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2 YEAR LATER
" Momma." I heard Masen yell before ramming straight into my legs and stumbling.
" Whoa there honey, whats wrong?" I asked
He smiled up at me " Daddy told me to tell you that every one is comin' ova." he said
" Who is everyone?" I asked
" Uncle, Jazz and Em. Aunty Rosie and Ali, and gramma and gampa." he said
I gave him a smile as he ran off, and out of the kitchen.
It was hard to believe that it has been four years since I gave birth to the twins. The have grown so much in the past couple of years, they are very outgoing. I swear that they didnt get that from me, thats were part of Edward takes in for them.
Charlotte had beautiful long, curly bronze hair. Her green eyes shined brightly, you always found a twinkle in her eye. A smile was always on her face, and she was a complete daddy's girl. She always wanted Edward and when he came home from work she ran straight to the door.
Masen had crazy hair like Edward, but it was the same color as mine. He had the most beautiful brown eyes that shined just like his sisters did. He was a little on the shy side, but had his crazy moment.
The one thing I was eternally grateful for was that they didnt inherite my clumsiness.
After countless months, Edward and I taught them more and more words, we worked with letters and numbers and we potty trained them. Which was more easy than we thought. Although Charlotte was easier in the long run.
Alice had given birth to a baby boy named Jackson. He was named by Jasper. It was his idea to name him something southern-ish. Rose and Emmett were expecting again, this time a little baby girl and I was very happy for them.
Everyone was pretty much content with their lives. I know I was.
During our honeymoon, Edward and I did try to have a baby, but was unsuccessful for some odd reason. For the past two years we have been trying, soon we gave up and that's when we did conceive.
Just last week I found out I was two months pregnant. I had yet to tell Edward and the family. But I guess since everyone will be here I can announce it. I was nervous as to what they would think. I was thrilled for more kids.
Edward came into the room, his hair a mess as always. He was wearing a pair of jeans and a white button down. Looking as gorgeous as always. Made no sense how he can roll out of bed and still look like a model, when I look like shit.
He came forward, wrapped me up in his arms and kissed me.
" Hello, wife."
I rolled my eyes " You know I hate it when you call me that as if it were my name."
" I know. But you look so damn sexy when your angry, love."
Again, I rolled my eyes at him. " So when are they coming o-"
I was cut off by the doorbell ringing and two screeching kids. Edward let me go and we walked to the from door. Charlotte and Masen were bouncing in there spots.
When I opened the door I was bombarded with people, they all but ran into the house, knocking me right into Edward, who almost fell over when I crashed into him. He steadied me and looked over to the others.
" Trying to kill my wife?" he asked them
Alice giggled " No silly goose. I just missed my nephew and neice." she said.
Esme gave me a hug " How are you dear."
I smiled " Great."
Carlisle stood next to her and lifted up a bottle that looked like wine " I brought wine."
" Uhh something special going on today?" I asked nervously
" Nope." Emmett said, popping the 'p'.
Rose and Alice gave me a hug next, practicly squeezing the life out of me. When they let me go they smiled and grabbed my hands, only to drag me in the kitchen. They havent even been here five minutes and they drag me away.
Alice started first " Dont think we didnt notice." she said.
I shrugged confused. " Notice what."
" That little nervous look on your face when Carlisle said 'wine'."
Oh shit. They always saw right threw me, it was like a sign posted on my forehead.
" Your pregnant." they squeeled.
I quickly shushed them " Dont say anything. I still havent told Edward."
They nodded but kept bouncing around. I had to admit I was very excited to have another baby. I just wanted to know what the kids will think of it. I wouldnt want a huge breakdown from them, I would feel terrible if that happened.
Luckily, Edward and I had meat to make burgers in the freezer, so after we defrosted, we seasoned the burgers and tossed them on the grill. Masen and Charlotte were playing with Matthew in the grass by the pool that Edward and I had installed last year. We made sure to have a gate around it, we did not want any accidents with the kids. Somehow we had kinda rebuilt my old one.
Us adults sat down at the table talking and chatting. Soon the kids came over and wanted to be included.I placed Masen in my arms while Charlotte curled up by Edward. Jasper held Jackson in his arms, while Matthew was in Rose's.
Well everyone is here. My hands started sweating a little, I took a deep breath.
" So, I um have some news." I said.
