AN: This i think is going to be by far my favourite story. i hope you like it as much as i enjoy writing it. Unwell (by Matchbox Twenty) is a perfect song for this story. i promise you this one will be full of suprises.

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Unwell

All day
Staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night
Hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something
Hold on
I'm feeling like I'm headed for a
Breakdown
I don't know why
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Me
Talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
I know
I know they've all been talking 'bout me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong
With me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow
I've lost my mind
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
I been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're taking me away
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Hey, how I used to be
How I used to be, yeah
Well I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
How I used to be

(Unwell- Matchbox 20)

It was the same as always. In this small cramped room, just me, Doctor Cullen and the spider that never moved on the ceiling. It was a huge spider; I mean an acrophobia's worst nightmare just sitting motionless up there. I tried not to stare at it. I mean if you'd come into this office for treatment of acrophobia you have exposure therapy right there and then.

Of course I'm just rambling about the spider to avoid the real issue here. To be fair though it is the biggest spider I had ever seen in my life. It made me grateful that I don't mind spiders else I would freak out.

"Miss Swan I know that the spider has you transfixed but we're wasting time here, now I get paid for sitting here writing notes but you don't get paid for been bored . I'm not the one losing out here" said Doc Cullen locking my eyes with his.

Maybe Doctor Cullen was like that spider up there just patiently waiting for me to get caught up in his web. He knew I'd break at some point after all I'd volunteered for this the only thing was I wasn't too comfortable with actually putting it into practise. The whole prying into my personal thoughts and feelings just to 'fix' me just didn't appeal to me.

I had to do this though to show him I could be great all on my own. That I was just fantastic and I didn't need his help with my 'problem'. That it didn't hurt that he didn't know I existed anymore. The hole in my chest threatened to rip me up again. I fought against it knowing what I must do.

"So where do we start?" I asked Doctor Cullen leaning back onto the comfy arm chair.

"Let's start with the moment that stands out the most to you, where you met this person who made you feel better for a while?" he said.

So I began my story about a girl named Bella (Me) and a boy named Edward who changed her life forever.

AN: Sorry it's short but it's only an intro. i put the full song up because it's pretty much the core ofthe story. Please read and review and i will love you for it i'm gonig to try and reply to every review 4 this story depending how many i end up with lol.