Really I am so sorry its been like a month and I really am sorry buuuut I have no excuse….I just didn't really want to SORRY! And P.S. some parts of this are real cheesy…

People seemed to notice my shriek, and many dancers were now staring at me, nervously. "Uh, are you okay babe?" James asked into my ear.

I flew to the ground. "Jake, Jake wake up! Its Bella! Jake, I love you, you can't leave me! No! No!!! Does anyone know what happened?" I asked to the crowd still surrounding me, but no one answered "Don't just stand there, call 911!"I screamed at them I noticed now, the fat wet tears flowing down my cheeks. I put my head on Jake's chest. I could hear Alice's worried voice talking quickly to a 911 operator. I kept my head on Jake's chest, and started crying harder when I smelled something I recognized. I put my and on the side of his neck, not facing the floor, and saw a gash, bleeding like a waterfall. A bartender had just knelt down next to me.

"Miss…Miss, is he okay?" he asked quietly. But I couldn't hear him. The blood was making me sick . I knew this would happen as soon as I smelt it. Now, I was slowly drifting off, into black.

As soon as I opened my eyes, and saw the nurse writing something on a clipboard next to me, I asked her what I was aching to know. "Where is he?' I asked urgently, sitting up in what I realized was a hospital bed.

"Sweetie, I think you need to lie down," she said quietly

"No, now tell me where he is," I said plainly and stood up.

"he's in room 115" she said "but I don't know if he's woken up yet," I jumped out of my bed and ran out the door before her words registered. She doesn't know if he's….waken up. Is he in a coma? Oh my god! I sprinted down the hall watching the numbers decrease. 128.…119...116 FINALLY 115. The door was open so I walked in, looking around. Jacob was lying peacefully on the white hospital bed, looking weaker than I have ever seen. Crumpled, and tired looking. I felt the tears spring to my eyes. I sank into the chair and put my hand on his. As soon as I did so, his heartbeat raced for a second but then quieted down. I laughed and patted his soft, but strangely cold hand.

"Jake?" I asked softly, my voice cracking as the tears broke loose. As one landed on his arm his heartbeat picked up again and his eyes fluttered. "Jake? Jake can you hear me?" I asked more urgently and his eyes opened all the way.

" Bella," he called out softly and I sighed loudly. "Bella I need you to know something if I don't make it out of this." he stopped to catch his breath. "I have loved you since I first saw you at the dance, and I want to spend the rest of my life with you," My eyes opened wide as I realized what was happening. "Please look in my coat pocket," he said softly, weakly. I turned in my seat and saw his black leather jacket hanging on a hook. As I reached into the pocket I felt I small felt box. I was sobbing now

"Bella Swan, will you marry me?" He asked as he opened the box that I had placed in his large shaking hand. It revealed a silver band with diamonds and three stunning sapphires.

"Yes Jacob! Of course I will marry you!' I said through my tears "I will always love you," I said, giving him a kiss on the cheek. He slid the ring on my finger and it fit perfectly.

"Beautiful," he said ,"just like you" I smiled but giggled at his cheesiness of his sweet words. Then a quiet nurse walked in.

"Im sorry to disturb you, but visiting time is over," she said quietly, leading me out the door, whispering "congratulations" as I stepped through the threshold smiling at Jake.

I walked into the waiting room, looking for familiar faces and was relieved to see Edward, dosing in a chair by the exit. I walked over and sat down. He woke up when I set my hand on his shoulder. "Hi," he said groggily, rubbing his eyes.

"where is everyone? I need to make an announcement" I asked, excepting to see Rosalie, Alice, Emmett and Jasper, sitting in the waiting room with him.

"they went home after the first day," he said and I gasped.

"What! The first day?" I asked "how long have I been here?"

"You were knocked out for 3 days" he said, chuckling at my surprise. "Is Jake okay?" he asked, with real concern.

"He woke up, but is very weak." I said. "and…he proposed." I said quietly, biting my lip, but holding up my hand.

"Oh," he said in surprise "well, congratulations," he said with a smile that didn't reach his eyes. "You should call Alice and Rose," he said holding his phone out "They'll be so happy for you"

I took the maroon env2 (WOOT ENV2!) out of his hand and dialed Alice's cell.

"Edward, unless you are calling me to tell me Bella is okay I will go over there and shove this phone up-" came Alice's high voice through the phone.

"Relax Al, its me" I interrupted. She shrieked

"Oh my god I am so happy! Rose! She's alright!" she screamed "Is Jake okay?" she asked nervously

"He woke up, and uhm…. Proposed" I said quietly. I had to pull the phone away from my ear as the scream came.

"Oh my god what did you say!" she asked in a squeak

"Yes of course," I said, now giggling.

I was about to tell her about the gorgeous ring when Jakes doctor walked over.

"Bella Swan?" he asked with a frown, and I nodded, asking Alice to hold on. "Bella, I am so sorry, but Jacob passed away at 5:37 today."

With that I dropped the phone to the floor an burst into sobs.