Notes: For track three of Jasper's disc of the fanmix, no rain can wash away those bloody tears.
Title: leave this broken past behind
Words: 165 words
Disclaimer: It's a fact that I don't own the Twilight series; it's Meyer's creation, and my muses and I only fool around with her characters for no profit whatsoever.
. leave this broken past behind .
'There's no time to waste on giving up / My love wasn't enough'
Everything is silent, and it's cold. The world has turned into a cold and desolate place, and Jasper finds himself having to walk through it alone once more. It hurts him to know that love isn't enough, that it's never been enough and all those fairy tales are nothing but lies.
Wasting time, though, would be a selfish and cruel thing to do, and the last thing that Jasper wants is to cause Edward pain. That would be wrong of him, and he couldn't live with himself if he did. For as much as he wishes he could hate the younger vampire, he knows that he can't because he loves him with all his heart.
It's a slow and painful process, but Jasper goes through with it. It will be worth it in the end, he hopes. And maybe moving on will be the best thing for him, he needs to find a healthier relationship, one where the feelings are mutual and reciprocated.
That hurts to think about.