Prologue

It was almost six months since Edward had left Bella. Bella had been devastated but with Jacobs (her best friend and werewolf) help she had somehow managed to keep it together.

Jacob and Bella on their way to bella's house to say good night after a day in la push.

"Bella" Jacob said

"Oh uh sorry about that Jake, I guess I'm kind of tired. It wasn't quite that easy jumping off a cliff you know?"

He flashed a smile and laughed

"Well maybe you just need to do more fun stuff and you would be just fine"

I didn't want to do anything that was fun yet considered dangerous, I just couldn't understand it...

"Are you ok? What are you thinking about?"

"Oh nothing it's just been a long day" I answered

There was no way that I would be able to tell him this, if he had not thought I was crazy before he would if I told him what I was thinking about, and how could I tell him when I didn't understand it myself. He parked his car next to Charlie's. Home at last, I was so tired and I really just wanted to go to bed and sleep.

"Thanks, bye Jake." I said as I got out of the car.

"Bella are you sure you're ok?"

"Yea Jake I'm fine go home, ill see ya. Bye"

I walked in and found Charlie asleep on the couch, I went to the bathroom took a shower, put my pajamas on and went to my room. I got and bed, just laying there, I was tired but I couldn't fall asleep. The same thoughts kept coming back to my head. Why would I hear his voice? Is it just my imagination? Or is he really near? Watching me? Oh who was I kidding, he's gone Bella gone and he's not coming back. That was my last thought before I drifted off to sleep…