I do not own Twilight or the character's. Stephenie Meyer does though because she is brilliant to bring to
life a family we all wish would adopt us into it !!!!!!
Edward is writing about his difference is in day and night !!
I laugh softly to myself when I think of how people look at us and only see the package we
put out for them. They don't see or know the real us, of course , we work hard to keep it that
way.(LOL) But I wonder what they would say if they saw us behind closed doors?? Would they
still treat us with awe and respect. Or would we be the immorals and weirdos. Well, I know
how they would treat us if they knew our MAIN secret , but I'm talking about us personally
and our "family bonding". Oh well , since we don't let people- well humans that close , I guess
we will never find out!!
I guess I'll start with Carlisle. He's the moral , upstanding Doctor that is revered by this community.
They all know and frankly have been told , that he could be anywhere in the world, he is so
sought after, but he chose this town to live and practice in. It's so surreal that he is a
Doctor. Our kind are appalled that he treats "humans" , why bother when their 'food'?!! But ,
we feed on humans , we are .. well vegetarians (LOL) only feed on animals. We completely
perplex our kind. But if people, being humans, would know what we really are , they would say
monsters , killers and demonic blood-suckers. And hunt us down like they still do in some parts
of the world.
But lets see .. Carlisle...hmmm . He was born in 1640 , well as far as he can figure , and knew
he was around 23 years old , when he had been attacked by an old and very hungry Vampire.
Yes VAMPIRE!! When Carlisle realized what he became , he tried to figure out ways to
destroy himself , but none worked. He then hid himself from humans , so he wouldn't kill any.
But the burning in his throat only worsened because he refused to feed , then one night , he couldn't
take it anymore . But , he had found herd of deers , hunting them , and feeding from them.
That's when he realized , he didn't have to be a "monster", he could feed from , even
then his humanity won over his blood thirsting side. That's when he decided he could help
humanity and treat and care for sick. So, for centuries , he would do just that . Studying
everywhere in the world and treating everywhere also. But , most of that time he was alone. He
had met and befriended some other immortals, but most where the monster he never wanted
to be , so he would move along.
He was lonely. Immortality had its cost. If he did allow himself to become ' friends ' with humans,
well their short life span always made him loose himself in sorrow . He longed to have a
companion , someone who understood and would be there for centuries with him. When what
probably seemed like karma or whatever you want to call it , an opportunity presented itself to him.
The young patients Mother , had asked or demanded, that Carlisle save her son , only he could do it.
When he tells this story , from first time I heard it , to my re-birth date couple weeks ago, it's always
same. Like she knew what he was , and she wished for him to save her child no matter what. When
she died right after asking him , Carlisle looked to her child and saw that he too wouldn't make it
much longer. Carlisle wants , out waying most of his common sense thoughts , stole young man,
took him back to his home. He rationalized that he was dying , so why not try , and if he couldn't
control himself , then it wasn't like he was a true killer. So ,with those thoughts , Carlisle proceeded
to inflict the same type of wounds he himself had .
After three days of watching his young charge go through torment of changing , he vowed to
never do this again. Finally on third day , he opened his eyes. Looking around until they
spotted Carlisle. He had moved back to stand at end of his bed , the young vampire
looked at him ... "Father??" ... " Mother ??"... Carlisle shook his head ,sadly told him
they hadn't made it. But because of his Mother's love , he had with Carlisle's help.
Then he sat down and explained everything to him. Telling him that they would be together
And that's when I realized , Edward Anthony Masen Jr. , no longer exsisted. I was
now Edward Anthony Masen-Cullen. And I was looking at my creator ,
friend , teacher .. father .... and my future lover.
Hmm.... well ??