All eyes were on me, I saw smiles on Rose's and Alice's face. Edward looked at me confused, probably thinking he should know what I was going to say next.
" So. I kinda went to the doctor two weeks ago and as of right now I am two and a half months pregnant."
While the whole family beamed at us. Edward looked completely shocked, and Charlotte burst into tears and jumped out of Edward's lap, only to run into the house. Panic coursed through my body. I did know that either this would be a great thing, or a horrible thing
I set Masen down and he smiled at me. Good thing he wasnt upset.
" I'll be back in a second." I told Masen, I kissed his forehead and ran after Charlotte.
She was on the couch in the family room, crying her heart out. Immediatly I ran over to her and picked her up. She clutched herself to me and I felt her tears soak right threw my shirt.
" Baby, what's wrong." I asked her.
She continued to cry in my arms, I didnt really know what to say ' Baby, I am sorry I got pregnant, but you have a new sibling' that would work out real well, she would cry harder and that is the last thing I want. Moments later Edward came in the room and sat on the other side of Charlotte.
" Y-You and daddy wont love me an-anymore." she cried.
I rubbed my hand up and down her back " Of course we will darlin', we will always love you and your brother, just as much, there will just be another addition." I told her.
" I-I-I dont want another sister or brother."
I looked up at Edward. By the expression on his face I didnt know if he was happy about the child or not. His expression was unreadable.
Charlotte turned to Edward and crawled into his arms.
At the moment I felt like a horrible mother. I felt tears well up in my eyes, quickly I stood up.
" I-I need to be alone." I said before fleding the room.
" Bella." I heard Edward call out.
I ignored him and ran up the stairs and to our bedroom. Where I sat on the bed and cried. Sobs wracked my body violently.
I didnt want my kids to be unhappy with another child and I felt sick for being thrilled at the moment. Edward and I had always wanted atleast three kids, maybe four. But we always wanted a house full, enough to handle.
The door peeked open and I didnt bother to look who is was. I felt the person sit on my bed. But when I felt the arms wrap around me I knew it was Masen.
" Dont cry mama. I excited." he said.
I looked up and wiped my tears with the back of my hand. Masen had his arm wrapped tightly around me. A small smile crossed my face. I ran my hands through his hair.
" You know that I will always love you right?" I asked him.
" Or course momma." he responded
I held him close to me, which made me feel a tad better. I then heard the bedroom door open, revealing Edward.
" Masen can you go downstairs with your sister and grandma?" Edward asked calmly.
Masen unwrapped his arms from around me and bounded out of the room. I kept my eyes down on my lap, tears fell freely. I felt the bed shift when Edward sat down, his arm wrapped around my waist. I turned toward him and buried my face in his chest.
" I completely suck at parenting." I said.
" No you dont Bella."
" I got pregnant and my daughter hates me because of it." I stated
He let out a sigh " Bella, this is typical, all kids feel like they are being replaced when they find that their mother is having another baby."
I nodded " What do you think?"
" I am thrilled to have another baby. It was just unexpected considering we stopped trying."
I smiled and wrapped my arms around him. One of his hands traveled down and rested on my stomach.
" Let's go down." he suggested
We stood up and walked out of the room. As we walked downstairs I saw the girls, they were all beaming at us, with huge smiles on their faces.
" Congratulations." Rose said.
I smiled " Thanks. I'm going to go find Charlotte."
I walked threw the house and to the family room. She was sitting by Jasper, I could see he was talking to her, a sad smile was on her face. When I got into the room she looked up at me, then dropped her gaze. I walked up to her and held out my hand.
" Can you come with me sweetheart?" I asked.
She nodded and stood up. I led her outside, where it was empty. I sat her on the chair across from me and held her tiny hand in mine. She didnt look at me, she kept looking down.
" Please, look at me?" I asked
That didnt faze her so I asked again. She still didnt respond
" Charlotte Cullen, look at me." I said sternly.
Finally she looked up at me, a tear was laying upon her cheek. I wiped it off.
" Baby, no matter how many babies I have you will always be loved. That will never change anything. I will always, always love you. No matter what."
She flung herself in my arms. " Promise."
I kissed the top of her head " I promise."
" The baby wont steal my room?" she asked
I chuckled " Well for six months the baby will stay in mommy and daddy's room. Then when the baby gets bigger she or he will have their own room." I told her.
She nodded " Is the baby a boy or girl?"
