Edward.
"Bella," He said rushing towards me, being met with a growl from Alice.
He stood firm in front of me, but not so close as to receive further growls.
"Bella, baby. I'm so sorry, I went out with Jazz and Em and we had to much to drink and I bumped into Jessica."
I raised my hand for him to stop, and he obliged.
"I don't want to hear it." I said flatly. "Edward I loved you, and I didn't think you could hurt me more than when you left, but you have. I loved you so much; I would have given my life for you, and frequently contemplated doing so. I believed that you loved me the same. That's why I agreed to marry you, that's why I gave you everything, including my virginity Edward. You have to understand, I loved you more than I've ever loved anything, and in an instant you took that away from me."
Edward was now sitting on the coffee table opposite me, "Bella..."
I held my hand up again, "Let me finish. I gave you everything I had. I physically have nothing else to give you. I know, you were drunk, but that doesn't excuse you. It never has, never will. Jessica was my friend, and you weren't just my boyfriend you were my fiancé. More than that Edward you were my whole world. I my heart jumped every time I saw you, everyday I'd ask God what I'd done to deserve you. I considered you and angel. I could barely breathe when I looked at you."
I paused looking at him, as I said this my heart broke all over again.
"Now when I look at you... I'm disgusted. I feel sick. I want to run and throw up now. I look down on you. After all that time wondering how I could measure up to you, I now realise: I AM BETTER THAN YOU. Because I would never do what you just did to me. I am not that desperate to fuck someone that I would just jump the bones of the first thing I saw."
I took a deep breath as I waited for my anger to subside. I stood up, walking toward him, followed by the rest of the Cullen's, who were there to protect me, and sympathise with me.
"That is why," I said removing the ring from my left hand, "I can't marry you anymore."
I placed the ring on the table beside him. He reached out and grabbed me, with such force I knew it would leave a bruise.
"Bella, please, don't do this" He begged.
I reached out and touched his cheek with my hand, "You did this not me."
I turned my back on him, tears streaking down my face, and I walked out of his life.
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