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The part in italics is from the book.

1. A Change of Fate

"Bella it's time. How much longer could we stay in forks after all? Carlisle can barely pass for thirty, and he's claiming thirty-three now. We'd have to start over soon regardless."

I stared at him, trying to understand what he meant.
He stared back coldly.
With a roll of nausea, I'd realised I'd misunderstood.

"When you say We--," I whispered.
"I mean my family and myself." Each word separate and distinct.

A few minutes passed before I could speak. "Okay," I said. "I'll come with you."

"I'm no good for you Bella." He replied. "My world is not for you." He said grimly.

"What happened with Jasper, that was nothing Edward! Nothing!"

"Your right," He agreed. "It was exactly what was to be expected."

"No! This is about my soul isn't it?" I shouted furious, somehow it still sounded like a plea. "You can have my soul. I don't want it without you-it's yours already!"

"Bella I don't want you to come with me" He spoke the words slowly and precisely.

His cold eyes were on my face, watching as I slowly absorbed what he was saying.
"You . . . don't . . . want me?" I tried out the words confused at how they sounded.

"No," He replied back coldly. I searched in his Topaz eyes for something, something wasn't right.

"But, I love you." I whispered. He looked back into my eyes, like on the first day I had met him. I flinched under his gaze.

"Goodbye Isabella. It would be as if I never existed." And then he was gone.

"No." I screamed and fell to the ground. My hair fell in front of my face, angry tears spurting from my eyes. I clenched the grass from underneath my fists and tried to breathe. Pain attacked every inch of my body. I loved him and yet he left me.

"How could you.?" I sobbed into the night. "You promised me…" I sobbed. I got up, but my knees buckled, too weak. I felt like I had gone mental. I wished to die. I fell, hitting my head on the nearest branch. Blood spurted down the side of my face. I could smell the blood, but my body could not respond. I heard some leaves rustling through my pitiful cries.

"Well, hello Bella." A smooth female voice came. One word crossed my mind. Victoria.

"Come kill me." I invited my death into my arms. A life without him wasn't worth living.

"Oh no, how could I ever do that?" She cackled as she came towards me,

"Oh no," She purred into my ears. "I want to hurt you." She whispered and her teeth sunk into my skin. I welcomed the pain, I didn't feel any, I felt the burning sensation but didn't scream. I wanted to die; I was too afraid that she might pull away from me. A few minutes later, she did pull away. Through the burning pain, I managed to look at her face.

"Don't stop." I begged. She laughed and sauntered off, gliding swiftly between the trees. Leaving me alone in the forests, left to endure my pain alone.

"Edward." I wanted him here, next to me. I was ashamed to admit it though it was true. The flame of the fire inside me licked every part and I waited in anticipation for when it would stop.

I opened my eyes, I felt like a new person. I looked up and saw sunlight shining down on me.

"Well that's unusual for Forks!" I muttered to myself. I gasped when I heard my voice. I listened in amazement, it sounded so wonderful. Shocked, the truth hit me. I lifted me hand up,

"Oh Lord." I mumbled as I saw my hand sparkle and dazzle under the sunlight.

"Am I like Ed-" I cut myself off. Pain searing my heart, I clutched my torso so the pain would go away. Even saying his name hurt.

"Oh pull yourself together Bella." I snapped at myself. I could live without him, I didn't need him, I wasn't the hopeless human no more.

I felt a burning sensation in my throat. I felt thirsty. I sniffed in the air and smelled something tasty; I followed it, amazed at how swiftly my feet ran under the ground. No wonder he could travel like that. I found a deer, eating some grass nearby. I pounced on it, snapped his head and drank it dry. Once I had finished, I tossed its body to the side. The burning in my throat had still not gone yet. I followed the scent of another deer and attacked it.

After drinking to my content, I remembered something. Charlie! He would probably be worried sick for me now, I had to go and see him. Something told me that I would not hurt him; he was my father after all. Deciding to risk it I went home. Plus, I needed to change my clothes.

I walked inside the door, Charlie was sat with his head on his desk, he had dark circles under his eyes, he looked restless. There were flyers all over, "Isabella Swan Missing." They read with my picture on them.

"Dad." I whispered softly and tried to wake him up. I scrunched my nose in disgust of his human blood smell. I chuckled, so I don't like human blood even as a vamp!

"Wha-" He said sleepily. He looked up and his eyes widened in shock.

"Oh My God Bells." He yelled and leapt out of his chair and hugged me. He pulled me away, tears in his eyes.

"You're different." He said, with a sad smile.

"Dad, he left me." I winced at the pain. "And after that, I was transformed into something different. Do you want to know?" I asked him, afraid that my own dad would hate me for what I became. He would probably lock me up or report me to someone for being a freak. To my surprise he said,

"I know Bella. But you came back, why?" We both sat down, although I knew that he probably didn't fully know what I had become.

"How did you know that I was changed to something else?" Honestly, my father seemed like he was some sort of genius!

"Your eyes have changed from being brown like mine to crimson red." I nodded my head, he wasn't stupid. After that we kept quiet. It was time for dinner; lucky for me I still knew how to cook food.

"Do you eat?" He asked, he seemed a little afraid and shy to ask the question.

"Yes," I sighed, "But something different to you." He nodded his head once, and I was grateful that he didn't ask any more questions. I was glad that Charlie had taken this whole thing calmly. I was curious to know why though.

"Dad, why aren't you having a panic attack?" I asked him. He laughed, wrinkles forming at the side of his eyes.

"I love you Bells. Too much." He gave me an awkward side hug, but even those words meant so much to me.

"I love you too Dad." I mumbled and looked away. That's how I spent the rest of my life, with him. Sometimes I sobbed tearlessly, if I remembered any of them. But I had my life now. With my father. Who was getting older day by day. I served him and fed him and looked after him. When he went on serious missions I would protect him. I wouldn't be like him who promised to stay forever but still left. I proved to myself that if you truly love someone you would never let go of them.

50 years later

"Bella." My father said. He was on his deathbed now. I looked into his brown chocolate eyes as he stared back into my golden ones.

"Thank you for not abandoning me." He managed out. I kissed my father's forehead.

"My little girl, beautiful as always." He smiled and his eyes closed. I held his hand and sobbed, I wished that I were human, so that tears would fall out. But that was a normal human's life, only we had a different option. After my father's funeral, I faked my own death.

I left to another city, somewhere in the middle of nowhere, in a town called Annapolis, Maryland. It was a small quiet area where I spent a lonely 100 years of my life. Renee had died, Charlie had died, Phil had died. Everyone who I ever knew or loved had died. All except for one, although I knew he would never die. But, I didn't love him no more, I hated him, probably nearly as much as he hated me.

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