" We'll have to wait awhile to find out."
" Where do babies come from?" she asked
" You wont find out til' you fifty." I heard Edward say.
I rolled my eyes at his words. If it were up to him she would live here her whole life and be isolated from any guy that walked by. I can just picture her eighteen and Edward holding her hand while walking across a street.
2 years later
I sat in my office typing in my new schedule when I got a call.
" Bella!" I heard Edward's worried voice say.
" What's wrong?" I asked
" Masen is burning up with a fever and he is throwing up. I'm at primary care right now. I dropped Holly and Charlotte off at Alice's." he said.
I immediatly stood up from my seat and grabbed my stuff " I'll be there soon." I said before hanging up. The music hall was already closed so I was able to just leave. Quickly I grabbed my purse and fled the place after locking up.
I gave birth to our daughter Holly a year and five months ago. She looked like both Edward and I, she had my brown hair and Edward's green eyes. I gave birth to her February twenty first. She was six pounds and twenty inchs long.
She was a gorgeous girl.
I was very glad that when she was born Charlotte didnt freak. She understood that the baby had to be taken care of, but Edward and I switched off so that we could have time with the kids. Holly could already walk, although she was a little wobbly. Edward and I think that she may have my clumsiness. She knew how to say 'mama' and 'dada'.
Masen was dissapointed that I didnt have a boy, every kid would. But he was happy that he had another sibling.
Rose had given birth to a girl, her name was Lillian Marie. She used my middle name and I was also her godmother, I really felt honored that she chose me out of all people.
Quickly I ran over to the primary care, panic surging through me. When I walked in I saw Edward sitting in a chair, Masen curled up in his lap holding a tiny water bottle that looked like it had apple juice in it. I ran over to him and put my bag down. I brushed his hair out of his face.
" Hi baby." I said.
He looked very sick.
Edward looked up at me worry in his eyes. I gave him a quick kiss and sat next to him.
"Masen Cullen." was called out.
Edward and I stood. But when Edward put Masen down he slumped as if he were going to fall over, he walked to me and wrapped his arms around my waist. I picked him up, (he really wasnt that heavy) and Edward grabbed my purse. We walked in the office and I sat Masen up on the examining table.
The nurse asked all different kind of questions before leaving. We waited for the doctor to come, I was glad to see when she came in.
" Hello Dr. and Mrs. Cullen." she said polietly.
" So what seems to be the problem?" she asked
I looked at Edward and he nodded
" He started burning up with a fever a few hours ago. I gave him two childrens motril and that didnt help. He started to vomit and I decided to take him here."
She nodded and turned to me " You didnt know your son was sick?"
I shook my head " No. I just got a call from work from my husband that he was sick." I told her
" Okay, well I'll run some tests."
She took blood, I looked away but still held his hand. He hated needles. She checked his throat and ears with a flash light. I noticed how pale he was, and his hands were clammy. She left to get the results out.
After a few minutes she came back and looked over his chart again.
" Looks like a case of the stomach flu. I have a prescription written out already for you. Here it is." she handed me a slip of paper " Lots of rest and fluids." she said.
" Thank you so much." I said.
She nodded and slipped out of the room.
Masen looked like he was going to pass out. Edward scooped him up in his arms and I grabbed my purse. Edward drove straight home while I went to Alice's to ask if she could watch them for a few days. She had extra rooms and I didnt want any of the kids to get sick.
When I arrived I stepped out of my car and walked to the front door. Jasper opened it before I rang the bell. Alice was next to him smiling.
" Hows Masen."
I sighed " Sick as a dog."
" I know this is a big favor but can you guys-"
" Dont even need to ask, they can stay, I understand."
I gave her a hug " Thank you so much."
" What about me?" Jasper asked
I gave him a hug also." I'll go home and get some clothes and what not."
She waved me off " I have some clothes for them that I bought last week."
I didnt want to argue about her spending money so I thanked her and let it be.
" Okay well tell them I love them and they can come home, three days tops. I just want Mase to get a little better."
" Dont worry about them we got it."
We talked a little while more before I headed home. Edward dropped the prescription off and I prayed it was there. I thanked god when it was and went home, it was dark in the house except the glow from our bedroom window. I stepped out of my car and got into the house. It was quiet and dark. I grabbed a glass of water and grabbed the two pills for the first day. I climbed the stairs and peeked into Masens room. He was slightly awake.
