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"You want some ice cream?"

"No thanks, I'm full."

"That's odd. Tell me what's wrong baby?"

"I'm fine."

"Hmm…I know. I will let you meet my mom. Come on."

"On your house? Wait!"

I can't do anything after he held my hands. For me, it's the best feeling in the world. It actually is weird for young teenagers to act like this. But for us, we don't mind as long as we have each other on our side. I sat still beside him; I felt my heart beats fast. Probably I'm nervous, because after 5 months of waiting, my boyfriend is finally going to introduce me to his mom. Even though his family knew so well that he has a girlfriend, everyone except for his dad who's working and living abroad.

"Come on. We're here." He still holds my hand. Servants opened the front door and welcomed him as if he's a long lost and finally found prince.

He leads me to the family area at the second floor where his mom is reading a pretty interesting book about fashion. We sat on the couch in front of her. puts down the book she's reading and began to talk to us.

"Is she your girlfriend?"

"Yes mom, her name is Hikari."

"Good afternoon, uhm... . My name is Hikari Kamiya."

"How precious, just call me 'tita'. Takeru I'm so proud of you."

I'm very grateful that his mom likes me before. And even now as if I'm her son's wife. Things changed, lot of things happened. Some have to leave and face a new life. But for some, even if you love somebody, that doesn't mean that, you already forget the past. For me, even if we broke up and even if I already like a new guy, I still love him. I can't understand myself now, it seems like I'm a little robot with an incomplete form.


It's almost 4 years since then. I know I have so many memories with her to reminisce. I left her with what she wanted. I still remembered what her text message contains that time.

"I love another guy, pls let me go. So that when you reach America I will not be a bother for you."

I really don't know what to do that time. I'm so stupid, I let her go. My mom really wants her for me. She's sweet, kind and responsible. I don't know what's happening to her life right now. I don't even know that guy she's dating to right now.

I can still remember the feelings of a kiss. Those sweet lips touches my cheeks, it felt like an angel kissing me. You're so impossible to forget, even if I have a lot to do, I can't help but to think of you. Is this the pain of my mistakes? Or I just loved you so much that I can't forget you and our memories. God damn it, I'm a bad boy for an angel like you.

I miss you like crazy. If I could just return to that past. I will change every foolishness that I did. But I have to face this life that my dad wants me to have. I'm leaving everything to that guy whom you love.

"All of those memories Yollie. Damn, I still miss him like hell." Hikari confessed to her best friend every single detail of her feelings. Today is the day, wherein they will celebrate the first day of being independent after graduating college. All of their friends and also batch mates were also there. Hikari sat somewhere in the venue where no one can notice her. Yollie sat down with her.

"Girl, just forget him already. I think it's time for you to say yes on Daisuke's feelings. For goodness sake he's courting you for 4 years time." Yollie informed Hikari about it. Hikari just smiled as she saw Takeru and his wife in the corner of the venue. As the speaker of the event welcomed Takeru's wife, Hikari's tears fell and embraced Yollie so tight.

"I know Yollie, this time I can never get him. Even though God knows how I loved him so much." Hikari's tears flow down uncontrollably as she can still see the newly wed.

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