Okay...I really don't know how to say this simply so I guess I'll just tell you guys the whole story.
Yesturday as many of you know i went to my cousin's wedding. We were at the reception having dinner when I got a call from my friend Jessica's sister. To out the conversation in as few words as possible I'll just say that, Jessica passed away yesturday Sunday July 18th due to the injuries sustained in her fall. Jessica was only 15.
It was a big shock, since that morning I had heard she was doing better. I'm extremley upset, but yet comforted by her death. Though she dies young, she isn't suffering if she had been before. I always believed that the person that dies is always better off than the people they leave bhind. I also can't imagine her going any other way. She was killed doing the one thing she loved more than anything else in the world, riding her horse Misty.
Her life was short, but it was a good life. I would like to take a minute to tell everyone about my friend.
Jessica, hilarious, intellegent, and to put ehr in one word amazing. She was always their to talk to and joke with. We met in the fall doing pony rides for my barn. we didn't go to the same school so the time we spetn together was limited. we always emailed, called, imed, and texted eachother and spent weekends at the barn and eachother's houses. My dad always said she was the reason unlimited text messageing was invented.
I loved her like a sister and her pony, who was put down after the accident. She was a much better rider than me and was always helping me improve. She let me ride her pony frequently since I don't own or lease my own. We always had so much fun together.
Most of you don't know her conection to my fanfiction ethier. She doesn't have an account, but she is an amazing writer. She was the first ever person to read Loving an Angel. She came up with the idea for It's War. She kept me grounded in my writing preveiwing everything before it was posted. She helped me come up with ideas for Loving an Angel and It's War both. She was the biggest Twilight fan I ever met!
She had so many oprotunities ahead of her. She wanted to be a writer, an equestrian, a vet, an actor, a song writer, and a singer. She could haev done all of theses.
At the time of the accident she was in the process of writing her own fanfiction, which I did consider finishing and posting for all of you, but it sisn't seem fair. She wrote it and I don't want to take credit for it. That and I don't know where her mind was heading for the ending as she stoped at what I believed to be the climax. I would never be able to finish it with being behind on both of my stories. I love her too much to destory her writing. She also told me she was writing a song for Casey and Edward in Love Goes On, that I will try to track down and post as it goes with the story.
Thank you everyone for your support the past couple of days. I wish things didn't have to end this way, but I'm glad that I'm no longer in suspense. I'm going to take a short break til the funeral and everythnig is over. so by next week I plan to have updated both stories.
I will be giving a eulagy at her funeral and this is in a way my rough rough rough draft.
Both her and her pony will be cremated and the ashes will be scattered together at a few of the places she loved. I will be scatering them at the barn.
RIP JESS AND MISTY YOU MUST HAVE BEEN TOO GOOD TO STAY WITH US ANY LONGER3333 LOVE YOU BOTH FOREVER3333 TELL GRANDMA MARCKS ALL ABOUT ME! GRANDPA MARCKS I'M SORRY! AND MY PAPA HOW MUCH I LOVE AND MISS HIM! OHH AND TELL MY AUNTS DOG BUBBA HOW HE WAS THE BEST DOG I EVER MET!