" Mommy." he rasped
I went next to him and kissed his forehead.
" I got medicene to help you get better honey."
I helped him sit up, he put the first pill in his mouth I helped him hold the cup, after he took the second one he took one last gulp and laid down. I tucked the blankets around him.
" If you need daddy or me wake us up okay?"
He nodded and closed his eyes. I walked out of the room and closed the door, but not all the way. I walked into our room and heard the shower running. I sighed and sat on the bed.
There are good times and bad. I just hated knowing my kid was sick and I couldnt make him feel better. Charlotte got sick when she was five and it was terrible, she had croupe cough. That was the first time on of the kids got sick. Edward and I had been scared out of our minds, but knew we had to keep our cool.
Edward came out of the bathroom, a towel around his waist. When he saw my expression he sat down next to me and kissed my temple. I wrapped my arms around him, my white button up work shirt getting soaked in the process.
" He'll be okay, love. Just the flu. He'll get all better and everything will be just as it is."
I nodded and pulled away. He looked down at my shirt and I blushed. He of course leaned closer and kissed me, I kissed him back and he lowered me to the bed.
" You know, some of the kids arent home."
A smile crossed my face " And?"
" We should take advantage of that."
" Edward. Masen is just down the hallway."
I laid back on the bed and he crawled up my body, giving me that creepy smile. Ut oh. Vampire Edward is coming out to play.
His lips went to my neck.
" Edward you better no-ahhh."
He bit down on my skin, it didnt give of much hurt as it did pleasure, strangely. I groaned as he licked the spot he bit and leaned up to press his lips to mine. His hands unbuttoned my shirt and slid it off, my pencil skirt next. We laid under the sheets, Edward ontop of me. Just making-out like teenagers.
Quickly, I whipped his towel off and he smirked at me.
I woke up to the feeling of the bed shifting and covers rustling. My eyes opened slowly, I saw Edward. He was moving around in bed, trying to get comfortable.
" Babe, dont you have to work?" I asked, my voice raspy.
" I called off today and the weekend, I know that you got work and I want to be with Mase."
" Edward you should of gone to work. I can get off work and its no problem." I stated
He groaned and I ran my hands up and down his back. " Do you not like me home?"
I smirked, although he couldnt see it " I love it when you are home."
His body shifted and he turned to face me. He looked down at my body and quirked a brow. I looked down, and interally screeeched. I covered my body. You wouldnt think I wouldnt mind, but after three kids my body isnt exactly perfect.
" Sorry." I mumbled.
He chuckled " Dont apologize. You have a rather sexy body."
I let out a groan and covered my head with the sheet. " You really dont have to lie."
" Bella, your not flubbery or anything."
I rolled my eyes and put the sheet down a little " Yeah I am."
His hand traveled across the bed, under my sheet and on my stomach. I narrowed my eyes at him. He did the same to me.
" Dont touch." I whined.
" Your my wife. I can touch you when I want. So right now I want to touch your stomach, I am allowed." he stated
" Not without my permission." I retorted
He came closer to me, moving under the sheets and laid over my body. I rested my hands on his back and he kissed me sweetly. I responded with the same passion as he threw in, my hands tangled in his hair and pressed him closer.
I broke away for a much needed breath and his lips trailed down to my neck.
" Edward. I have to get in the shower and head off to work." I argued breathlessly.
" You said you can get out of that." he whispered against the flesh on my collarbone.
" That was before. But if your home with Mase I have to go to work. Bills to be paid."
His face slipped into a pout. I pushed him off of me and wrapped one of the sheets around me.
" Pleeeasseee Bella." he begged
I rolled my eyes at him " Edward act your age."
His brows furrowed " What if I dont wanna."
I stood up and walked over to his side of the bed. With one hand on the sheet, I used my other to brush his crazy hair from his face. I kissed his forehead and let my lips linger for a second.
" I love you."
Quickly I took a shower and changed my clothes. To drive Edward crazy I wore that one peice dress like outfit, that looked like it was a pencil skirt and a white work shirt.
(a/n: Outfit still in profile)
I put lotion on my legs to make them smooth and then slipped on my black pumps. I combed, blew dry and curled my hair. I brushed my teeth, then applied a little makeup. I swear I almost looked the same as I did when I was eighteen, except I have more curves.
