hey ppl this is my first song fic. tell me if it's good or not kk i'm still not used to this so yeah :]
song: in the end by linkin park.
declaimer: i don't own gakuen alice nor this song, enjoy!


How did it become like this, we were very close, many people mistaken us for a couple.

It starts with
One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To explain due time

I've been trying hard, hoping that you'll have the same feelings as me.


All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it countdown till the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
You didn't look out below,
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on
Didn't even know, I wasted it all
Just to watch you go

I spend my days waiting for you in your room when you're off to one of those damn missions. When you come back always injured, never talking or even looking at me when I'm bandaging your wounds.


I kept everything inside
And even though I tried
It all fell apart
What it's meant to be
Will eventually,
be a memory, of a time
When I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesnt even matter
I had to fall, to lose it all
But in the end, it doesn't even matter

I've tried hard to be more than a friend to you but it seems you never did care once. You never knew how I felt about you or maybe you did, but never did cared. I've tried so hard for the past 4 years, never once did you let me help you open up, but in the end I've fallen for you, hard.

One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even mather how hard you try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To remind myself
How I tried so hard
Despite the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised it got so far
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end

You never did let anybody get near me that were boys and that we always fight when we were little until now; I thought those were excuse for getting my attention. But now I've grown up, everything's not the same anymore I've changed because of you, but I don't think you'll notice any changes, since to you we were just friends or a bunch of kids messing around, but to me we are best friends.


You kept everything inside
And even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to be, will
Eventually, be a memory of a time
When I tried so hard,
And got so far,
But in the end, it doesn't even matter
I had to fall, to lose it all
But in the end, it doesn't even matter

You always did hide your emotion inside no matter how hard I've tried to get you to reveal your emotion, but I guess when I did, I've never thought you felt that way. That you hated me so much I thought that they were lies or jokes, but they weren't. I guess no matter how hard I tried, you'll never feel the same.


I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far, as I can go
For all this
There's only one thing you should know
I've put my trust, in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There's only one thing you should know
I've tried so hard,
And got so far,
But in the end, it doesn't even matter
I had to fall, to lose it all,
But in the end, it doesn't even matter

I've trusted you so much, hoping you'll be the last person to hurt me, I tried to not annoy you so much, I've changed so that I hope I'll be the one for you, but in the end nothing matters anymore since you're the first one to hurt me so much and you never did appreciate anything I do. I hate you so much Natsume Hyuuga.