Dean sat in the front seat of his beloved impala waiting for something interesting to happen, but he knew nothing would happen so he just decided to sit there as the worthless minutes of his life passed by. He was also very tired but he knew that he could not sleep, just in case a crap load of demons decided to launch a full-blown attack on him.
But even a hunter like himself couldn't resist the urge to close their eyes and fall asleep. So he closed his eyes and almost lulled off to sleep. Although, not to long after, a rather annoying angel decided to stir him from his peaceful sleep.
"Hmm?" Dean mumbled not opening his eyes.
"Dean…wake up, we need to talk"
"Come on, can't you come some other time and leave me alone? I'm trying to sleep here."
"Does it look I care what your trying to do Dean? No, and as I was saying you need to wake up now….or else."
Dean's eyes flew open and he looked at the angel, "Or else what, you'll smite me? Huh, wonder how the big guy up in the sky would feel about that."
"I'm not going to smite you Dean, I just want to talk with you about…recent things that have been going on, so please listen."
Dean laid his head against the window and let out a long sigh, "Fine, you got what you wanted, I'm listening"
"Thirty-four seals have been already broken Dean, that is half way."
"And? Dean, the world is coming to an end, we are losing the war, demons are winning and that is not supposed to happen."
"Dean!" Castiel said a little too loudly.
Dean turned his head to face the angel, "What? What do you want me to say Cas? That I promise to save the world? Is that what you want? A promise to save every single living soul from Lilith and Lucifer? And from all the demons?"
"That's not what I was saying Dean"
"Well It sure sounded like to me"
"All I'm trying to say is that you and Sam need to get ready for this war that is coming upon us"
"Okay, we are trying our best, but now your just sounding like Ruby" Dean smirked.
"I don't give a damn who I sound like Dean"
"Whoa Cas, didn't thank angles were aloud to cuss!" Dean said throwing the angel a sarcastic look.
"We are Dean, we just choose not to"
"Whatever, I still don't why you even came here to bother me about things that I already know about" Dean said looking away from Castiel.
"Wait, you knew about the seals?"
"Yeah, Ruby told Sam, Sam told me, so what's it to ya"
Castiel furrowed his brows together and frowned, "What's it to me? What it is to me Dean, is that I think you should've done something about it then instead of just sitting here in your car"
"Well from what I see Cas, you ain't the boss of me" Dean said crossing his arms.
"Well I think I know I'm not the boss of you Dean, but I can throw you back into perdition, I'll have you know that"
"I'd love to see you try" Dean scoffed.
"Dean…I'm not going to have this conversation with you okay? If you want the world to end go ahead and do nothing, because I can't seem to get anything through that think skull of yours."
Dean was quiet again.
"I have things to attend you Dean, I'll talk to you later when you have made up your mind, and remember…God is always going to be in your heart and if her knew about the things I said to you…"
"He'll cast you out of heaven?" Dean asked plainly.
"Eh, not quite, good talking to you Dean take care"
And with that the angel was gone. Dean looked around him and locked the doors to the impala.
He felt a single tear roll down his face, in truth he was scared of what might happen in the months to come. He looked up to the sky and felt the cold air on his face as he closed his eyes.
''God, If you can hear me, I'm sorry….I'm sorry that I can't be perfect and I'm sorry if the world you created comes to an end….because of me.''