When I was done with my hair I walked out of the bathroom. The bed was already made so I went straight downstairs. I put my dirty clothes in the basket in the laundry room and started up a load.
When I got to the kitchen I saw Masen sitting at the table, with a glass of orange juice and some toast. I ran my hands through his messy hair and kissed the top of his head.
" How are you feeling?" I asked " Any better?"
He shook his head " Not much." he said weakly.
" Do you want anymore food."
Edward sat next to him, watching him closely. I could still
" Has he vomited this morning at all?"
I nodded and sat down at the table. Masen ate the toast slowly, he mostly just drinked the orange juice. I couldnt blame him, when I got the stomach flu, I could keep nothing down.
" I cant finish." he stated
I nodded my head " That's fine sweetheart."
Masen stood up and I also did
" Has he had pill or no?" I asked Edward.
He nodded " Yes. I gave it to him."
" Okay mommy."
I bid him goodbye and walked out of his room. When I got downstairs I ate a bowl of cereal.
"Are you trying to torture me?" he asked
I smirked " How am I torturing you."
" By wearing that little dress." he stated
I waved him off and continued to eat. When I was done I washed my dishes and put them away. Edward already washed Masen's plate so I didnt have to worry about that. I grabbed my cell phone off the counter and checked to see if I had any voicemails. It was empty so I shoved my phone in my purse.
" Alright, well I have to head out. If you need me call me." I told him.
He nodded. I gave him a kiss before fleding the room.
Another day in the life of Isabella Swan...
1 year later and some days later
It was hard to believe that years ago I didnt have this. I didnt have a family or a husband. I was alone and deeply craving for that love again, and I was lucky enough to find my true love and marry him.I was able to have another chance for some whacky reason. Somebody gave me my chance to find love again. I didnt understand why, and to this day I still dont understand. But why question it right?
I got everything I've ever wanted in life, but it was hard. I didnt just get everything handed to me on a silver platter and what fun would it be if I didnt have a challenge. It would be adventure-less and boring. I worked for it, I thrived for it and did everything I could to just be happy and be where I am now.
I had my own family, which kept me sane throughout life. I had my two little girls and my boy, and I was content with just that. But also I cant forget my husband. Who loves me besides my flaws and I love him no matter how Vampiric he can be at times.
Edward and I were completely happy.
I would of never thought that a stupid dance in highschool would bring us together. Mrs. Locke, brought us together, the teacher who paired us as partners. I am forever grateful for her. Though in the process of marrying him and having kids was horrific. We both had to go through heart break, pain, seperation and almost everything bad under the sun. But I really have to say it was worth it in the long run because now I am happy with where I am.
Though I would of loved to have my mother here. I knew she would of yelled at me the second she found out that Edward and I were together, also when I found out I was pregnant with the twins. I knew that she would be happy where I am now. She is looking down on me, and maybe, just maybe, she is the one who gave me this miracle to be happy.
Alice, Jasper, Emmett and Rose, all have their kids and were genuinly happy with there life from what I see. They are obviously married and happy, and I am very happy for them. All I want is for them to be happy. Life sucks when you are not happy. I should know.
Charlie was still working as cheif police in Forks. He hasnt had another heart attack, which makes me thrilled because I still need him although I am in my thirties. He will always be my father and I will always need him no matter what. He comes down afew times a year to visit Edward, the kids and I, and the kids adore him. He adores them also.
It makes me happy to see that my kids are all happy with their lives. They were growing up fast. I wish that I could keep them little forever, but they have to grow up sometime, right.
All in all. I am happy with my life and where it has taken me, it hasnt let me astray. In my eyes I have the perfect, kids, husband and friends. I wouldnt change them for anything. They have made me who I am today, which is a strong women who can almost take on anything.
That song 'So Close' brought us together. Well more like Jon McLaughlin, he said to dance with someone you didnt bring and if that hadnt of happened then I dont know where I would be.
It was blind love on the dance floor that started it all, we were blind to the love until we found it. Then the song that brought us so close then we were before. Those two things brought us together, Edward was my soulmate, my other half, my lover, my best friend.
Authors note- Done with another story. .Done. Okay this is so hard to believe. But first of all I want to thank all of you. EVERY SINGLE ONE. Because seriously if it werent for all of you, I really wouldnt be here. I know every author says that but seriously if you are one, you know what I am talking about. You guys complimented me even when I pulled drama and other shit. But most importantly you stayed through out the story.
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